hey i remade and if any of you guys still like me and want to refollow me follow my new blog

okay this is gonna be my last post on this blog for a while and im gonna make this quick since if i stay here for too long i'm gonna start feeling sick. okay

im really sorry for. everything that's happened, everything problematic i've done and. i really, really am going to correct everything while on my rp blogs, no lies, just. the honest truth pretty much.

i'm really sorry for the whole native american "act" but ive never. actually been confirmed on all that until now? i really didn't know it had to be from your great grandparents for you to actually be of that race. 

for the aspergers thing, all i can say is once more: sorry, but...i'm still gonna sort of go self-diagnosed for it? i mean, yeah, sure there aren't a set set of symptoms for it but the most common ones i do experience mainly offline, but sometimes all online as well. i mean for all i know i could be just really introverted (as most self-diagnosed aspergers ends up being) but. i won't be able to get a proper diagnosis for a few months (since i'm seeing my doctor again in october - december). if it turns out my self diagnosis was wrong, then it was wrong! there's. really not that much you can do about something that you practically have to study to figure out whether or not you may or may not have it.

and finally for the name thing? i really apologize for that. i. i get disassociated with names really fast. to the point where even i start getting sick when someone uses my name (that happened when i was still going by chess tbh). i understand that it took you months and all the like to even get your irl friends to use your name (im trying to remember the post from memory, im sorry if it was a different situation) but i'm only out to 1 person irl, and even then i'm only out to them because they're a trans male. i think i'm getting situated into hiccup (i'm not feeling sick for the most part and even if i do soon enough i'm sure it'll be over soon enough) and if i end up not, well, i'm gonna suck it up until i start feeling the need to go by another name.

nonetheless, i'm sorry for anything and everything problematic i've done over the past few months, and if you still want contact with me if you're still one of my friends and don't have my skype or either of my rp blogs, don't hesitate to contact me via ask for any. thank you all for understanding

mmmmm okay i

i'm sorry for how i acted last night but. it's practically how i was raised. i've lived right smack dab in the middle of tornado alley and a place where you have to worry about a volcano exploding or a treacherous earthquake which may CAUSE said volcano to explode so, i've sort of. really just been taught to panic if something goes wrong.

but i have to admit i....have done some wrong things? yeah that's how you'd put it. i read through my callout post and. yeah. you do all have a point. it's still gonna be a short while for a formal apology however (maybe a day or two) but that's. that's really only because i really REALLY want to apologize for everything. even after my formal apology i'll still only be on my rp blogs but? i. guess i just want to get familiarized with both a new group of people, and i. sort of want to set things the right way by familiarizing myself with them. once more, i apologize for really how everything's been. see you all on the flipside.

oka y im going now and staying on my rp blog im gonna spend the next 30-ish minutes moving all the urls i want to keep over onto there bye

im gonna leave my blog up for the enxt day actually but that's only so everyone i've messaged/am going to message cans ee my asks/fanmails slmao

actually if you're one of my friends and you don't have my skype/fave rp blog yet pls just ask me because you guys keep me from killing myself