holy water cannot help you now ; see, i’ve come to burn your kingdom down.
INDEPENDENT ORIGINAL CHARACTER FOR THE TV SHOW SHADOWHUNTERS
written by nessa
holy water cannot help you now ; see, i’ve come to burn your kingdom down.
INDEPENDENT ORIGINAL CHARACTER FOR THE TV SHOW SHADOWHUNTERS
written by nessa
holy water cannot help you now ; see, i’ve come to burn your kingdom down.
INDEPENDENT ORIGINAL CHARACTER FOR THE TV SHOW SHADOWHUNTERS
written by nessa
Given that I have taken some time off of social media for a little while now and this account specifically, I have decided to put Elena on an INDEFINITE HIATUS. It’s been a while since I felt like I belonged here and due to the fact that most of my roleplay partners have also decided to give up their muses - which had a huge impact on my own - I don’t know if I’ll decide to come back to Elena. If I decide to return, then it’ll be from a different blog with a fresh start. Maybe I’ll even consider another muse, though we all know I usually come back to Elena at one point. So yeah, I’m not sure when or if I’ll return, but I’ll let you know if I do.
x Nessa
This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-” etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction
Go serious, go dark, go full out heartbreaking. PULL AT MY MUSES FEELS
today is the day i am starting to make elena icons of all tvd seasons. yay. i’ll probably upload the raw icons for everyone to use and make their own because i know making icons is a huge pain.
reckless best friend plot please… where they skip classes, break into the school’s pool for late night swims, smoke while watching the sunset, sneak into each other’s room and cuddle til morning. go on road trips with each other without telling their parents. yet they’re so innocent in the sense they have no idea what they’re doing expect living life, and being with each other. sort of like roman holiday by halsey yes.
new tags dump !
I tried to be perfect It just wasn’t w o r t h it…
never had he seen himself as her HERO or anything to be praised. if only he could see himself through her eyes, then maybe he’d see something worthwhile. ❛ that doesn’t make it right. ❜ just as he’s about to turn from her, from the guilt and everything he’s trying to keep bottled inside, she grabs a hold of his hands and pulls him back. no matter what, she would always pull him back like GRAVITY. l o v e , yes he’s felt it. towards octavia, his mother, and her. though he’s never said it aloud. hasn’t heard it said aloud to him since octavia was a little girl. he forgot what it felt like to be told that he’s loved. it was wonderful, euphoric. he moves forward, leaning his forehead softly against her own. ❛ then it looks like we’re stuck with each other. ❜ it was a fact he didn’t resent at all, the complete opposite actually.
lips press against hers, hesitantly at first and then fully. giving into temptation was satisfying, even more so than he’d care to admit. bringing her hands up, he guides them to rest upon his neck while he wraps his arms tightly around her waist. they melded together like TWO HALVES OF A WHOLE. he never wanted to let go, not again. didn’t want to go back to the moments where either of them eagerly ignored each other for whatever reason. it was pointless because they’d always come back to this, right here. he pulls back slightly, lips hovering against hers. ❛ …-say it again. ❜
his lips against her own.. oh they felt like heaven - at least what elena imagined heaven to be like. even though she gave herself to him completely, without any holding back, she was still shocked that she’d just admitted her feelings so bluntly, so sudden. but she was so fed up with him and the way he thought he didn’t deserve any good in this world. he deserved everything if not more. and like he said, they were stuck with each other, one way or the other. he wasn’t someone elena would let go so easily. for him, she’d put on a fight even if it would be the last thing she did. & he needed to realize that he wouldn’t have to go through life on his own. when the contact of their lips came to a stop, she kept her eyes closed, panting as she tried to catch a breath. say it again. ‘ i love you, bellamy blake. ALWAYS have. ‘
she kept her eyes closed while her forehead leaned against his, afraid she might only dream about this right now and once her eyes opened everything would go back to how it was and she wouldn’t be able to handle that. although she would never admit it, she was fragile, broken even. the hard visage she always wore was merely a facade so people would leave her alone. barely anyone knew the elena she truly was. the elena, bellamy once knew. loving, caring, open and just... full of light.
sometimes, elena wondered where she’d lost herself. when she’d let go of the things that once defined her. she never found an answer though. but, she was a step closer to who she was whenever she was with bellamy. he made her remember how it felt like being truly and utterly happy. pressing her lips against his again, elena didn’t want to waste any opportunity to be close to him, not knowing when this would all end again.