☢ F U R Y. (ᵃᵘᵗᵒᵖˡᵃʸ)

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Hey guys!!

So I’m sure most of you saw this coming a mile away, given how long it’s been since I last posted here, but I figured I should just go ahead and make the announcement. I’m quitting this blog and tumblr RP in general. It’s been nothing but a source of stress for me for quite a few reasons - like, just logging on here to make this post has my heart rate up, and I’m pretty sure that isn’t healthy!! Considering that this thing I was pouring a fuckton of time into and stressing myself awake nights over was just supposed to be a fun and completely voluntary hobby, I thought a break was in order, and I was right. I’m partly amazed and partly horrified at how much less stressed I am now that I’m not running this blog. The longer the break went on, the less I wanted to come back. So I won’t!! This was supposed to be fun, not feel like a damn job.

I’m not quitting because of drama or serious irl problems or anything like that - I’ve just come to realize that after two years and change, I simply don’t enjoy this any more. Nina and her story sure as hell aren’t going away, and I’m not deleting the blog, since it contains a lot of headcanons and info (and I put a lot of work into it). But I won’t be posting to this blog any more. Consider it effectively dead.

To all the people I wrote and talked and formed friendships with: you’re all amazing, and I’m glad I could meet you!! Thank you for making my RPing experience great while it lasted.

I have a personal blog - if any of you have personals and/or are interested in it, feel free to shoot me an ask for the url.

Bye, guys!! 💖💖

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also since I'm quitting why not post one last selfie WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT ALSO if anyone would like to keep in touch with me via skype feel free to send me an ask for that as well 😙😙

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Hey guys!!

So I’m sure most of you saw this coming a mile away, given how long it’s been since I last posted here, but I figured I should just go ahead and make the announcement. I’m quitting this blog and tumblr RP in general. It’s been nothing but a source of stress for me for quite a few reasons - like, just logging on here to make this post has my heart rate up, and I’m pretty sure that isn’t healthy!! Considering that this thing I was pouring a fuckton of time into and stressing myself awake nights over was just supposed to be a fun and completely voluntary hobby, I thought a break was in order, and I was right. I’m partly amazed and partly horrified at how much less stressed I am now that I’m not running this blog. The longer the break went on, the less I wanted to come back. So I won’t!! This was supposed to be fun, not feel like a damn job.

I’m not quitting because of drama or serious irl problems or anything like that - I’ve just come to realize that after two years and change, I simply don’t enjoy this any more. Nina and her story sure as hell aren’t going away, and I’m not deleting the blog, since it contains a lot of headcanons and info (and I put a lot of work into it). But I won’t be posting to this blog any more. Consider it effectively dead.

To all the people I wrote and talked and formed friendships with: you’re all amazing, and I’m glad I could meet you!! Thank you for making my RPing experience great while it lasted.

I have a personal blog - if any of you have personals and/or are interested in it, feel free to shoot me an ask for the url.

Bye, guys!! 💖💖

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becalmed. okay, so i know i made a similar announcement just a short while ago, && i also just said a lot of this stuff in my last post, but here it is again outside of a readmore SO BASICALLY i’ve lost a lot of motivation for this blog && have been losing motivation for the past few months. rp’ing has become less fun than ever for me. i thought taking a short break might help recharge my batteries, but it’s actually made me realize more than ever how little i’ve been enjoying this blog.

it’s not that i don’t love the people i’ve met on here && the friends i’ve made, or the development that Nina && her world && story have undergone since i first made the initial version of her blog over two years ago. on the contrary, those are some of my favorite things about the whole experience that is running Nina II Tauhrelil’s fucking blog, but the cons have been outweighing the pros for a while now. i was hoping that if i stuck around && waited this low period out, it’d eventually go away - since that’s what usually happens - but this low has been going on for months, && only got better when i stepped away. so, y’know. maybe i need to just keep doing that for a while. i’ve been stressing out && losing sleep over how many strangers on the internet are following a blog for a character from a story that technically doesn’t exist yet, at a time when the amount of schoolwork && irl responsibilities i have is higher than ever. && frankly that’s Not Rad, && also not really tenable.

i used to love running this blog, but the fact is that i don’t anymore, && so i’m stepping away for a while. i might end up stepping away permanently, i don’t know.

i realize i’m probably being way overdramatic about this shit, but i wanted to get it all out in the open, so there it is. i might be back, i might not be back, but either way, i love you all && wish you all the best. melissa out, possibly for the foreseeable future.

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becalmed. just a quick notice that i’m going to be on hiatus, or at least a semi-hiatus, for a while. it won’t be permanent (( i’m guessing a few weeks at most )), but when i come back from it some big changes maaaay or may not happen with the blog.

