So, today is my last day of an extended holiday…

For the most part it felt like an ordeal, something uncertain, but still I had a lot of time, some good, some bad, and mostly meh. Tomorrow is the first day of employment, while I’m under contract for two weeks and it definitely feels like I’m tooting my own horn, but it seems like I’m a shoe in; I really hope so. It’s been a year…and as much as I try to make it seem like it hasn’t been a year, I’ve only been looking for work for about 6 months, but it has definitely been a long time and a lot harder than I expected to be. I learn to not take my luck for granted at all, the very few scraps of it that I do have.

However, if everything boiling down to a routine again. I’m nostalgic about unemployment, my this is just weird emotion has to have given how much it sucked not having something productive and solid to do in my life.

I hope this will be an interesting chapter as I close this one. I hope employment will be a gateway for me to realize what I really want to do. I felt like my interest shift as I was out of the game, but at the same time if I want to make something out of this, I need to learn to support myself in it.

Chapter End…

-David M.