the way of existence

Thanks

I only have three people who really don’t hope revenge and I hope you will be the fourt. Because I never hope to be worried by all people including my relatives. I hope more but what I got is less, it is really hurt and break my heart ever. Since a long time ago. I don’t have anything, yes I do. So.. Don’t think that I will give up and asking for your hand. God, what is the precious thing that You will give me by sending all tears like always. I hate my life but I can’t avoid because this is treasure for me, God really loves me.