Silent words

So many things I want to say
But have already been said
And for the first time I may choose silence over sharing
For future’s sake, for sanity’s peace
Except broken by these words she may know of what true feelings escape
Never have I known so better
That it was her that held my future
The fear, that if I am to lose her, I will lose myself. If I cannot my find my way back to her then surely I am a fool, wandering this world lost and lonely