Almost one year of fling. Fling! Since when do flings last long? Hahaha In Nene’s and my world, flings last for almost a year. :-j But then things got more difficult. Di naman ako bato noh! There where some emotions that got out of control. Until one day, all the emotions piled up, and I exploded. So Nene and I fought. I was saying “ayoko na”. It’s like I’m breaking up with him even before we got into a relationship. I know we said some harsh words. Those “personal issues” we had slowly revealed.

At first I really don’t want to have “the talk” anymore. And Nene was even pissed, because of the irrational things I said. Good thing we agreed to see each other. So on Shar’s b-day, we had a get together at Deer Hunter. I was really trembling. I was so nervous. And of course it was awkward to see him again.

Egay would even tease us. When I came, he made me sit beside Nene. Waaa… But we’re very civil. Nene was even putting ice on my glass of beer. So they were teasing us even more. I really had to drink first before we talk, because I’m scared. :)) It’s not like Nene’s going to eat me. Hahaha :D

And then when we talked, the mood changed. Nene was explaining himself. And it was like he’s angry while he’s explaining things to me. He said that he has been thinking about what ifs like what if we became “us”. But he’s scared, etc. The romantic part was while we’re talking, it was drizzling. hehe So it’s like we’re talking under the rain. <3 hahaha wala lang. :-j

And then we agreed to take a risk. Indeed, we made the right decision. :D Nene was like: “(angry) blah blah blah.” and then… “(happy) so tayo na?” With a boyish pa-cute smile. :)) kilig. haha :D I’m so happy. :“> Our anniversary is on September 9, 2009. My fave number. :)

(Trivia: I’m writing this blog on my birthday. n_n)