So I have decided I pretty much hate my J.O.B. I am really going to kick it in to high gear and start looking more for a design position. I was looking through some of my artwork the other day and realized that I really am good, lol. Lately, I’ve been thinking of different paths to take. I’m considering going back to school and taking the medical route… NOVA has a really great Physicians Assistant program… I just don’t know!! Arggg life is so freakin confusing! It throws you all these curve balls and usually all at once! If you know me you know what I mean… I think I owe it to myself and to the ridiculous hours spent and tears cried in taking interior design in college to really look hard core for jobs again! However, once I feel I have given that my best shot I will start taking the GRE, volunteering at hospitals, and applying to schools again… aghh! At least with medical it is always in demand and starting off I’ll be making at least 60K… crazy to me! Right now I’m making… yeah too embarrassing to even admit to. Thinking of that… why the hell did I not speak up during my job interview about the pay!!?? Oh yeahhhh because I desperately needed a job. A job that seems takes over my life… I hate missing things too… family things… evil work. Lindsey calm yourself, you are extremely lucky to have a job, look at everyone without jobs… Anyway, this talking to myself thing helps get thoughts out on paper… I really need to figure things out though, blah, adulthood.