I'm still reeling from the events of last year. From being assaulted, drugged, miscarrying, being nearly assaulted by a zoophile, losing literally Everything I had, being gaslit and having my privacy invaded by many people close to me, having revenge porn made of me, and finding out I'm being stalked and in danger by way of 24/7 surveillance, I have nearly nothing left to go on. I have been essentially abandoned and had my trust destroyed by many people I considered close to me. And in order to escape that hell I had to get diagnosed with a disorder that essentially discredits me from all my grievances and I have had to return to my childhood home where I'm surrounded by the cluttered, pest-infested trash in which my mother inhabits. I cannot endure this much longer. I almost Died last year and no one who I thought to be a friend ever tried to help me. I am so alone and so, So at the brink of something drastic and permanent. I have to find a way out of this place and into a safe, private, healthy environment. My birthday was just 1 week ago (1/27) And I ran into further abuse and objectification. I just want an end to this iteration of life. I want so badly to rest and heal. Please help me, I'm begging. I am so tired of humiliating myself. Please, share this with people. Allies, pay it forward and help a black queer disabled mentally ill and severely traumatized person not just live, but thrive. The help is out there and I know you're able to do something to alleviate this terror. Don't wait for someone else. I don't care what your reasoning is, just please help me
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donations and any semblance of interaction have all but halted for this post and I dont know why. I always need help.
y'all!!!! this fell off so quick for why!!! please spread this and give if you Know you have it!!
I really just want to move out of this state. I would like enough to be able to pay a few months' rent/utilities and convince a landPerson that I have a reliable income and can sign a 6 month lease at the very least. This (somehow?????) was possible in 2020/2021 for me and enabled me to move and sustain myself in a metropolitan area for 2 years without a 9-5 and while being bed bound for 2/3rds of my first year. tbf COVID/lots of income boosts were available (of which I literally got almost None! no PUA no ppp loans just half my income in disability and vibes) and I am desperately hoping that can be replicated in 2024. I mean.. Even Knowing What I Know, this is still possible. Like I just need to be out of the house of a hoarder, I need to be secure, I NEED TO BE SAFE (whatever the heck that freaking means lol) and I want to be stable. Please help me achieve this goal and lessen the burden I have on my already put-upon mother. I am not safe here. I have irrefutable proof of my ex stalking me. I need to be protected.
Recently with your help I've been able to get some things fixed at the house pro bono thanks to a very generous chum of mine (he fixed our sink which hasnt worked in years and is fixing our gutters) and have been able to alleviate some of the burdens of upkeeping this house from my 60something mother. I need to be able to still help out with food as well as handle my own business, so donations right now are crucial for us to just breathe and be more at ease. pleass help and share!
Please help me get to a safe place for the next few days. My life is in danger and malicious actors in my life have compromised all my private accounts, stolen my identity, and have been attempting to bleed me dry before I cannot be exploited or extracted from any longer. Please believe me.
I found out my brother, whom I live with, has been accessing my phone, my google, and my private and NSFW photos and has even created a secret folder that I have no access to. this is a violation of the highest degree and I do not feel comfortable being in this house.
I'm not in that living situation anymore HOWEVER I'm still being tracked and honestly getting harassed by family and no one has offered a word of apology, no one has attempted to take accountability, my name is in the mouths of people who I don't even Know and given my experience with revenge porn last year I feel so anxious and exposed all the time. This is not fair. i have no one to fall back on. I'm trying so hard. All I have ever done is try my best. Please help