I have always believed that people can change but I never believed people could change so fast not only did i make some major changes this summer but so did a lot of people around me and i guess it is partially because I am at the age where everyone and everything is changing. I think I have grown up more this summer than i ever thought possible I became more aware to people and things and I became REALLY REALLY in touch with my feelings and I let people know them instead of keeping them hidden. Two significant things happened to me this summer that i feel need to be told. 1. I lost my best friend for a huuuuge majority of the summer. I did some things that he didnt agree with and he straight up told me which shocked me and he totally said things that got right under my skin which made me scared and i felt really helpless. During the time that we werent friends I found myself and became the right person again. But of course when you hurt someone they dont go right back to you and dont ever fully forgive you. 2. I fell in love. wow what a scary, exhilarating experience. I had been with my boyfriend for only 5ish months and I was petrified to tell him but when I did he told me he loved me back and its been a totally crazy ride and i have enjoyed every second of my time with him and hopefully more to come. He does the little things like texting me out of the blue what hes feeling and so much more. Our relationship is semi long distance since he is an hour and a half away in college and im stuck home in my shitty high school but its made us closer the distance and we trust each other and when he comes home its like such an awesome experience its like a treat almost. But im just remembering my summer and thought i would share with all of you. I hope life is good for you all and know that you always have someone to talk to even if you think you dont you do

Love Always, Hannah:)

And I think I have fallen in love for the first time

Sometimes I think I miss you more than you ever do