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I'm still reeling from the events of last year. From being assaulted, drugged, miscarrying, being nearly assaulted by a zoophile, losing literally Everything I had, being gaslit and having my privacy invaded by many people close to me, having revenge porn made of me, and finding out I'm being stalked and in danger by way of 24/7 surveillance, I have nearly nothing left to go on. I have been essentially abandoned and had my trust destroyed by many people I considered close to me. And in order to escape that hell I had to get diagnosed with a disorder that essentially discredits me from all my grievances and I have had to return to my childhood home where I'm surrounded by the cluttered, pest-infested trash in which my mother inhabits. I cannot endure this much longer. I almost Died last year and no one who I thought to be a friend ever tried to help me. I am so alone and so, So at the brink of something drastic and permanent. I have to find a way out of this place and into a safe, private, healthy environment. My birthday was just 1 week ago (1/27) And I ran into further abuse and objectification. I just want an end to this iteration of life. I want so badly to rest and heal. Please help me, I'm begging. I am so tired of humiliating myself. Please, share this with people. Allies, pay it forward and help a black queer disabled mentally ill and severely traumatized person not just live, but thrive. The help is out there and I know you're able to do something to alleviate this terror. Don't wait for someone else. I don't care what your reasoning is, just please help me

cash.me/$tomi1

venmo: tominova

paypal.me/tominova

donations and any semblance of interaction have all but halted for this post and I dont know why. I always need help.

y'all!!!! this fell off so quick for why!!! please spread this and give if you Know you have it!!

I really just want to move out of this state. I would like enough to be able to pay a few months' rent/utilities and convince a landPerson that I have a reliable income and can sign a 6 month lease at the very least. This (somehow?????) was possible in 2020/2021 for me and enabled me to move and sustain myself in a metropolitan area for 2 years without a 9-5 and while being bed bound for 2/3rds of my first year. tbf COVID/lots of income boosts were available (of which I literally got almost None! no PUA no ppp loans just half my income in disability and vibes) and I am desperately hoping that can be replicated in 2024. I mean.. Even Knowing What I Know, this is still possible. Like I just need to be out of the house of a hoarder, I need to be secure, I NEED TO BE SAFE (whatever the heck that freaking means lol) and I want to be stable. Please help me achieve this goal and lessen the burden I have on my already put-upon mother. I am not safe here. I have irrefutable proof of my ex stalking me. I need to be protected.

Recently with your help I've been able to get some things fixed at the house pro bono thanks to a very generous chum of mine (he fixed our sink which hasnt worked in years and is fixing our gutters) and have been able to alleviate some of the burdens of upkeeping this house from my 60something mother. I need to be able to still help out with food as well as handle my own business, so donations right now are crucial for us to just breathe and be more at ease. pleass help and share!

Please help me get to a safe place for the next few days. My life is in danger and malicious actors in my life have compromised all my private accounts, stolen my identity, and have been attempting to bleed me dry before I cannot be exploited or extracted from any longer. Please believe me.

I found out my brother, whom I live with, has been accessing my phone, my google, and my private and NSFW photos and has even created a secret folder that I have no access to. this is a violation of the highest degree and I do not feel comfortable being in this house.

I'm not in that living situation anymore HOWEVER I'm still being tracked and honestly getting harassed by family and no one has offered a word of apology, no one has attempted to take accountability, my name is in the mouths of people who I don't even Know and given my experience with revenge porn last year I feel so anxious and exposed all the time. This is not fair. i have no one to fall back on. I'm trying so hard. All I have ever done is try my best. Please help

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can any generous donors offer a contribution of $500 or more? i know that people with these figures are out there

be an ally and help me please

I have struggled for over a decade and I hope this chapter of my life compells you to help, please. Mutual aid pretty often isn't a case of asking the most well-off to help the less fortunate--it ends up being those of us who are often in a needy situation ourselves, sharing with each other when we have the means. So, if you find yourself in the former category, consider all those who work to allow you the privilege to have what you have, and those who will never see such figures in their lifetime, like myself. If you have it to give, in large amounts, and won't be disposed or otherwise in a deficit, please consider helping me. I am so So profoundly Tired. I want comfort and rest.

I have no one else left at this point. What have you got to lose?

Please don't ignore this

Someone threatened to kill me with a hammer earlier today.

