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Preference #123 Not A Bad Thing

Drew;
Said all I want from you is to see you tomorrow and every tomorrow, maybe you’ll let me borrow your heart. And is it too much to ask for every Sunday and while we’re at it, throw in every other day to start.

Drew lays on the bed playing with my hand hovering over me, occasionally kissing my collar bone. “When are you going to disappear?” He asks after leaning down kissing my neck.
“Do you want me to leave?” I ask raising my eyebrows at him.
“No don’t leave. If I had it my way I would never let you leave.”
“I don’t do the whole sticking around thing.” I sit up pulling away from him reaching over for my jeans.
“I shouldn’t have said anything because now you are going to leave.”
“I feel I have to. I don’t do the whole scary commitment thing you know that.”
“But when you leave I won’t know when you will be back. I have no way to talk to you and no way to just show up on your doorstep like you do mine.”
“Drew why now? Can’t we just have fun.” I say as I do the skinny jeans dance buttoning them around my waist.“
"I’m sorry I will stop just come back and lay down and I will let it drop.”
“No I am going to go since I made shit awkward. I just have to find my god damn shirt.” I say as I get my bra latched around my back. I look down at Drew’s hand to see the red fabric bundled up in his hand, “please hand it to me.”
“Only if you stay and let me make you dinner.”
“Its time for dessert, dinner was hours ago. We were busy through it. Please I just want my shirt no problems.”
“Come get it.” He says with a smirk.
I lean forward to reach for it but instead I fall forward landing on his bare chest. We both start laughing uncontrollably, “how the fuck did I manage to fall?” I say while calming down.
“You are just clumsy, but it gives me a chance to do this.” He locks his hand around the side of my face pulling me down to his lips. He will never find out but whenever he kisses me my pulse takes off and I don’t seem to find enough oxygen ever. He pulls away, “your shirt my lady.”
“Thank you.” I get up throwing it on. I check myself over in the mirror making sure not to walk out looking too much like I’m taking it with shame. Drew gets out throwing on some shorts. As I head out he follows me to the door. “I’ll be back.” I say as I lean against the door frame.
“When?”
“I’ll let you choose this time.”
“Sunday.”
“That’s tomorrow.”
“You said I get to choose.”
“Fine Sunday.”
“Good that’s a start. I think I should get you everything Sunday just to be fair.”
“I don’t do fair. But maybe that can happen. Maybe.”
“Its good enough for me at this point. I will see you tomorrow.” He leans down kissing my cheek, “be safe, and remember I’ve only got one and I’m letting you borrow it.” He says brushing his fingers across the charm on my neck.
“I’m always careful, especially with that.” I walk away from him getting out of sight before I reach up where his fingers had just been feeling the heart charm resting on against my skin, wondering if Drew knew I left mine with him a long time ago.

Keaton; His P.O.V.
No I won’t fill your mind with broken promises and wasted time. And if you fall, you’ll always land right in these arms, these arms of mine. Don’t act like it’s a bad thing to fall in love with me. ‘Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true, with me. Spent all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free. So don’t act like it’s a bad thing to fall in love with me, me. It’s not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me, not such a bad thing to fall in love with me.

