August 3, 2012
Portrait of a Relapse

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From left to right: Vicodin Watson 540 10/500; Vicodin Watson 853 10/325; Kapanol 20mg (morphine sulfate); Percocet 10/650; Vicodin ES 7.5/750; Oxycontin 40mg OC formula; Xanax 3mg triangles and 2mg bars; Phentermine 37.5mg

Why did I buy all of this shit? And why the hell did I get Phentermine? This is what happens when you take too many benzo’s, meet a drug dealer, and somehow think that along with a bunch of appetite-suppressing opiates, I also needed to get some pills that obese people take to curb hunger and boost metabolism. 

Good news: Can’t IV anything there. Except the Kapanol, which is a bitch to prepare for IV so I won’t be. At least I have some good stuff to help me make it through this weekend’s family reunion. 

Sigh.

It’s an endless cycle. At least now, I’m making good money self-employed and can afford to take a day or four off to do nothing but laze around faded off my ass.

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