The first time
Today I euthanised a patient for the first time. It was a dog that presented really unwell, and on diagnostics was a classic diabetic ketoacidosis. The owners were a lovely old couple who brought this girl in for vomiting and diarrhoea, yet I had to give them the horrible news that she was DKA. Unfortunately, they just could not afford to treat and just could not see how they would be able to afford lifelong management of diabetes. They made the difficult decision to euthanise their precious girl. Many tears were shed. I felt very sorry for them. Heartbreaking. But it was also very heartwarming how they were to appreciative and thankful towards me, even though I had just put their precious little pet to sleep. I hope it was because I truly did empathise with their difficult, heartwrenching situation and they could feel that. I don't think it will ever get easier, and I hope it never does.