Been feeling very nostalgic lately.
lara croft's chest is realistic, 0/10
Been feeling very nostalgic lately.
lara croft's chest is realistic, 0/10
what is up gamers
I come from taking a shower. I'm all in ecstasy and joyful. I have all of the energy I could ever dream of. I'm hyped and vivid and optimistic. I barely took time to dry and dress myself up to come here and tell all of you, for sharing the great news and keeping the feeling and memory alive forever.
This is it. This is the last frontier before achieving true freedom.
This last week I've been blessed in a way, because I no longer have to attend some classrooms as there's no more theory to be taught in it. As I have to travel more.
On the shower, I was thinking about how I was lately finding ways to do stuff, how I was fighting this silent conflict against my past mistakes, my fatigue and my inability to work. I thought about how I was being so expressive and open on social networks lately, how much I' progressing and how much good I'm achieving in the journey — and to my mind came the idea of how I wouldn't have probably become a furry as I would've been too afraid or stigmatized the idea on itself.
Then it all came to my mind.
I didn't have to fear anymore. I don't have anything to fear off. My fears were there in my past due to a lack of knowledge and tools to find it out. I had no idea what problems could be ahead or how could I sort them out or fix them. I was terrified by the idea of putting others in risk for potentially negligent actions, or for losing a whole life of positive creativity for the world due to eventual mistakes.
I now understand that those fears were funded, but that there's no need to be blocking myself. I now know what I was missing, what tools I needed to surpass each wall hiding my freedom, full happiness and self-development for the development of everyone's good. I've learned to access knowledge and understand it — I can now patiently and efficiently read articles, papers, studies I could've only dreamed of in the past. I can also do my own work as well, because I can now study each part of a problem and give answers of my own. I can talk about it all, I can work on solving it all, I have the abilities and resources to do so. I've successfully opened almost all of the doors, crossed almost every standing wall, hiding such valuable and desperately sought freedom.
And now, there's the last standing wall. The final basic knowledge required for bringing all the good in me and in the world that I ever can. I think it is mathematics. Understanding the facts in the world, studying the issues and being provided with the best tools for them. I believe literally any problem in the world becomes feasibly open to solving through them. And it's just there, in front of me. All of those notes and books on calculus, algebra, discrete mathematics. I can feel it just by sensing the tiny hint that I am able to notice, that small fringe between the hinge and the huge block of ignorance and inability standing next to me. I think I can bring it down, make my way through it. I truly believe and think this is it.
See you at the other side.
OK, so yeah, it's already April 2, this post came incredibly late. Sorry for that. At the very least, it's not because I have nothing to say, even if it's not all good news.
That's it for now, take care my baka nekos~ 😸
OK, so another month, another last-minute attempt at keeping up with my commitments! Here's what I can tell you so far.
I've been growing lately, both in knowledge/skills and in relevance! First is due to my massive efforts to try to be capable of working and studying, which are starting to pay off. This includes:
On the "relevance" thing, I'm not actually looking to be famous or anything (yet?), I'm instead looking to have a voice in the many communities I'm into. And I'm getting somewhere. My Twitter account is steady at 625 followers, my Mastodon account has grown to about 50 human followers in little more than a month (!), I'm active at more Telegram groups where people actually care about what I have to say, I created myself a FurAffinity accou... OK, that went too far, sure, sorry. But you get the point, I think I could soon be relevant enough to share what I want to share and have a significant impact, and just have people to talk to. So far so good :3
OK, so that's about it. I'll just add that I'll soon be also hosting this blog in at least a DAT website, probably on GitHub and Medium as well. DAT will become the main page as that pretty much gives me full freedom for expressing myself, being creative and following my principles. GitHub and Medium would work as extras so I can make it easier for people to reach my posts. And well, Tumblr will stay as it is, I'm not going out anywhere, I kinda love this thingie in a way I shouldn't 😻
See you in March~
OK, so hi there. I'm forcing myself to post in the blog in order to achieve an important goal for this just almost over January, so I'll just give you an update on what's happened recently.