My rent is due today. It's $500. I'm trudging through my days and struggling to stay on top of basic functionality. i have no clean clothes and don't have much food atm.

It's been almost a week since I've gotten anything and I'm frankly exhausted

i broke my fucking leg

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I'm still reeling from the events of last year. From being assaulted, drugged, miscarrying, being nearly assaulted by a zoophile, losing literally Everything I had, being gaslit and having my privacy invaded by many people close to me, having revenge porn made of me, and finding out I'm being stalked and in danger by way of 24/7 surveillance, I have nearly nothing left to go on. I have been essentially abandoned and had my trust destroyed by many people I considered close to me. And in order to escape that hell I had to get diagnosed with a disorder that essentially discredits me from all my grievances and I have had to return to my childhood home where I'm surrounded by the cluttered, pest-infested trash in which my mother inhabits. I cannot endure this much longer. I almost Died last year and no one who I thought to be a friend ever tried to help me. I am so alone and so, So at the brink of something drastic and permanent. I have to find a way out of this place and into a safe, private, healthy environment. My birthday was just 1 week ago (1/27) And I ran into further abuse and objectification. I just want an end to this iteration of life. I want so badly to rest and heal. Please help me, I'm begging. I am so tired of humiliating myself. Please, share this with people. Allies, pay it forward and help a black queer disabled mentally ill and severely traumatized person not just live, but thrive. The help is out there and I know you're able to do something to alleviate this terror. Don't wait for someone else. I don't care what your reasoning is, just please help me

cash.me/$tomi1

venmo: tominova

paypal.me/tominova

donations and any semblance of interaction have all but halted for this post and I dont know why. I always need help.

y'all!!!! this fell off so quick for why!!! please spread this and give if you Know you have it!!

I really just want to move out of this state. I would like enough to be able to pay a few months' rent/utilities and convince a landPerson that I have a reliable income and can sign a 6 month lease at the very least. This (somehow?????) was possible in 2020/2021 for me and enabled me to move and sustain myself in a metropolitan area for 2 years without a 9-5 and while being bed bound for 2/3rds of my first year. tbf COVID/lots of income boosts were available (of which I literally got almost None! no PUA no ppp loans just half my income in disability and vibes) and I am desperately hoping that can be replicated in 2024. I mean.. Even Knowing What I Know, this is still possible. Like I just need to be out of the house of a hoarder, I need to be secure, I NEED TO BE SAFE (whatever the heck that freaking means lol) and I want to be stable. Please help me achieve this goal and lessen the burden I have on my already put-upon mother. I am not safe here. I have irrefutable proof of my ex stalking me. I need to be protected.

Recently with your help I've been able to get some things fixed at the house pro bono thanks to a very generous chum of mine (he fixed our sink which hasnt worked in years and is fixing our gutters) and have been able to alleviate some of the burdens of upkeeping this house from my 60something mother. I need to be able to still help out with food as well as handle my own business, so donations right now are crucial for us to just breathe and be more at ease. pleass help and share!

Please help me get to a safe place for the next few days. My life is in danger and malicious actors in my life have compromised all my private accounts, stolen my identity, and have been attempting to bleed me dry before I cannot be exploited or extracted from any longer. Please believe me.

I found out my brother, whom I live with, has been accessing my phone, my google, and my private and NSFW photos and has even created a secret folder that I have no access to. this is a violation of the highest degree and I do not feel comfortable being in this house.

I'm not in that living situation anymore HOWEVER I'm still being tracked and honestly getting harassed by family and no one has offered a word of apology, no one has attempted to take accountability, my name is in the mouths of people who I don't even Know and given my experience with revenge porn last year I feel so anxious and exposed all the time. This is not fair. i have no one to fall back on. I'm trying so hard. All I have ever done is try my best. Please help

