jungkook: “hey jin hyung, can you bring home some mcdonalds?”

jin; “fuck no, we got plenty of food at home. eat some spinach”

A disconnection with the world
and the feelings I felt after leaving home

Seeing from aspect of a 19 year old me
Who hated getting exhausted
My trainee days were basically a 10
And thanks to that I got social phobia
and my relations with people was a 0

I’ve always gotten ready two masks (two faces)
Behind the defensive look I had
I hid my real feelings

Just like I have became
A thief who hides myself

The dorm was like prison
We couldn’t even go a step out of it

It’s going further away
Between the friends and family I had
They couldn’t stay beside me so
they passed by me
The arrow between me and human relations
Misses the target again

I act like i’m not alone
I act like i’m not depressed

I act like i’m okay for no reason
I work hard on acting like i’m strong for no reason

While i’m saying that don’t come over the wall I’ve built in front of me

And don’t throw me away to this wide ocean’s island

[TRANSLATED BY CYPHER CYKO! PLEASE DO NOT TAKE OUT WITHOUT CREDIT!]

still intact