writer’s block (dry) = no desire to write, no ability to write (bearable)

writer’s block (wet) = HUGE desire to write, no ability to write (very evil)

Thank you for this distinction. I hate it.

ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.

"someone who really has pOCD would be disgusted and horrified at their intrusive thoughts" or maybe i'm in therapy & am going by the books, being radically ambivalent to my intrusive thoughts instead of wasting energy mentally washing my paws of sin. i'm not going to perform my rock bottom for you for the sake of being believed.

also like... something something, being afraid of healing because you're afraid of letting go of the stability of misery, letting go of the narrative you made up to feel worthy of attention, letting go of your "sympathy cred," this narrative has probably killed a few ppl.

Generally if you find yourself demanding to know why strangers aren't living more miserable lives, you're probably in the wrong.

"I'm not going to perform my rock bottom for you for the sake of being believed."

Holy fuck. Tattoo that one on your bones.

That's good.

leoreturns:

Will it hit a million notes today?

Will it hit 2 million notes today?

Incredible power move to make one of the most beloved crpgs ever made using a modified dnd 5e system, make a ton of money and shit on most AAA game studios in the process, then say “cool. Anyway fuck dnd 5e and wizzards of the coast. We’re doing our own thing now.”

Literally went from:

“Why would I ever trust the word of an Oathbreaker?”

“It’s unwise to trust a bloody Sharran”

To:

“Why hello, Lover, that sounded more debonaire in my head, I admit”

“I am yours, my Heart”

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Aaaand I’m finally in Act 3 (fucking finally) with my Oathbreaker Paladin Durge run. I can only wish I’m talented enough of a writer to write a fic for these two I swear-

Gale is going to get me through undergrad

yo ho soldier

This started as a way to try a different rendering and lineart style, i think i like how it turned out! Also thinking about seeing how it looks as a print, will update if its good lol

Fresh prince of Baldur's Gate

sketch cause of this post

Gale of Waterdeep

learning that people want you in their lives is a skill you can develop if it does not come naturally

it feels fake but your friends miss you sometimes

the reason you've been hanging out with your closest friends fairly regularly for the past 12+ years is because you have fun together

people who don't like you that much will not stay in your life for over a decade asking to hang out and inviting you to things and texting you

Reth my beloved 💞

Okay, now that I have them all, (until they fix the Proudhorn drop and I have to do that one all over again) I can say it roughly took me…

- 350 regular Sernuk - 2000 Elder Sernuk (yes I had several breakdowns during this one lmao) - 80 Proudhorn Sernuk

And I went from level 15 in Hunting to level 47

day: ??

I'm starting to fear the sernuk plushie is but the figment of men's imaginations. my bow is at risk of breaking, my bag overflowing with hide and antlers, and my supply of iron is dwindling each day.

I am fearing my wife is losing faith in me, as my efforts remain fruitless. I cannot impute her, for I don't hold much faith myself.

it's terrible to come to such conclusions, but I fear my sanity is at great risk. it won't be long before it's lost completely.

Poor Nathume is having a really tough time adapting to chaotic party life

Here’s some detail closeups too

I’m glad that everyone’s enjoying Wyll zonked out in the baby sling 😂

Yes 😈 but actually no, Gale’s passed tf out waiting for Nath to finally settle on which magical item to give him cuz she’s (*read: I’m*) a hoarder 😂

Thank you for this. That is 100% what they are

by alisandor_ on twitter ❤️‍🔥 karlach, modern au