First off, I'm having a hard time with my studies but I'm also improving a lot quickly. In fact, I'm improving at everything quickly. It turns out, I was doing a bunch of dumb stuff wrong:
Now that stuff is apparently fixed and I'm ready to take care of the year ahead of me!
I also have a lot of plans on what to do. They're not 100% set in stone, but I have a clear picture of what I should work on next. Other than my studies, that includes:
There's more planned, but that should give you a small hint.
Overall, plans are huge, but I think they're feasible. A year is, in fact, a lot more of time than we usually think of. Or at least, 11 months.
Can't wait to see what fun we'll be having over the year! Good night, everyone~ 😻
Seymour Adventure was a pretty good game
why did I just do this
fight me
Merry (late) Christmas and happy new 2018! :3
GET FAST LUCKY!
Collaboration by animation students from different schools
___________________________________ Titles Arthur Blavier @thevipersnake (ATI) Line one left Matthieu Fouquet @matthieu-fouquet (EMCA) Line one right Maxime Jouniot @maximejouniot (Gobelins)
Line two left Jillian Lihani @lihani (Calarts) Line two right Clarissa d’Orival @lamunes (EMCA) Line three left Kevin Gemin @k-eke Line three right Mathias Demongeot @alpaganimateur (ASA)
_______________ Links to te previous episodes :
Episode 1 : SPACE Episode 2 : WATER Episode 3 : SEXY Episode 4 : HOUSE (part 1) / (part 2) Episode 5 : MAGIC (part 1) / (part 2) Episode 6 : JUKEBOX (part 1) / (part 2) Episode 7 : JUNGLE Episode 8 : OLYMPIC GAMES Episode 9 : GANGSTER Episode 10 : FOOD Episode 11 : SPACE Episode 12 : WEIRD STUFF Episode 13 : MUSHROOMS Episode 14 : FIRE FIGHTER Episode 15 : NSFW
Good morning everyone! <3
Hey there, long time no see! Welcome everyone to my new old Tumblr blog – it's been *way* too long since my last post, and my efforts have been dedicated for long on conceiving and preparing articles to share with you. However, this post is not the result of any brainstorming or research process, but an arrangement of ideas and feelings I've been getting lately. Let me explain.
I usually wonder what's the purpose of doing something of my own, as almost each and every time someone more capable has already done it first, and likely better. And for the times that it doesn't, it's only because doing so is too resource-expensive (because of money, time, effort, knowledge, and so on).
I feel like this at everything where I could be potentially creative and positive – to name a few, tweeting, programming, writing, drawing, recording, or even loving someone. And it's just this overwhelming feel of uselessness and failure which brings me down and stops me from doing progress. It sounds like a huge cliché, but it does happen, and most of the time you can't even realize.
My strategy to deal with my "block", as it is frequently called on artistic circles, has usually consisted of silently getting practice until I become "good enough", by doing small progress periodically. But I don't feel satisfied, and I'm not reaching anyone this way. So, when would I reach this point of being "good enough"? And it seems that a lot of stuff way under my expectations makes a lot of people happy. So, what is it that I'm missing?
To me, it's obvious the key lies upon personality. It's something which, by definition, is distinguishing. Creativity, originality are born from it, and by themselves can achieve far more than any skill or investment.
And you know, it may be an odd one, but I certainly have a personality. And I feel very mixed up, uncertain at times, about it. Sometimes I feel positively unique, energetic, funny, cute. Others, it's like I'm a(n almost) 20-year old child, completely out-of-place and out-of-touch. I sure am not a #specialSnowflake, but I do acknowledge it's a problem, and I KNOW it can be solved. In fact, I think I've figured out how during the last few weeks.
So stick around with me. Sorry if I look boring, if I don't talk much, if I spam too many memes, if I'm too sensitive, if I'm doing bad at my studies, if I constantly promise delivering cool stuff soon only to suddendly forget about it. But I'm trying to pull this off. I'm excited for what may come next, but first I have to be excited about myself and my own capabilities.
This article is one of my first steps towards achieving these goals. Hopefully it's working ^_^
… I guess this also came out 11 years ago.
Qué cosas.