I’m a bit disappointed, but I’m fine with my one jellybean that I love more then life itself. I got to see jellybean today for the first time and just….

It was just amazing. The doctor said jellybean is completely healthy and we even found out the source of the bleeding from monday and it have nothing to do with the pregnancy  (my uterus, cervix, etc). Cut myself shaving somehow….sorry for the TMI. Now that I think about it that blood didn’t look like period blood, but I must have been panicking to much to think straight. But her, you would to if you were only 8 weeks pregnant and you had some blood come out of your lady parts. It was really scary. I thought something happened to jellybean. 

Well anyways that ends that saga. I’m just really relieved and feel weird still today. I think my brain and heart is all  confused.