• that’s a nice touch.
• i watched tv.
• i wanted to fall down right there.
• i’ll be right here, i’m waiting.
• i don’t really blame you for being dead.
• but you can’t have your sweater back.
• you can sleep now, you said. you can sleep now. you said that.
• thanks for saying that. you weren’t supposed to.
• so it’s summer, so it’s suicide.
• he had green eyes, so i wanted to sleep with him.
• i wanted to take him home and rough him up and get my hands inside him.
• i can’t go through with it.
• i just don’t want to die anymore.
• yes, i do believe his mouth is heaven.
• i try, i do. i try, and try.
• there’s a bottle of whisky in the trunk of the chevy. 
• if you love me, (name), you don’t love me in a way i understand.
• i knew you wouldn’t catch me.
• people fall down and stay down.
• you are a fever i am learning to live with.
• watch me, just watch me.
• why take more than we need? because we can.
• you don’t owe me squat, lets just get going.
• you must want something. just tell me, and it’s yours.
• i’d just as soon kill myself.
• you never mean it, anyway, not really.
• roll over and let me fuck you ‘till you puke.
• i end up feeling empty, like you’ve taken something out of me.
• do you want it? do you want anything i have?
• i’m telling you, for the last time, i mean it.
• i had coke at the bar.
• your brother has pulled to the side of the road.
• lets say god in his high heaven is hungry.
• you keep singing the song i hate. stop singing.
• people get hurt here.
• looking back is easy for a while, then looking back gets murky.
• tell me about the dream where we pull the bodies out of the lake.
• it’s not like a tree where the roots have to end somewhere.
• tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.
• tell me we’ll never get used to it.
• i had four dreams in a row where you were burned, about to burn, or still on fire.
• unfortunately, we don’t have that kind of time.
• let me do it right for once.
• are you there, sweetheart?
• he invents the monsters underneath the bed to get you to sleep next to him.
• there were some nice parts, sure.
• i tried that one time, highschool.
• i never liked that ending, either.
• no one will ever want to sleep with you.
• we were all forgiven, even though we didn’t deserve it.
• shut up. i’m getting to it.
• you still get to be the hero.
• who am i? i’m just a writer. i write things down.
• you want a better story. who wouldn’t?
• there is the road, and there is the story of where the road goes, and then more road.
• i can tell already you think i’m the dragon, that would be so like me, but i’m not. i’m not the dragon.
• how he loves you, darling boy.
• he was not dead yet, not exactly.
• everyone needs a place. it shouldn’t be inside someone else.
• the boy is no good. the boy is just no good.
• he hits you and he hits you and he hits you.
• no one can ever figure out what you want, and you won’t tell them.
• do you love yourself? 
• i don’t have to answer that.
• mean as she was, i miss her.
• what can you tell me, what could you possibly tell me?
• what would you like? i’d like my money’s worth.
• we can’t punch ourselves awake.
• sorry about the blood in your mouth, i wish it was mine.
• i couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but i wore his jacket for the longest time.
• his wounds healed, the skin a bit thicker than before.
• someone once told me that explaining is an admission of failure.
• i like him and i want to be like him.
• i know history. there are many names in history, but none of them are ours.

Why does it always feel like I’m trapped inside a horror movie?! independent. selective. chris redfield from resident evil.