People still use this thing I guess? š
2020 is weird af so might as well take a jaunt into tumbling...
Was in a deep mood... and enjoying reading long interviews with BTS members...
Why does this app suck to type in now though? I donāt need all this menu junk in my eyes while writing... ugh
Relevant though, RM was talking about millennials ācharging into society stuck between the analog and digital generationsā and I think thatās particularly poignant as it relates to my personal experience of this year. In many ways Iām very okay with the virtual shift. But Iām also not? Or us millennials maybe have this internalized guilt about being okay with digital despite *knowing* the analogue world.
In other news/thoughts, Iām naturally thinking a lot about what type of work Iām suited for. Tonight my brain landed on: āI need a position that is more one-on-one oriented helping work.ā I need to work one-on-one with people to preserve my introvert energy and be able to love fully in the work I do and when I get home. I feel like I am really āmeā in one-on-one work, but I feel almost out-of-body in the full-time group teaching schedule. Like Iām supposed to become a machine of some sort....
I also like having my main work be my pouring, passion work. Iām someone who is just made to pour their energy that way. But I still like having more formulaic tasks to relax with. I donāt think my life setup equation works correctly any other way. Ideally I need to help and give my passions primarily, and learn/do the passions on the side for my own fuel, plus some math in there to, ya know, keep the brain on straight. At least those have to be my *priorities* even if the time doesnāt always lay out nicely that way.
Anyways, I guess we gotta figure out a way to make rent money with the above equation š
If anyone I know is around on here, enjoy my random sharing of musings! If you stumbled upon this and read it, I guess you know me now, today, in this moment.