Ingmar Bergman, Jungfrukällan
David Wojnarowicz, Close to the Knives
Alain Delon at Piazza San Marco, Venice 1962. Photo: Robert Doisneau
Derek Jarman’s Caravaggio (1986).
Poster by Wieslaw Walkuski.
Derek Jarman (British, 1942-1994), Flower Piece, 1965. Oil on canvas, 59¾ x 59¾ in.
American Crime is quietly doing some amazing and important work. It’s telling the story of a male survivor of sexual assault in high school. The writer doesn’t shrink from it. The director doesn’t shrink from it. Different perspectives, all represented. It is well handled and understated. It exposes the ridiculous process survivors go through to be heard and the convoluted process required to get anything close to the truth. Confirmation biases, gender roles, victim psychology, and a remarkably accurate presentation of how everyone involved just wants nothing but normalcy. I’m so thankful. It’s a story I need to hear. It’s a story I need to remember. It’s a story that needs to be shared.
“What American Crime Gets Right About Sexual Assault” (Huffington Post)
Blue (dir. Derek Jarman, 1993)
Midwest Gothic
- At night you hear coyotes howling and deer screaming. At night you hear trains in the distance. At night you hear frogs. The worst nights are the ones where there are no sounds at all.
- You let your dog outside, on a tether, so he can’t run off. He stares out at the field behind your house, and further, at the woods behind it. You see nothing. You’re glad. It’s worse when you see what’s out there.
- The cats have caught something and dropped it on your back step, proud and haughty. You thank them. You have no idea what they caught. You never want to know what it is.
- Summer nights are full of bonfires and laughing and even though the fire is blazing, the light of it doesn’t reach very far. Shouldn’t it reach farther? Shouldn’t you be able to see everyone’s faces clearly? You haven’t had anything to drink. The fire doesn’t feel very warm at all.
- The corn fields are awful, yes, but you can ignore what walks them when the stalks are tall and golden. The soy years are worse. It’s almost impossible to ignore them, then.
- Road crews fill in the potholes with asphalt. Road crews fill in the potholes with tar. Road crews fill in the potholes with meat. The roads are satisfied and you are safer.
- One night the road pops one of your tires. You do not leave the car. You do not check the damage. You call someone for aid, and it’s only when there are at least four people, all armed with heavy flashlights, that you leave the car. Someone is chanting in a language you don’t know. The eyes that watch you from the soy fields do not blink.
- You shouldn’t swim in Lake Erie. All the same, you’ve seen people far away, in the water.
- Everyone laughs and jokes about returning to the old ways if the snow keeps up. When it snows in March, towards the end of the month, the jokes become less funny. No one wants to draw straws.
- If you left the state limits, would the land drop off like a cliff, falling into space? Or would there be nothing, nothing, nothing, just empty roads and rest stops that all look the same?
The Conformist
1970
dir. Bernardo Bertolucci
The 400 Blows
The ladies of SUSPIRIA, then (1977) and now: Jessica Harper (Suzy) then / now; Stefania Casini (Sara) then / now; Barbara Magnolfi (Olga) then / now.
1950s advertisement for trash cans.
me sitting with my friends
"Thinker Of Tender Thoughts" by Brandon Stanciell.