OKAY YA’LL I REMADE BC YEAH

i mostly wanna use that tumblr to have an organized space for fics/art/etc !!! so i’ll follow from there from now on and keep this blog as an archive with my most early stuff 

It’s almost 2020 and we still can’t play Yugioh with holograms….. disgusting.

Some Merthur leftovers :’3

I saw a post talking about how Terry Pratchett only wrote 400 words a day, how that goal helped him write literally dozens of books before he died. So I reduced my own daily word goal. I went down from 1,000 to 200. With that 800-word wall taken down, I’ve been writing more. “I won’t get on tumblr/watch TV/draw/read until I hit my word goal” used to be something I said as self-restraint. And when I inevitably couldn’t cough up four pages in one sitting, I felt like garbage, and the pleasurable hobbies I had planned on felt like I was cheating myself when I just gave up. Now it’s something I say because I just have to finish this scene, just have to round out this conversation, can’t stop now, because I’m enjoying myself, I’m having an amazing time writing. Something that hasn’t been true of my original works since middle school. 

And sometimes I think, “Well, two hundred is technically less than four hundred.” And I have to stop myself, because - I am writing half as much as Terry Pratchett. Terry fucking Pratchett, who not only published regularly up until his death, but published books that were consistently good. 

And this has also been an immense help as a writer with ADHD, because I don’t feel bad when I take a break from writing - two hundred words works up quick, after all. If I take a break at 150, I have a whole day to write 50 more words, and I’ve rarely written less than 200 words and not felt the need to keep writing because I need to tie up a loose end anyways. 

Yes, sometimes, I do not produce a single thing worth keeping in those two hundred words. But it’s much easier to edit two hundred words of bad writing than it is to edit no writing at all.

aren’t you tired of being tired don’t you just wanna be not tired?

Pretty sunsets always make my day ;w; 

let me relax……………will comment later…………………..

Oh…. oh man… fuck

give them something to talk about

Your version of a good day can evolve over time too, and that’s okay. 💛

this cute

that the people who care about you aren’t, in fact, incrementally & constantly adjusting their opinion of you based on how stupid or cool your last interaction with them was….is something i actively try believing in every single day & when it works it brings my heart great peace

If you see me looking zoned out it’s cuz im having a therapy session with myself in my head

I’m choreographing a fight scene to whatever song I’m listening to

I’m running possible dialogue for my writing over and over until the scene has no meaning