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TW Don’t kill yourself today

Don’t kill yourself today

Because your Netflix trial still has a week left

Don’t kill yourself today

Because no one else will finish off the chicken in the fridge

Don’t kill yourself today

Because I know for a fact that Starbucks is releasing a new Frappuccino sometime next month

Yes, your mother will miss you

Yes your bully will make a sappy Facebook post about how what a a wonderful person you were

And yes

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

You know that

You’ve known that

Everyone and anyone has been shoving that down your throat since they first learned what the word suicide meant

So don’t kill yourself

Until you finish your shampoo and conditioner at the same time

Don’t kill yourself

Until Doctor Who is finally cancelled

Don’t kill yourself

Until you tell someone your best pasta recipe 

Don’t kill yourself 

Because I will keep coming up with reasons for you not to

And I need you

To hear all of them

Don’t kill yourself

I love you

You’re important

It’s a bad day

Not a bad life

There is more to this

The world will keep spinning on its axis without you

But

Think of all the sunrises you’d miss

I know this sounds pointless

But when you’re sitting in front of everything deadly you own

Revising your goodbyes

There will be too much darkness 

To see anything else

But this is not about seeing anything else

This is about turning off the lights

This is about finding the bed instead of the noose

This is about giving yourself one more day

Even if it takes ten thousand of those

One more morning’s

Until

“I can’t wait for tomorrow”

This is about staying alive

Because there’s gonna be a new Marvel movie

No one should miss that

This is about staying alive

Because the future is coming 

And it’s ready for you

I don’ t need you to see it

I just need you to believe you can make it 

Until then

- Hannah Dains

If you were ever in doubt

Don’t sell yourself short, you might be bulletproof

Hard to move mountains when you’re paralyzed

But you gotta try

And I’m calling out

- Shinedown “Get Up”

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UPDATE MY SISTER CAN'T BUY THE TICKET FOR ME FUUUUCCKKKK

Update 2: my dad says he will do it. Im really scared that he's gonna fuck up tho. I'll make an account on the ticket selling website tomorrow hHH i hope it all works out especially with my job ect

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Ok I convinced my Mom, if the prices for the cheapest seats don't go over 100€ and i find someone who can buy the tickets for me as I'm in school when they go on sale I'm safe

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Hey guys!

A friend of mine and me took the responsibility of signing the contract for our prom. Everything was fine and dandy until the first few people told us they wouldn’t come.

We had a list going around where everyone signs their name and how many cards are being bought. Now my friend and me will have over 14k € of debts.

If you’ve got a coin to spare please support us so that we can study without worries.

Thanks for listening! :)

Here is the link: Spenden für den Abiball

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