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Finding Beauty in Paradox

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Alex | Pansexual | Agenderfluid (?)
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“Despite what the Internet may have you believe, self-care isn't always kind. It isn't huddling down with soft things to watch your favorite movie, or eating nothing but cookies and chocolate because "you deserve it! uwu." Self-care means taking the time to do what is best for yourself. Self-care means getting out of the bed you've barely left for the past few weeks and taking the shower you've been avoiding. Self-care means eating something besides stale cupcakes and pizza. Self-care means forcing yourself to do what needs to be done.”

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okay i seem to have collected a lot of french resources over the last few weeks, and i wanted to collate them and share them with you guys <33

checkers and dictionaries

  • these things have saved my life like hundred times over, theyre great for checking your accuracy and looking up words (these work for most languages as well!)
  • bonpatron - checker
  • languagetool - another checker
  • reverso - another checker yay!
  • linguee - dictionary
  • reverso dictionary - reverso have a dictionary as well, actually its a super helpful website with like conjugation and stuff
  • reverso context -  i had to include another reverso one, this one will translate a phrase into another language, but give you examples in context which is super helpful
  • collins dictionary - yep another dictionary 
  • wordreference - guess what? its another dictionary!

language learning websites

  • babbel - a great website with loads of different ways of testing your skills
  • lingvist - im in love with this website, its so good for learning vocab, and has listening and reading exercises as well
  • duolingo - of course, everyone loves duolingo
  • lingvo - not quite a language learning website, but its awesome and has info about linguists and stuff i love it

pronunciation

listening

  • peppa pig - im not even joking, listening to peppa pig is a really good way to improve your french because its pretty simple language
  • easy to understand french movies - watching movies in french is also a really good way of improving your french
  • french youtubers - a fun way to improve your listening (cyprien is my fave as he sometimes has english subtitles on his videos)

news websites

dictations

  • basically when you try to listen to a french audio and write it down as you hear it
  • theyre horrible and difficult but really good at improving your french because they test your reading and listening skills
  • collection of lots of them - like 120 different ones
  • lots of different levels - loads of levels for school age french kids so you can pick which ones you want
  • categorized ones - to test you on certain grammar things etc
  • this ones v helpful - you have to write the dictation while correcting errors, so obvs a bit harder

other helpful stuff by other studyblrs

my other masterposts

i hope that was helpful for you guys, and if you have a resource you want me to add to the other peoples resources section or if you have any requests for other masterposts, message me or send me an ask <3333

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For those who are mobility challenged/cannot/and do not for whatever reason head outside of their home all the time to play Pokemon Go

Oh, this is so nice. <3 Thank you.

I finally got Pokemon Go to work, and then… yeah. Spoonies don’t leave the house much. I figured the game isn’t really for me. (Also, no cell phone data/G’s. Just WiFi.) Really cool to know I can still sort of play and enjoy, even if it’s not in the same way most other people can. (Story of disabled life, ha.) Still nice.

If you tweet please check out the #PokemonGoGently tag it’s for spoonies who play.

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the-arkadian

Oh this is lovely! It was launched in the UK yesterday. My daughter’s been waiting for it and wanted to play, the moment she got out of school. I managed 20 minutes and was wiped out afterwards. It’ll take me a couple of weeks to hatch the egg we got. :-(

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rikkipoynter

I need to try this for trips I only bring a carry-on to.

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rattlecat

I use to do this all the time in the military. Just forgot how to over time o.o

I wish I’d known about this when I was homeless.

I could’ve taught it to all the other ladies at the shelter and Darlene could’ve sucked a sour one because she never would have been able to bitch at us for “having too many clothes.”

reblogging this to have it forever because holy god damn

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mrsaxlrose

What’s Happening In My Country: Turkey

People, I’m reporting from Ankara, Turkey, from my thankfully safe home… This is one of the strangest events in the Turkish history, and no one knows if it’s a real military coup, or a “fake” one organized by the government so that they can get stronger than ever. Right now, there are tons of jet planes flying above the city and bombing different places, such as the “palace” of Erdogan, the parliament, the building of the political party AKP, the national intelligence agency of Turkey.

Erdogan literally told people to get out, to the streets, and protest the coup, and “stand in front of the tanks”. And, shockingly, they did. Now, people are out in the streets, chanting “Allahu Akbar!” and attacking the soldiers. Everyone’s gone crazy, I’m so afraid that this will lead to a war.

The military took over the national channel of Turkey and forced a reporter to read out a declaration about the martial law. Now, the government has taken the channel back. The soldiers are getting arrested one by one. They declared that they had taken control of the coup, and I’m sure that everyone will consider them (the government, Erdogan, etc.) “heroes” from now on.

There are deaths, deaths of policemen, civilians… It’s scary, I’ve never experienced something like this. I don’t know how this happened, I don’t know who did this, I don’t know what’s happening and what’s gonna happen. I don’t know what kind of a country I will wake up to, if I can convince myself to go to sleep in this chaos. I don’t know if it’ll be martial law or Sharia law, or Erdogan declaring himself a dictator. I’m confused as hell.

But there is one truth: whoever did this, and for whatever reason they did this, this is not okay… I, and all the other people of Turkey, do not deserve to experience this fear, violence and chaos. Whatever happens, happens to the innocent. Let this be heard from all around the world, something strange, and something COMPLETELY CRAZY is going on. Let this be heard, this shouldn’t be forgotten. The world shouldn’t forget how a group of people literally played, and are still playing, with us like we’re toys.

