Im so sorry I dont know what to do ive just managed to lose the greatest thing thats happened to me......i hate myself so fucking much but i dunno if i should leave you alone or what, you're so amazing but i dont think i can stop loving you..i cant let you go out of mylife forever :'(
I love you
Im sorry
Your darren like comments.
That clearly is what u said if another 2 people have told me u said it to them aswell u fucking dumbarse.
And you can do your little you should of spoken to me first thing but lets be honest here it would of ended the same way as you live in a fairy world.
WTF is wrong with you little fucking slut! who do you think you fucking are to talk shit like that the funny part is if we aparently had sex while i was with my gf i wasnt fucking awake for it! and like id fuck u again anyway. Stupid bitch!
Haven't been on here in a while for reasons I don't really know considering I still look at it to see whats going down! Ah well guess its time for an Update!
Things are going so fucking well!!!!! Hasn't been this good in a long long time! and my God am I happy about it :D Parents go away for like a week and a half on Friday so I'm gonna have to cook and make sure I eat food that isn't take aways....HA that will be fun!
My girlfriend is EPIC!!!!!!
Sadly I still have no job and places that are hiring I alwaysget there too late :( However I am going to apply to be a volunteer at Batasy Dogs Home for a while since Im not allowed to spend time with a dog of my own :( and nobody is looking for a dog sitter or anything :( but at the same time :D eeek!
That is all Im afraid, everything is pretty average for me and thats just the way I like it :D
Peace!!!
Retard
If so thats abit sad
I assume your wanting to be friends means we just achknowlage each other if we see each other out and about.
Funilly enough punching me in the stomach for no reason isnt a good way to befriend me.
Your finally 18!! I expect to see you out and about!
Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest
My funeral song
how the fuck can i like someone else but not betray ur friendship? that does not compute!
Last few weeks has been an odd few and I dont know whats going on anymore
I've read your blog and I have nothing to say, nothing i can say that will in anyway make up for it, I hurt you alot, you told me the things you've been through and i dont understand the way you feel as Ive never been through anything like it and ive never pretended to understand but I have been there to hold your hand and look after you when times got rough i stayed through it all I never left i allways came over no matter the time. I know this does not excuse or take it back anything ive said. all I can say is Im Sorry.
I know you hate me and dont want to talk to me, Im going to do something ive never done and respect that and the last time I will bother u is when returning stuff and giving you your birthday presents. Then if you wish it I shall fade away but allways be in your shadow waiting for the day when you want to talk to me again.
I want you to make a promise to me and yourself, I want you to promise you wont let this change anything you've planned for the future or archeology stuff your an amazingly smart person charlie, smarter than me. You deserve good and if i can't give it to you I hope you find someone who can, who makes you feel like i did until it happend.
I miss you, and I love you.
Goodbye princess
Ill be waiting and praying for the day you want me back in your life.
xxxxxxxxx
I need to know if he hurt you, if he hurt you im putting him in hospital fuck the concequences nobody hurts a girl specially not my best friend
I didnt want this to happen I gave everything to you and I didnt intend on liking someone else all i want is to be friends at least Im sorry I didnt mean to hurt but please dont do anything to hurt yourself. I will allways love u.
xxx
If you spend too long on the ground after being nocked down then you'll never be able to get back up again.
Im an asshole and im spazzing out so badly I am sorry but its just hit me really badly and im sorry please forgive me like i forgave u, we have something special and u know that, i miss u and need u
i love u
and its not a lie and i know u wont believe me but i tried, and its well hard to find sunflowers for some reason all i cud get was chocolate and i didntt hink ud like just that
ur tattoo art is almost done
