If somebody came up to me a year ago and told me that a year from then that I would be the happiest I’ve ever been and more in love than I’ve ever been before I would not have believed them. I would’ve laughed in they’re face honestly. I didn’t think that real genuine true love would ever be in the cards for me. I had given up on myself and accepted that I just wasn’t good enough for anyone. But then I met you. You brought this light and genuine happiness to my life I had never experienced before. You’ve been there for me through every hardship, big and small. You’ve cared for me and truly adored me like I’ve never known before. You are my soul mate, my heart, my best friend. You give me butterflies and make me laugh til I cry and you make my life so much better every day. You cherish me and respect me and love me with all that you are and I only hope I do the same for you. You are the love of my life. Thank you for making this past year the best one I’ve ever had. I love you so much Ray. I’m so excited to spend the rest of my life with you. Happy One Year ❤️
I haven't been using Tumblr very much in this past year and there's a lot of myriad little reasons why; my internet isn't too hot right now, I'm a lot busier with my job I'm working at the moment, stuff of that nature. But even more than that, I knew my time on here was waning before those other sorts of things put the finishing touches on it. I was always looking for something here, I realize in retrospect. I was looking for the kind of friend I'd never had, yet so many other people seem to. The kind of friend who I'll never again be without. And now here I am, about a year and a half on from meeting the most wonderful person I've ever known, and precisely a year on from dating her. A woman who's at once so patient and so exciteable and full of joy. A woman who never lets me forget how excited she is to spend each and every day together. A woman whose smile lights up my life and love fills every atom of my being. A woman who I see a future and a family and so many incredible adventures together with, and just as much many a wonderful mundane night cuddled together on the couch. And even beyond all of that, a woman who's that friend I've always wanted, the person I love sharing every day with like no other. There have been times in my life when I didn't think I'd make it here and Allie makes me thankful every day I did. Happy one year, Allie, I love you so much and here's to many, many more 💚💕💚