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I'm still reeling from the events of last year. From being assaulted, drugged, miscarrying, being nearly assaulted by a zoophile, losing literally Everything I had, being gaslit and having my privacy invaded by many people close to me, having revenge porn made of me, and finding out I'm being stalked and in danger by way of 24/7 surveillance, I have nearly nothing left to go on. I have been essentially abandoned and had my trust destroyed by many people I considered close to me. And in order to escape that hell I had to get diagnosed with a disorder that essentially discredits me from all my grievances and I have had to return to my childhood home where I'm surrounded by the cluttered, pest-infested trash in which my mother inhabits. I cannot endure this much longer. I almost Died last year and no one who I thought to be a friend ever tried to help me. I am so alone and so, So at the brink of something drastic and permanent. I have to find a way out of this place and into a safe, private, healthy environment. My birthday was just 1 week ago (1/27) And I ran into further abuse and objectification. I just want an end to this iteration of life. I want so badly to rest and heal. Please help me, I'm begging. I am so tired of humiliating myself. Please, share this with people. Allies, pay it forward and help a black queer disabled mentally ill and severely traumatized person not just live, but thrive. The help is out there and I know you're able to do something to alleviate this terror. Don't wait for someone else. I don't care what your reasoning is, just please help me

cash.me/$tomi1

venmo: tominova

paypal.me/tominova

donations and any semblance of interaction have all but halted for this post and I dont know why. I always need help.

y'all!!!! this fell off so quick for why!!! please spread this and give if you Know you have it!!

I really just want to move out of this state. I would like enough to be able to pay a few months' rent/utilities and convince a landPerson that I have a reliable income and can sign a 6 month lease at the very least. This (somehow?????) was possible in 2020/2021 for me and enabled me to move and sustain myself in a metropolitan area for 2 years without a 9-5 and while being bed bound for 2/3rds of my first year. tbf COVID/lots of income boosts were available (of which I literally got almost None! no PUA no ppp loans just half my income in disability and vibes) and I am desperately hoping that can be replicated in 2024. I mean.. Even Knowing What I Know, this is still possible. Like I just need to be out of the house of a hoarder, I need to be secure, I NEED TO BE SAFE (whatever the heck that freaking means lol) and I want to be stable. Please help me achieve this goal and lessen the burden I have on my already put-upon mother. I am not safe here. I have irrefutable proof of my ex stalking me. I need to be protected.

Recently with your help I've been able to get some things fixed at the house pro bono thanks to a very generous chum of mine (he fixed our sink which hasnt worked in years and is fixing our gutters) and have been able to alleviate some of the burdens of upkeeping this house from my 60something mother. I need to be able to still help out with food as well as handle my own business, so donations right now are crucial for us to just breathe and be more at ease. pleass help and share!

Please help me get to a safe place for the next few days. My life is in danger and malicious actors in my life have compromised all my private accounts, stolen my identity, and have been attempting to bleed me dry before I cannot be exploited or extracted from any longer. Please believe me.

I found out my brother, whom I live with, has been accessing my phone, my google, and my private and NSFW photos and has even created a secret folder that I have no access to. this is a violation of the highest degree and I do not feel comfortable being in this house.

I'm not in that living situation anymore HOWEVER I'm still being tracked and honestly getting harassed by family and no one has offered a word of apology, no one has attempted to take accountability, my name is in the mouths of people who I don't even Know and given my experience with revenge porn last year I feel so anxious and exposed all the time. This is not fair. i have no one to fall back on. I'm trying so hard. All I have ever done is try my best. Please help

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cw incest, stalking, breach of privacy, SA

Please help me. i found out my brother (who lives in the same house has me) Has been accessing my private information, including my bank account and my google photos, which contain several compromising photos of me. He has also created a secret folder in my accoubt which Cannot be accessed through any devices owned by me. My Own Shit. And I have proof of him accessing, altering, deleting, and obfuscating information and data. The internet connection here is not reliable for me. I CANNOT LIVE HERE. I AM AFRAID. And i am keeping quiet in order to avoid a major blowout in this house but I have been on the brink of suicide and he is aware of the effects these actions have on me. I am desperate to get far, far, far away from here. I am so tired of feeling unsafe.

vm/paypal.me/: tominova

I am so profoundly alone and just. despondent. I can't keep taking this

His behavior towards me has become increasingly hostile and I'm now unable to transfer any money to my Paypal

Please, PLEASE help me get out of this place TONIGHT I'm seriously begging I can't book a hotel on my phone or devices I need to GET OUT

I want to be able to raise enough to get somewhere stable for at least a month's time so I can figure SOMETHING out

I told my mom about this and was not supported. In fact I was chewed out and disparaged because in response to months of his invasive behavior, i put a lock on my door. My brother pretended he had no ability to change the wifi pw (1. it's literally already been changed and 2. it's fucking xfinity like do you think I'm an idiot) the gaslighting is becoming too much this is killing me. I need enough to sign a lease for at least 2-3 months I am not safe! I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME

this post CANNOT lose momentum please reblog please donate

I cannot afford to hotel hop and I am not safe ~couch surfing~ with men. I've not eaten much in the last couple days And I am exhausted. A person who I knew to be abusive offered me space knowing I was in a bad position and started a fight with me just to kick me out and steal shit from me (again) so I'm more shit out of luck.

