Should i write something?? it’s been a while, it’s not like nothing happens, i just try to play it cool ha! but believe me i’m still an over-thinking girl

Never mind, G-Dragon said “I will run free, till this road ends”, this sentence really fits me. I mean i know i still don’t feel that kinda freedom now, i’m still scared of many things, it keeps me away from freedom, but i try real hard to life free, living my way. I talk too often about freedom right? i’m obsessed with it! it’s like i’m trying to unleash myself *here i go again, talking rubbish* kkkkk

You know, the reason why i love GD so much is that he shows me what freedom really is. I mean forget about all the talents he has, everybody knows them very well. I love the feeling when i see him perform on stage, both on TV and concert, small and big stage. I feel like he truly loves what he’s doing, giving all of his energy into every stage, that feeling when you don’t care about anything and just having fun for the moment, such a good feeling right?! The other thing is that he does what he says, you can check him in every interview, you will find out that he always tries to find a way to be the best version of himself and encourages his fans to do the same.

This is not a blind love i guess, to love him this much! I just take the positive feeling and energy from him. Well, to compare myself to him is a bit ridiculous, but sometimes i think i’m left behind, i mean we’re the same age, i’m lacking too much hahaha

But i believe there will be a day when i live my life to the fullest confidently, so i can give some positive energy to people around me. Still from away from that, i’ll try harder :’)