It covered difficult topics like birth trauma, postpartum depression, and overall what I would consider the darkest period of my life–the part of it that I still find myself coming out of more each day. It was extremely difficult to write about the first time, and Tumblr ate it.

Eventually I will write it again. I will likely have even more clarity about it when I do, but it’s still disappointing.

I enabled photo responses. Someone please .gif this post.