In the following hours, they may cut off our internet, they may ban us from sharing the news with the world, they have done it before. For the sake of the people of Turkey, and for the sake of our world’s future;

Help us, let this be heard…

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I’m so tired of watching oblivious, white hamilton bloggers ignore and argue with Facts™:

as a black person, I appreciate Hamilton as a piece of art that has dynamic, multi-dimensional roles meant for people of color. as a writer and fangirl, I especially love thinking about its creation closely mirrors that of fic au: identifying with a character while reading the source material, going “but what if so and so?”, and then putting one’s own spin on it.

but art, fanfiction (which is famed for the research dedicated writers do about everything but people of color) and other types of transformative works included, do not exist in a vacuum. they’re part of the real world. a world where antiblackness, American history, glorification of the Founding Fathers, the downplaying of slavery, the erasure of historical black figures, and heteronormativity are real things that hurt real people.

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Borderline Personality Disorder isn’t being cute and ‘clingy’ and ‘adorably needy’. Being with (romantic or otherwise) someone with BPD isn’t akin to taking care of a pet. BPD isn’t an ‘aw it’s so endearing that they need me so badly’ type of thing. 

BPD is a mental illness that is a conglomeration of several different tendencies and it’s not easy to diagnose. You don’t just decide you have it, just like you don’t decide you’re depressed because you had a bad  day, or you don’t decide you’re bipolar because your mood changes quickly sometimes. Believe  me, you don’t want it.

BPD is turning nothing into everything, is knowing you’re being irrational and not being able to stop regardless, is suppressing breakdowns for fear of being abusive or of manipulating the person you’re talking to into having to take care of you when they really don’t want to.

It’s thinking someone doesn’t care about you anymore because they made a new friend. It’s automatically registering new people as a threat. It’s a fear of abandonment and rejection that’s damn near omnipresent. It’s being able to shift from ‘I love you so much!’ to ‘I don’t give a fuck, I hate you, I don’t even want to talk to you’ and back at the drop of a hat.

It’s finding identity in a drastic hair change, and then feeling unsafe and desperately trying to fix it before you have to go out. It’s seeing someone you adore and trying to emulate them because you have no idea who you are. It’s waking up and trying to be a new person every day. Go vegan, go goth, go hipster, go glamour, cut your hair, change your makeup, gain weight, lose weight, and never feel quite there. Ever.

It’s comprehending ‘love’ as ‘pity’ and wanting to rip yourself apart if their tone is all too casual when your friend or love interest is returning compliments or affection. It’s regretting saying anything about your mood and desperately trying to turn the conversation around while simultaneously NEEDING to get it out. It’s wanting to bleed yourself dry as opposed to cry in someone’s arms because, at least then, they don’t have to clean your wounds for you. They won’t hate you. They won’t be annoyed. 

It’s the constant battle, every time you get upset, of, “Is this worth being sad about? Is it worth talking about? What is more abusive, talking about this or hiding it? If I tell them I’ll bring them down and I’ll guilt trip them and they will resent me and it will all be my fault. If I don’t, I’m a disgusting liar, I’m manipulative, I’m untrustworthy.”

It’s wondering if you’re faking your symptoms. It’s disassociating and feeling like a ghost for days. It’s feeling like you aren’t real, and then wishing you weren’t. It’s fear, a lack of self, and about a million different thoughts running through your head at all times. It’s trying to live for the people you love as opposed to yourself. It’s feeling suicidal and then feeling bad for feeling suicidal because, whoops, you’re being manipulative. 

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makeup tips from an actual makeup artist

-dont use tape around your eyes -expensive makeup doesnt mean its better -YOUTUBERS HAVE NOT BEEN TO COSMETOLOGY SCHOOL. they are often paid to say things -you cant learn to do makeup from a video. you just need to practice. -you dont need to line your lips if you’re wearing liquid to matte lipstick (dont listen to kylie jenner) -use a foundation your shade. I’m talking to you white girls. stop it. -YOU DONT NEED EXPENSIVE MAKEUP (its not always worth it) -THERE IS NO RIGHT WAY TO DO MAKEUP -the right eyebrows/ eye makeup depends on your eye and face shape. -STOP WATCHING CONTOUR TUTORIALS -NOT EVERYONE HAS THE SAME FACE SHAPE -red eyeshadow can look good -glitter is always a good idea -there is no such thing as day time and night time makeup -heavy makeup is pretty and you look good -WHO CARES IF ITS SMUDGED OR NOT BLENDED? YOU TRIED.

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naihve

this is important 

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candiikismet

Glitter is always a good idea

I needed to hear this honestly because I’ve just gotten makeup and I’m so nervous about using it because I felt like I wasn’t doing it right.

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JK Rowling really needs to stop appropriating from Native American culture when she’s not giving them meaningful roles within the backstory of American wizarding history.

All of the Houses of Ilvermorny are associated with Native American mythology or folklore. And yet Ilvermorny was founded by two (presumably white) European settlers? Okay. Seems legit 😒

This is really troubling, especially when you consider how Natives are used as mascots for schools and sports teams to this very day in America. It’s dehumanizing. Their culture can be appropriated and misrepresented and used as symbols by white people like JK Rowling but they themselves can’t be represented positively in media at all??

Why aren’t there any Native American wizards involved in JK Rowling’s backstory on American wizarding history? Yes, she includes a section on Native American wizards (that misrepresents and reinforces negative stereotypes of Native Americans I might add), but why aren’t there any named Native American wizards? She can create Isolt Sayre and James Steward and Chadwick and Webster Boot, but there are no Native American figures who play a prominent role in American wizarding history?

Frankly, it’s disappointing and disgusting.

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