Why couldn’t you have taught me to love myself before I started loving everybody else?
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My heart aches
Far too often
For escapes.
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Why is it so hard being alone in this world?
I don’t want to look back and think I lived only ordinary.
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There is so much fear in my heart. Infinite amounts.
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Don’t leave me alone at night with my thoughts.
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I don’t even know what I would say to my younger self. It all seems futile.
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I am losing faith and I am losing belief. It’s not a rapid change, but it is happening fast enough. I know that this may be a test but at the expense of my life? Everything that I’ve worked towards or have been working towards is blowing up in my face. Nothing remains except for the emptiness within me and the realization that nothing works in my favour anymore.
I know you don’t understand
These feelings
And I know you wish them gone
It would be simple
It would be easy
But honey, life isn’t about the easy,
Life is about all the difficult,
Heart breaking,
Curve balls;
And yet, I pray it only gets easier.
With nimble fingers
Fold the edges
Crease between lines
Make me
All
Beauty
Through which you see
An otherwise
Flat world
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It’s forbidden,
Impossible;
And still, part of you hopes
That there’s a chance
A sliver,
Where everything,
Just,
Works,
Out.