why-d0-i-exist reblogged
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it is what it is (I can't do this anymore)
i’m so tired of feeling alone all the time
“Sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun because they missed you the first time.”
— Unknown
I feel so disconnected from everything
the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day
Me at home: I’m lucky I got this job, it’s a great fit for me and I’m making good money. It’s really not bad.
Me at work: Fuck this place, I hate everything. I want to die.
“Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.”
— Unknown
i hate the chronic boredom and emptiness of bpd.
I’ve missed playing around with makeup
my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.