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Casey

@sphcsy / sphcsy.tumblr.com

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reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

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doryishness

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

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juststrokemyglabella

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

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redandbrunette

i want you to stay for one day and one nigh with me and give me sp much love i dont have to cry of lonliness tonight, every night

no bUT THE LAST TIME I DID THIS SHIT I WISHED MEETING MY IDOL AND IT WAS RIGHT BEFORE I FCKING GOT THE FCKING EMAIL SAYING I WAS GOING TO MEET TAYLOR OH MY GOD

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da-vincis-protege

liKE THIS SHIT ACTUALLY WORKS PPL

wont hurt to try

I wish everything works out for me in 2017

I wish that I will get a hedgehog this month

Going to reblog this again because I need some luck tonight!

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sphcsy

plss i need a job

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hello, i feel like this is the right place to vent some feelings out.

i am sophie, this account was formerly "buckwilddillon", and was running since what? 2014 until 2016? i think. anyways, a lot has happened. like a lot. eversince i let go of this account, i continued on with my life—college life. met some people and a lot of mistakes have been made but here i am, still alive.

if i am being honest, ive thought of suicide a lot of times. there were times where i would just curl up on the other side of the room and think of many ways on how to end everything. i was having a hard time surviving, because of the people around me. worst case scenario, its because of my family. yes, they do feed me, supported me financially, but thats it. the thing is im adopted maybe thats why i never felt like i belong in that house. i have tought countless of times how to getaway. how to end the pain.

you see, depression does really start with family. i remember my sister physically abusing me so i have to cover up my bruises when going to school. i remember my brother mentally, emotionally, and verbally abusing me. i was constantly experiencing gaslighting. i was always burned out. i was exhausted. i was always tired with sad eyes. so i just kind of went along with it. because what choice do i have? not to mention the toxic environment my university has. i was enduring that almost my whole life.

until november 2018 came, i met this girl. she changed my life. she saved me from my own chaos. always reminded me that im not as bad as i think. she constantly reminded me how beautiful life is. that i shouldnt give up easily. she helped me put back the trust i once have in myself. i also met a few friends because of her. we have this one friend, he's a graphic artist and his advocacy is "cut the rope". its all about having self worth. that suicide is never the answer. we also wrote a few poems.

i guess the purpose of this long af post is that, whatever you are going through, never ever give up. dont let others invalidate your feelings. believe in yourself. you may be in a hard situation right now but everything will pass. its a long journey but always remember through that journey you will meet a few people who will help you get back on your feet.

keep surviving everyone! if you guys need someone to talk to you can reach me here. ily guys! keep on shining 💛💫

ps. i am now living with her, and i am extremely happy. she's the love of my life and my saving grace.

pps. i live in the philippines so if you guys were wondering why i didnt move out because i was only 18 to 19 yrs old that time and i was still in college. our culture here when it comes to family is really complicated.

ppps. its okay to cut people off. even if its relatives. if they do affect your mental health, please dont ever risk it.

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HOLY SHT HI

I MISSED U ALL MESSAGE ME CMON LETS TALk

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guitarplayermrs

I’m here. Ily.

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illinicoise

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

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not even risking that shit

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

Fucking ‘Holes’

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junlhoe

The best thing about 5sos is that they don’t even realize their fame. They still get super excited whenever someone famous interacts with them or says hi or even when they see them in person. They’re so grateful when they’re invited to attent an award show, they still wear shirts of bands that they like and still act like teenagers with role models or famous people they “obsess” over. And fame not getting to their head just proves that they’re strong and smart and know what they’re doing

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