The LA Times’ Jonathan Gold, who passed away last weekend, was an amazing food critic and has been rightfully honored as someone who brought Los Angeles to life for his readers. But before he wrote about food, he was a pretty amazing music writer, and what I will remember him for the most is this incredible Rolling Stone cover story he wrote on Trent Reznor way back in 1994. Yes, I am a huge Nine Inch Nails fan so I loved the story. But I was also a young writer, and I can honestly say that over the last 24 years, my mind has returned again and again to these handful of sentences where he described watching Reznor perform “Closer” at a concert in Detroit:
You haven’t really lived, I think, until you’ve heard a gang of Wayne
State sorority sisters moan, “I want to fuck you like an animal,” the
chorus to “Closer,” which has sort of the same resonance that “I Want to
Hold Your Hand” might have had 30 years ago. Dressed in already-clammy
NIN T-shirts newly purchased from the concession stand, whipping clean
hair over their eyes, shoving the pimply skanks who dare to block their
view, wild-eyed with hatred and desire, the women howl along with
Reznor, who in turn howls into the black-rubber void with such intensity
that you fear the throbbing balconies will sag and collapse, sending
200 tons of concrete, steel and slam-dancing teen-agers onto your sweaty
head. The women crush their eyes shut and scream, “You get me closer to God.” All of them sound as if they mean it.
Vivid. Funny. And this perfect encapsulation of the cultural impact Reznor and that song had at a moment where the mainstream was still somewhat scandalized by the mere use of the word “fuck” in a song on the radio. It was just a few sentences, but it’s a piece of writing that really influenced me as a journalist to try and always capture the electric, to make readers feel like they are right there. So thank you Jonathan Gold. Also you haven’t lived until you’ve read this story so I suggest you do it.