I am Aquarion. Writer of unpublished things. Coder of Larp.me & Lampstand. Formerly head ref & story team for #OdysseyLRP. I have nothing to do with the anime or water company that share my name. May contain traces of: Opinions, Reblogs, Kittens, original content, mild peril.
How to find me everywhere: http://wiki.aquarionics.com/walrus
Less frivolous expounding can be found on the website, http://www.aquarionics.com which is a tumblr called aquarion
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?
There are hours, and sometimes days. Once in a while, there are entire weeks where my brain is in that place, for an amount of time which I am incapable of controlling, where I do not think this.
Mostly, I’m getting better.