To Him
To: You
You know who you are.
Why us? Why anyone? They say you have a pregnant girlfriend, but you attacked us anyway. In front of our own.
I’m not going to let you ruin my life. I never knew you. I had never even seen you before, but there you were in that parking lot.
Why us? Did we look rich? Or were two young moms just easy targets?
We had almost nothing of value. We are months behind on rent and jobless. We are struggling to keep food on the table for even our kids.
But you took what little we had. You took our valuables. You took our children’s innocence. You took our bodies and used them like disposable toys.
It’s by the grace of God that you only left us covered head to toe in bruises.
When you asked me if my boyfriend could make me scream like you did, I told you the honest truth. No. My boyfriend would never WANT to make me scream.
I tried so hard to block out the pain that it’s just surreal.
I feel trapped in a nightmare that no one can wake me from.
They are all so proud of me for being strong. I may not believe it yet, but I WILL.
You are NOT going to take my life from me.
You called us stupid, said we were soft and that you would get away easily, but you, sir, are the stupid one.
Do you really believe that after threatening to shoot TWO toddlers and raping us both over and over was something we would keep as our secret?
Well THANK YOU for being so dumb. Thank you for “rewarding” me for complying by leaving my restraints more loose than theirs.
And thank you for actually falling for our lies when we said we wouldn’t report it stolen for three days, and for using my phone, which had a tracker.
If it wasn’t for your stupidity and your insane drug binge we were told about, I don’t know if they would have ever caught you.
You’re not human. You’re looking at 150 years for our case alone? I cant wait to see how many you can get for the other woman you raped and robbed. Or the poor lady at Kohls that you, oh so kindly, didn’t attack sexually.
I may feel broken inside, but I am STRONG. And you are going back to prison where you belong
Source: bandbacktogether.com
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