You will get to the point where you realize that you make sacrifices, overspend, overwork, and lose health over youth. You may become bitter because of the feeling of weakness that begins to fall upon you, or you will eventually realize that the pain you feel is the feeling of giving people hope. It is the passion you have for the kids that you work with figuratively burning in your heart causing a sensation in your soul. It is the fulfillment of your hearts desire, giving youth hope and passion for life. Inspiring them to want to be better. Helping them achieve their goals in life. Being a life coach to help them reach their full potential. You realize that you would rather suffer for them than to watch them suffer on their own. Give them a true love like the Father has given us through Jesus. Tough and true agape love. You realize that it’s not how the world can serve you but how you can serve the world. Putting others above yourself so that they may shine. As sassy as they can be, even when I feel like they are rude and don’t care or aren’t listening, I love the youth and little kids I work with everyday. Even when it seems like I don’t, I love each and every one of the kids. Reckless unconditional love.