Because I’m tired of the cognitive dissonance in my experience where my body looks like I’m having a good time but my brain is like “wow this could be better, this could be amplified, I’m nowhere near where I should be for this orgasm to happen.”
He says it’s my decision what toy I get but also I kinda want him to buy it for me because I want to be a princess.
I just want to try because I realize I’ve never been able to orgasm ANYWHERE except alone in a locked room basically. & I’d really like to push out of that experience & be able to orgasm outside of like my bedroom & that one time I was super horny & masturbated with a sandwich bag at work in the back room because it was dire & I was alone.
I just don’t know how to branch out of that, so maybe a toy will help?
:( Help me. I just want to cum & feel satisfied by my partner & I don’t know how to do that. Like what am I still holding back?