This past week has been a real struggle. A test to keep it all together. Distracted. Disorganized. Lousy. I can list all the adjectives just to emphasize how bad the week that has gone by. First, I was not in my element at work. It felt I haven’t accomplished much and a burden to everyone. It’s just very unlikely that the OC part in me was too dominant that I froze at even the smallest challenge I was facing. Pretty sure you know how OC person behaves. Just too bad when you’re trying to prove yourself.

I’ve been neglecting my health. For some weird reason, I was lazy to work out and eat right. I felt that my body could survive even without proper food, sleep and rest.

I’ve been losing my purpose. It’s like waking up, going to work and sleeping. I was just going through the motions and letting time get the best of me instead of making the most out of it.

But thankfully this weekend is slowly turning the tables. Simply put, I’ve had the day to contemplate and just relax. Hey, it’s not that bad after all. Still got plenty of time to bounce back. Thank you my Creator for letting me experience uncertainties to help me in my quest for purpose and happiness.