i can’t do tumblr but just know i’m sobbing
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In my head, the songs on folklore fit together in different groups and “chapters” - based on how they fit together thematically. I want to share the first one today. Here’s “folklore: the escapism chapter” ♥️
Taylor swift will never see a single thing I post or know I exist and that’s okay I guess
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PLEASE HELP ME PAY MY MEDICAL BILLS
My good friend, Jess, already made a post which you can read here. I didn’t want to ask for help for obvious reasons so Jess did for me. I have received over $4,000 through this gofundme and I can’t begin to explain how grateful I am for just that. However, because of recent and very unexpected changes, I went from thinking that I owed the hospital $7,000 to now owing them $42,000. So I’m making my own post to raise awareness to this because of how much I need any help that I can get.
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Having to type this out is one of the hardest things that I’ve ever done, but I’m asking for help from the bottom of my heart.
My name is Kylee, I am 20 years old. In September of 2018, I traveled to St. Louis, MO with one of my best friends to see Taylor Swift on her reputation Stadium Tour. I could not attend as on the day before the concert, I was met with the most excruciating pain I have ever felt in my life. My appendix had burst inside of my body. I spent ten days in the hospital after I underwent a procedure to have my appendix removed laparoscopically. My appendix burst and was in the worst condition that my surgeon said she had ever seen. I did not get to leave the hospital until 10 days later because of the complications that came along with my surgery. The infection almost spread to my bloodstream which meant that I was borderline septic and because of this I was put on several antibiotics that did not seem to be working for me until they put a tube in my stomach. On top of the tube, I had to have a PICC line entered into my arm which went from my forearm all the way to my chest.
After I was released from the hospital, the PICC line and the tube in my stomach remained for almost a month. I met with a nurse every single week and my parents had to do nearly everything for me as I was on bed rest. This proved to be both mentally and physically taxing in a way that I had never experienced before. I felt absolutely helpless. I knew the bills were going to be astronomical but I was not anticipating $42,000. I was ordered bed rest and because of this, had to quit the job that I was with at the time which provided me benefits, but still did leave me with $42,000 to cover myself.
I am now at a job that provides me no benefits and a significantly lower paygrade. My state given insurance does not go back far enough to cover any of my medical expenses.On top of these medical expenses, I have my own bills to pay and my mother nor father can help with it due to the low income that they receive through social security and disability. I help pay for bills in my house, food, food for my pets, car insurance payments, my phone bill, gas, etc. I am $42,000 in debt with no way of knowing how I will pay for it.
I am a student and someone who rarely asks for help as it isn’t the easiest thing to do. I have dealt with financial hardship my entire life and I know I will get through this but this amount is unlike anything I’ve ever had to deal with. I desperately do not want to spend the rest of my life in debt. If you have any questions, please don’t hesitate to contact me here or via my twitter.
Please, please, please reblog or donate if you can. As Jess said in her post, if you can’t donate much–or at all– don’t worry. Every little bit helps and I’m so grateful for the help that I’ve received so far. I will accept a penny, a dollar, anything. Even a simple reblog does more than you can even imagine. Again, please reblog or donate if you can. Thank you.
VENMO: kyleestouty PAYPAL: kstouty@yahoo.com
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Hi @taylorswift I’m broke and just moved to LA in october, I have been living pay check to paycheck since I moved here obviously and my job (a restaurant) is now shut down and I’m out of work. Anything would help me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I love you so much.
I moved here for school not just for fun, but If I don’t get some sort of assistance soon I’m going to have move back home to PA 😔
Hi @taylorswift I’m broke and just moved to LA in october, I have been living pay check to paycheck since I moved here obviously and my job (a restaurant) is now shut down and I’m out of work. Anything would help me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I love you so much.
My artist of the decade 😭😭😭💗💗🥺. I have been supporting you for the past 14 years of my life, I don’t plan on stopping anytime soon. Until the end 🤞🏼 @taylorswift
So glad I got to see you receive this award after being a fan for over a decade of my life. I just want to hug one day! @taylorswift
I’ve been sleeping so long in a 20 year dark night, but now I see daylight 💗 @taylorswift
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benji being cute
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raking in dollars and getting bitches and models
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daylight by taylor swift
2/4 of my babies 🦋💓 this release and era is giving me life already.
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TAYLOR SWIFT Wango Tango, June 1 2019
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Anonymous asked:
Can I get your analyze of what you think Cruel Summer is about/when it took place?
it’s super fucking long
ESSENTIALLY I think Cruel Summer is about a friends with benefits relationship that went over the course of a summer but then she caught feelings and I have no idea when it took place.
“fever dream high in the quiet of the night you know that I caught it.” I’m perfectly fine, I live on my own….. BUT you’re kind of intoxicating and I wanna try something without strings.
“that’s when I tell him no rules, in breakable heaven.”
she’s sworn off love, all the rules of dating and courtships. they have a little heaven of intimacy where they don’t have to worry about feelings. the perfect situation (or so she thinks). but the heaven is breakable - if they fall in love.
“hang your head low in the glow of the vending machine / I’m not dying.”
she’s not dying, she refuses to invest anything into the relationship. but they’re doing more than they should be, going out together when they shouldn’t.
“you say that we’ll just screw it up in these trying times / we’re not trying.” everyone is watching. her lover is worried someone will find out and everything will fall to pieces. they’re trying to keep a secret, they’re not trying to keep from falling in love.
“cut the headlights / summer’s a knife.” stop it, we can’t keep doing this. I have feelings now and I can’t tell you but I am with you so it all hurts.
already analyzed the bridge but it bears repeating:
“I’m drunk in the back of the car:” liquid courage, the night she can’t take it anymore.
“and I cry like a baby coming home from the bar.” she’s heartbroken cause she wants him but not like this but she can’t lose him.
“said I’m fine, but it wasn’t true.” she’s lying cause she can’t cope, hello liquid courage.
“I don’t wanna keep secrets just to keep you.” ‘I can’t keep telling you I’m not in love with you just so I don’t lose you!’
“And I snuck in through the garden gate / every night that summer just to seal my fate.” she keeps running back no matter what, she can’t let go now, she’s head over heels.
“I scream for whatever it’s worth” the truth comes out, finally.
“I love you ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard.” SHE RUINED HEAVEN. she fell in love when she wasn’t supposed to. they swore off romance but now she cant lose it!!!!!
and here’s the kicker: he looks up grinning like the devil.
he doesn’t leave. he’s smug cause he’s in love with her too. they fell for each other. he’s so happy cause they get a happy ending and I’m not crying I just have an entire oak tree in my eye.
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Wanna hang out? Yeah, sounds like fun.