So a bunch of us have been put on denial. Me because Candy suggested it to Mr. C, so I mostly blame her for letting me in on the trend.
But I don’t think any of us have done it to the extreme that Summer is undertaking. A full month!
Candy and I have compared notes on our experiences and we know it’s made us more pliable and submissive and definitely more prone to distractions. Especially when we are on denial. We are convinced there have been some permanent effects, too. I think we became more open sexually to things and discussing it. And I’m pretty sure I’m a nymphomaniac at this point. And each time I go on denial the effects build faster I think. Or it seems that way.
But the most I’ve been on denial has been a couple weeks straight.
I can’t imagine how Summer is going to be after a month. And how she may have been irrevocably changed.
I’m excited to find out.
Sorry Summer.
There’s about thirty things in here that turned me on. Now, is that just because I’m turned on by everything right now? Your guess is as good as mine. :) But anyway, some of the highlights…
- 'pliable and submissive'. I’m definitely feeling that already. I’m certainly not resistant to what The Fella tells me to do under normal circumstances, but now? Shit. Even if I wanted to, I don’t see myself having the willpower to put up much of a fight. Feeling that about myself is very hot.
- 'extreme'. I guess I kind of consider myself a bimbofication writer first, and an actual bimbo second. It’s definitely who I am, but compared to the other bimbo girls of tumblr, I’ve always felt more reserved and mild. Not in a bad way, necessarily - I’ve been at it a shorter time than most of them, after all! But to do something that gets described as ‘extreme’ by Cookie, of all people (probably my #1 bimbo role model, if pressed to make rankings)… well, that’s very exciting. (It also makes me wonder “What the fuck am I thinking?”)
- Attention. I’ve picked up about 150 followers since the beginning of the month (Hi, everybody!). Obviously quite a few of y’all are here because of posts like this - people with huge audiences, like Cookie and Candy and Tara and Laci, reblogging stuff about this. I can’t lie - there’s something thrilling about knowing how many people are eagerly reading about this! It’s also motivating - how lame would it be for me to fail tomorrow, right? I’m in it for the long haul, god help me!
- 'Irrevocably changed'. I can’t decide if the idea of permanent effects from all this scares the shit out of me, or turns me on most of all. Maybe both? Does that makes sense? Either way, I think it’s true. I’m nervous about the idea, but holy christ does it get me hot. I picture myself never quite coming back to normal, and… I don’t know. I can’t explain it. I don’t want that - obviously, right? - but I think a part of me really, really does.
Anyway, I guess the point is, this. Did I edge while I read this post this morning? You’re goddamn right I did.
Hearing summer describe how this month is affecting her is so incredibly hott. I am torn. On one hand the evil part of me wants to see her completely crumble in to a puddle of bimbo-goo, ass the month goes on. Her mind irretrievably buried under a mountain of pink cotton candy. On the other hand the part of me that is getting off on all of this knows that there is a point of decreasing returns. Where if she becomes too lost that we will not get to hear about all the lovely changes that are happening to her. If you're a part of the bimbo community long enough you will see girls become so bimboified they just can't work the keyboard anymore. Great for them sad for us.
Either way, good luck summer. Keep the posts up as long as you can. We're all pulling for you.
