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ind. juno eclipse. private & selective.
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             i apologize, master. while you are              a meatbag, i suppose i should not              call you such.

                                                              you just called me                                                                 a meatbag again!

#hysterical laughter#& ' promo.
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& ‘ fineknight.

╳ – ecliipsim​ LIKED for a STARTER.

                 ❝ if you don’t like the way things are why don’t you change them? ❞                  he might be inclined to ask himself that in the future,   when he’d be                  B L I N D E D    by the loyalty to his cousin, the love, and the familial                  ties they shared–       to realize what he was becoming, who he was                  turning into.   a sith, cold and cruel && with an agenda all of his own                  that for a while would involve ben being               kept in the palm of                  JACEN’S hand.  ❝ you don’t have to be a bad guy——- 

                             YOU COULD FORGET ABOUT ALL OF THIS.❞

            ‘ things are not so simple- ’ there’s a small sigh, and an avoidance of his             eyes.     — you are doubted enough, do not give more reason.     ‘ does a             sense of duty and loyalty brand me a bad guy? ’   if that is the case, she             has been branded far worse in her lifetime.   such a simple title would be             an excellent change.   ‘ i imagine you have your own sense of it, and per-             haps your views are skewed.   my advice, little one, would be to question             all you believe in. ’

#fineknight#( how dare u be so cute tho ????#m a n . also lmao sry my reply isnt the best )
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he says he’s not him, but to her he is. he looks like him. he feels like him, he smells like him. 

clone or not, it doesn’t matter to her, not really. when she looks at him, she sees nothing different. she thinks nothing different. it’s still the same: comfort. family.

before him, it’d been so long since she felt like that. what was supposed to be family, stability, became the cause of nightmares. the imperial military, her choices and actions- they plagued her dreams. but duty and loyalty kept her there. she lost the sense of family she once had to classmates and fellow officers. she lost sleep-filled nights and ease looking at her own reflection. in the years following callos, she simply went through the motions of her job and yet, her affiliation with the empire and with vader was her way of life. she didn’t know how to leave it behind. 

she tried telling herself that she’d done the same years before callos, but it wasn’t the same. she left behind a father that hardly knew he had a daughter, and a planet she never quite found to be home. the military was the opposite. people knew who she was, and she was happy there. it should have changed as those lives were lost, but perhaps she had a foolish hope that she could make things better, that one day the empire would offer her a way to redeem herself. in a way, it did. 

‘ starkiller ’ became a symbol of that hope. for her and so many more. whether or not she had an effect on him and his decision about vader and the empire, he affected hers. he showed her a way to make up for the crimes committed in her past. he showed her how to move on from the empire.

this is how she knows that it doesn’t matter. he can argue it, and she will rebute. so long as she looks at him and remembers what he has taught her -- so long as he makes her at peace with her past and at home in her new life, he is still galen marek.

#& drabble tag.#kin d o f a drabble weeps#also meta/headcanon ????#iunno.#also hte i cons. like. look at how her expression changes. she looks so hopeful and happy and j u s t#juno went from a child that wanted attention and gave up on getting it#to a proud and loyal woman that faithfully served her empire and believed in them and what they did#they made her doubt herself. they made her physically ill#just to teach her a lesson and yet she still loyally served#( i say they but it wad just vaDER... )#( was* )#she did as she was raised. she kept serving as she was taught to. and she didnt question anything but herself.#and then this enigma comes along and suddenly she's questioning everything she grew up believing - then he might be lying and ju s t. it hap#and then he's dead. but she keeps going - for him and everyone else. because she knows what's important and right now#he comes back and its him but not. her foundation cracks only for a bit when finding out he's a clone?? boba tells her and she just. she dou#he goes after her because its the one thing he's certain of and it makes her certain of him. she believed in him from the beginning and that#i wrote this at 5 am sO excuse the massive tags and w/e it's long enough im too lazy to format#& ' memoir.
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