some of the food might not be poision
Item: Groceries (M&S)
Cost: £17.41
Needs: 20% Survival, 40% Safety, 40% Love/belonging
Affect: Fair / +3
Notes
what keeps pulling me back / the branding? / the class comfort? / the store aesthetics? / the vague sense that it’s the best of a bad bunch? / that some of the food might not be poision? / my hatred here burns differently than in box stores / more ironic and expasperated than desperate / i’m embarrassed but i don’t hate myself here / i scowl at the world but i don’t hate it here / and i wish i knew why