“Is Y/N going to be there?” Wes asks as we drive up to the party.
“Of course. She was the one who told me about the party.”
“Do you think she will be decked out in something new to try and impress you?”
“She doesn’t always buy something new.”
“Only when she invites you to come out.” Tyler says from the pack seat.
“Shut up. Nothing like that happens between us. She doesn’t believe in love, not since her parents split and then her mom got another divorce from her step dad. She thinks she will be just like her mom.”
“Prove to her she won’t be. Stop putting yourself through that hell and just do something about it.” Wes said as he knocks the car into park. We head inside and I quickly spot Y/N to the side dancing with some of her friends. I walk up behind her putting my hands on her hips falling into rhythm with her.
“Hey stranger I have a guy showing up tonight, I don’t think he will like much that I’m dancing with someone else.”
“Are you two dating? I know not to dance with unavailable women.”
“No I’m not dating him, we never have to tell him.” She says turning around in my hands pressing her body against mine. “Secrets always make the night fun.”
I stare at her trying to decide if I should be worried about that or not. She smiles and I feel the worry melt away. I pull her closer setting my hands on the small of her back, “you look amazing tonight.”
“You look pretty good yourself, absolutely delectable.” She says with a smirk.
“Am I the last person you slept with?”
She stares back stunned. “Um where the hell did that question come from?”
“Just answer it.”
“Yes you are. There hasnt been anyone else. But lets not discuss it right now, lets make tonight fun.”
“I can’t. I got told just to play along and put it out there but I just can’t, excuse me.” I say walking away from her.
“Keaton where are you going?” She says following behind me. “What are you talking about?” She asks following me out the front door. “Keaton God damn it stop.” I get far enough away from the house I’m ok with stopping. “What the hell is going on? Are you ok?” She says genuinely concerned.
“You. That’s what’s going on. You are running through my veins and it’s a lot to handle.”
“Keaton just say whatever you feel you need to say.”
“It’s ok if you love me. I mean it’s ok to fall in love with anyone even if its not me.”
“I am just sick of the lies that’s why I don’t believe in love. It is all based on lies.”
“I’ve never lied to you not once. I’ve never broken a promise. But here you are fucking around doing who knows, not living the dreams you know exist. I can prove to you all that, but you won’t give me a chance.”
She pulls in a deep breath looking up slightly, “you know why that is a hard almost impossible thing for me to accept.”
“But it is possible and you just said so yourself. I care about you so much just give me the chance. If you fall I will catch you, I’ve been standing here waiting with my arms wide open for you.”
She walks up to me grabbing onto my belt loops, “I have loved you for a long time, but I am terrified to fall in love with you more.”
“Don’t be scared, I will always love you and falling more together will only make us both stronger.” I wrap my arms around her waist leaning down to place a small kiss on her lips.

Wesley; His P.O.V.
I know people make promises all the time, then they turn right around and break them. When someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you’re bleeding. But I could be that guy to heal it over time and I won’t stop until you believe it, 'cause baby you’re worth it.

“Why do you let him treat you so badly?” I ask standing in the doorway to her bathroom.
“I don’t let him treat me badly that is why we fight. I refuse to let him use me as a doormat.”
“But yet he keeps trying. Are you going to get sick of fighting him one day and just give up?”
“No you’ve known me long enough that you should know I don’t but up with anyone’s shit.”
“But what if he was hurting you in ways you didn’t know?”
“Wes what are you talking about?”
“Do you remember how you went to your one friend’s bachelorette party and all us guys went out? Elliot hooked up with one of the girls we met out and they’ve been hooking up ever since. I didn’t know how to tell you or I would’ve told you sooner.”
“Is it horrible that I kind of assumed he was cheating again? I didn’t want to believe it. But i guess it’s my fault. I gave him back the knife seeing as he didn’t cut me deep enough the first time.” She puts her hands against the sink looking down. I can’t find any words to say that would make it any better. At least nothing I can tell her right now. Truthfully with Elliot out of the way I might be able to finally tell her how I feel. I snap back to my head to see her melting to the floor against the wall with her knees tucked to her chest, “I loved a liar. How many others have I loved? Why is it that whenever I feel things are going good they change, and they just aren’t? I am so sick of people and their promises of love and ever after it really is all just bull shit.” She reaches up trying to be sly and wipes a tear from her eye.
“Not all of us are that way. Only ones who don’t know what they have when they’ve got it.” I sit on the floor next to her and she rests her head against my shoulder. “You know there are people out there who worship the ground their women walk on, you deserve a guy like that. Not one who pushes you around but challenges you. You deserve a guy who will make you a princess but won’t let your head get overly inflated. There is someone out there for you.”
“Oh yeah and who is that?”
“You never know for sure but he could be a lot closer than you think.”
“What are you rambling about Wesley?”
“I just don’t like to see you hurt and have you ever noticed when you are in pain you call me, you have me rush to your side and need convincing to get work things out. I always wonder if I never spent time telling you to give him another chance over and over where you would be. Where we could be. I am always the one to help heal your heart after Elliot cut it over and over. I am sick of seeing him make you bleed.”
She leans away forcing me to look her right in the eye. “Are you saying what I think you are saying?”
“What do you think I’m saying?”
No more words pass through her lips, she leans forward pressing them into mine saying everything she needed with just the small gesture, that in the end meant more to me than she will ever understand.

~Kay!

 
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