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energy in space was the ultimate bad father!

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shae. 28. autistic jewish nonbinary lesbian. they/she. enjoys tea, television, tuneage, and telling stories. taurus sun/leo moon/cancer rising, ravenclaw, infp. i do that nerd shit (stars trek and wars, x-files, tamora pierce, and marvel cu/tv/comics are the Big Basics, but i love a lot and never really stop loving). i grow green things, mess around with thread, and occasionally make jewelry. women are everything to me. so are elephants. i'm an angry white activist to the very far left (terfs do not engage). i'm an abuse survivor and i have c-ptsd, as well as this sleep disorder. sometimes i fly via wheels on my feet. mostly, i'm interested in failing to comprehend the grand and varied spectrum of humanity through theatre arts, writing, music, dance, theology, and sharing my life with others. i studied at stella adler conservatory (thru nyu tisch) and have a bfa in acting. i'm an actor/theatre artist with two local companies. don't come between me and my cat minerva. we are both small and stubborn and neither is afraid to cause maximum bodily harm when called for. actual real life girlfriends: kristen stewart, rihanna, gillian anderson, lena headey, evelyne brochu, annie clark, hayley atwell, samira wiley, constance wu, idina menzel, demi lovato, kate mckinnon, danielle haim, ryn weaver, gina rodriguez. we all have great relationships. though i be but little, i am Fierce.
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my mom is stunning, inside and out. some folks would balk at living with their mother at the age of almost-31 and i did, at first, back when i was a bit younger. but now i wouldn’t change it for anything. we are best friends in such a powerful way and getting to see her grow into continued adulthood and find so much strength, grace, and resilience is something i feel grateful for every day. i love that we love (most) of the same things. i love that we spend literal days digging in the dirt together. i love the things she teaches me about myself, and i love getting to help her learn new things about herself. we wrestle with the world as a team and that’s all a mom really needs to be for you. outside of that, for my whole life i’ve watched her take in so many of my friends with warmth and kindness, parenting them and loving them, too, if they need it. no one would argue that my mom isn’t wonderful. she is beloved by every person who meets her. and i am beyond blessed to have a parent like her. i will celebrate her always, in every way i can. #happymothersday❤️ (photo cropped from a pic by my aunt kathy some time in the ‘90s and recently rediscovered) https://www.instagram.com/p/CABNlhjJovi/?igshid=1s03jhxofnd2u

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my braiding consistency is definitely improving and i added sesame seeds to one loaf this week. gettin a lil adventurous over here! #שבתשלום https://www.instagram.com/p/B_rWqufJJWe/?igshid=npkr8i8tj8di

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happy bard day! here’s trinity church, where shakespeare was christened and later buried, taken in january 2010 on my first (and so far only) trip to the uk. i am blessed to spend my professional life with his work and that honor suffices better than my own words. #shareyourshakespeare #thespianlesbian https://www.instagram.com/p/B_Vxi6RpKYa/?igshid=xyc729fy0fxp

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getting prettier! attempt #3, second week trying to build this habit. it’s a 4-braid that’s a lil sideways. #שבתשלום https://www.instagram.com/p/B_Gl_2_pjiZ/?igshid=qjtsa5hglyx5

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yom tov 2: 2 yom 2 tov. great seder pretending it was second night pesach with (most of) the 1st wind gang. we watched prince of egypt when it was over and thanks to christina’s great idea, did a wiki game as our afikomen hunt in which we all clicked on “random page” on wikipedia and all followed links in the resulting articles to see who could get to the afikomen wiki page first. https://www.instagram.com/p/B-3aOHTJ-Pi/?igshid=18xvz05ep5dz

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last chametz meal should be a good one, right? made falafel, tahini sauce, and cucumber salad for myself for dinner tonight and lunch tomorrow. prep time was extensive but very easy and the final fry is quick. put some pre-shaped pre-fried ones in the fridge to see if they keep that way for a day or two, but you can also freeze, so i’m calling this a win for a new dinner choice. i am so bad at regularly cooking for myself because i really enjoy a good project more than anything, but this one feels complex without actually taking too much brain power and is definitely easily transferable to a more busy time. and the reward is UGH SO WORTH IT. my house smells amazing. #falafelicious https://www.instagram.com/p/B-tlUnEDazP/?igshid=1i8exv23fkx81

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tuned in to livestream shabbat from my back porch tonight. watched the sun set and said aleinu to venus and the crescent moon ✨ שהוא נוטה שמים ןיסד ארץ 🌙 #mahgadlumaasechayah #shabbatshalom https://www.instagram.com/p/B-QwtiCDLyC/?igshid=10ujioe34sva7

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today is my sister’s birthday and i love her very much. i am so glad my best friend and i get to make art together. her talent and gifts to the world are immense. (📷: @rts2346_ru) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9iRbLmpfjn/?igshid=19fesuhw1b6h6

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going thru my phone and i realize i never finished posting my outfits from the high holidays! this cannot stand, i only dress up like 8 times a year. anyway this was rosh hashanah morning feat. the feb. 2019 @gentlemansbox (@thebesuited tie, @wolf_co socks, @gibsonapparel pocket square, @finickey lapel pin, @honorable_beast bracelet), and some great thrifted finds thanks to @bonniecostumes. #gentlemansbox #dapperdykes #icleanupnice #shulsartorialist https://www.instagram.com/p/B8IcEQ7JgLP/?igshid=wjdakgd3rrd7

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having an operable phone again means getting back to the social media i neglected! cute things didn’t happen to me unless i put them on the internet, right? anyway, 1st wind took a trip to bowman orchards almost a month ago. tried and purchased all kinds of tasty exotic fantasy apples with drag names like “pixie crunch,” “ruby frost,” “ambrosia,” and “snap dragon.” maybe one day stef and i will learn to smile with our eyes open. or we’ll wear sunglasses. (first pic: @stefamaybe) #jewsintrees #adultfieldtrip (at Bowman Orchards) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5E2SMLJ9h6/?igshid=1lsutw1ov5gh3

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