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7 Deadly Sin Headcanons

Lust: a headcanon about your character's romantic and/or sexual life
Greed: a headcanon about something your character hordes or collects
Sloth: a headcanon about something your character hates to do or simply hates in general
Pride: a headcanon about something your character is a bit cocky about
Gluttony: a headcanon about food or obsessions
Wrath: a headcanon about your character and their anger management
Envy: a headcanon about your character's secret desires and jealousies
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becalmed. so there’s a point in Nina’s canon story where she goes off on her own for a period of several years, hunting/chasing down the gas-masked man. during this period, she’s jumping from world to world, utterly alone except for Zero. those of you who’ve been following me for long enough can probably guess the kinds of effects that has on her. Nina eventually returns to her home world - it’s where the final battle takes place - && by the time she does, she’s changed (( Milk is one of the first people to see her upon her return, && she’s horrified when she sees said changes )).

- first off, her teeth. they’re more, they’re bigger; she has more rows; they’re no longer neat && regular. they’re sharper && more monstrous, && there are more of them than it seems like should be able to fit into Nina’s mouth. her mouth is wider than it should be, its corners cutting into her face, && her lips are almost nonexistent. she now can && frequently does unhinge her jaw. her teeth line her mouth all the way down into her throat. - her claw-like nails have become actual claws that have melted/fused into the fingers themselves, creating a seamless whole. they’re marked with vein-like fissures that, unless Nina makes a conscious effort to halt it, constantly leak a glowing, acid-green liquid - a combination of Zero’s energy && Nina’s blood. this goes for feet as well as hands. - the eye patch is gone, && her exposed socket constantly exudes a bright green substance that most strongly resembles smoke made out of light. - look there’s no way to pussyfoot around this but she is naked now. Zero’s energy burns extremely hot, && even though Nina’s clothes were military-grade resistant to fire && heat damage, they were soon burned && melted completely away, leaving only her body. after a certain point in her wanderings, Nina just got fucking sick of always replacing her clothes. so she stopped. - her body is inscribed with constantly-shifting patterns of Zero-colored light, && there’s a same-colored inner light to her, as if her body were a hollow lantern lit from within. this isn’t all that far from the truth. don’t look at the patterns for too long, because eventually you won’t be able to look away, && prolonged staring can drive people to madness. these lights almost (( but not completely )) overwhelm Nina’s natural bioluminescence. - her body temperature is higher than ever, && she will start burning her surroundings if she remains stationary for too long. - her presence is nuclear, in a way that promises hellfire && wastelands. at this point in canon, Nina has destroyed two universes && far more planets (( the vasts majority of these are mercy kills delivered to worlds afflicted by the gas-masked man )), && this capability for destruction is broadcast loud && clear by her aura. - also she’s literally radioactive - there’s a certain look to Nina’s body; a projected, surface-only look. it doesn’t flicker, it doesn’t glitch, it in no way fades or falters before the eyes; but it gives the impression of not being entirely real or there, of not being fully substantial. almost more a flesh hologram than a real body. it’s the closest human eyes can get to perceiving what Nina && Zero really are, or it’s a form created by the real Nina/Zero as an interface with the physical world, or it’s the impression their presence leaves on the world like a ghost in reverse, or it’s the last vestiges of Nina’s humanity barely covering up something huge && monstrous, or it’s a fake that draws the eye away from the real thing like the light of an anglerfish in deep-sea darkness - or it’s all of these && none of these at once.

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     “You ask me for a hamburger. My attempt to reciprocate is cut brutally short as my body experiences a sudden lack of electrons. Across a variety of hidden dimensions you are dismayed. John Lennon hands me an apple, but it slips through my fingers. I am reborn as an ocelot. You disapprove. 
     A crack echoes through the universe in defiance of conventional physics as cosmological background noise shifts from randomness to a perfect A Flat. Children everywhere stop what they are doing and hum along in perfect pitch with the background radiation. Birds fall from the sky as the sun engulfs the earth. 
     You hesitate momentarily before allowing yourself to assume the locus of all knowledge. Entropy crumbles as you peruse the information contained within the universe. A small library in Phoenix ceases to exist. You stumble under the weight of everythingness, Your mouth opens up to cry out, and collapses around your body before blinking you out of the spatial plane. You exist only within the fourth dimension. 
     The fountainhead of all knowledge rolls along the ground and collides with a small dog. My head tastes sideways as spacetime is reestablished, you blink back into the corporeal world disoriented, only for me to hand you a hamburger as my body collapses under the strain of reconstitution. 
     The universe has reasserted itself. A particular small dog is fed steak for the rest of its natural life. You die in a freak accident moments later, and you soul works at the returns desk for the Phoenix library. 
     You disapprove. Your disapproval sends ripples through the inter-dimensional void between life and death. A small child begins to cry as he walks toward the stairway where his father stands.”
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◀☢▶ “ -- Okay, but do you have hamburgers or not. Because I was promised hamburgers.”
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