I'm looking for safety and semi-permanent housing in Philly. Please keep donating. If you're willing to donate even a small amount of money but get conflicted because you see a lot of requests and get too overwhelmed deciding--this is your sign to choose this person, this time.

I'm in a temporary location but my devices are Still being accessed. If there is anyone who knows how to set up a vpn for me without it being detected pleasw help me

in the meantime I am just taking it day by day in the most literal sense possible

i realize how little support i have irl and how there is no compassion or grace from anyone i know in person and it's incredibly demoralizing. my mental health is in shambles. all i want is stability!

The person who I'm staying with misled me about the circumstances of my stay. They are apparently planning to move and decided to announce they were withholding rent (for the myriad of Unmentioned problems) only After I Paid them a substantial amount of money. They promised to repay me "after they sue the landlord." And for anyone wondering, Yes, They Are.

The avoidance and lack of transparency is really making me anxious to the point that I'm already starting to pack. I don't have a car. It's been literally 2 weeks. And I have a temp job next Monday that lasts a week and I'll be working 2nd and 3rd shifts and I Don't Know if I'll have a place to lay my head down after that. Like, if it's not one thing it's another. So please help me ensure housing for at Least the next month or so.

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reblogged

can any generous donors offer a contribution of $500 or more? i know that people with these figures are out there

be an ally and help me please

I have struggled for over a decade and I hope this chapter of my life compells you to help, please. Mutual aid pretty often isn't a case of asking the most well-off to help the less fortunate--it ends up being those of us who are often in a needy situation ourselves, sharing with each other when we have the means. So, if you find yourself in the former category, consider all those who work to allow you the privilege to have what you have, and those who will never see such figures in their lifetime, like myself. If you have it to give, in large amounts, and won't be disposed or otherwise in a deficit, please consider helping me. I am so So profoundly Tired. I want comfort and rest.

I have no one else left at this point. What have you got to lose?

Please don't ignore this

Someone threatened to kill me with a hammer earlier today.

My rent is due today. It's $500. I'm trudging through my days and struggling to stay on top of basic functionality. i have no clean clothes and don't have much food atm.

It's been almost a week since I've gotten anything and I'm frankly exhausted

i broke my fucking leg

Avatar
reblogged

cw incest, stalking, breach of privacy, SA

Please help me. i found out my brother (who lives in the same house has me) Has been accessing my private information, including my bank account and my google photos, which contain several compromising photos of me. He has also created a secret folder in my accoubt which Cannot be accessed through any devices owned by me. My Own Shit. And I have proof of him accessing, altering, deleting, and obfuscating information and data. The internet connection here is not reliable for me. I CANNOT LIVE HERE. I AM AFRAID. And i am keeping quiet in order to avoid a major blowout in this house but I have been on the brink of suicide and he is aware of the effects these actions have on me. I am desperate to get far, far, far away from here. I am so tired of feeling unsafe.

vm/paypal.me/: tominova

I am so profoundly alone and just. despondent. I can't keep taking this

His behavior towards me has become increasingly hostile and I'm now unable to transfer any money to my Paypal

Please, PLEASE help me get out of this place TONIGHT I'm seriously begging I can't book a hotel on my phone or devices I need to GET OUT

I want to be able to raise enough to get somewhere stable for at least a month's time so I can figure SOMETHING out

I told my mom about this and was not supported. In fact I was chewed out and disparaged because in response to months of his invasive behavior, i put a lock on my door. My brother pretended he had no ability to change the wifi pw (1. it's literally already been changed and 2. it's fucking xfinity like do you think I'm an idiot) the gaslighting is becoming too much this is killing me. I need enough to sign a lease for at least 2-3 months I am not safe! I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME

this post CANNOT lose momentum please reblog please donate

I cannot afford to hotel hop and I am not safe ~couch surfing~ with men. I've not eaten much in the last couple days And I am exhausted. A person who I knew to be abusive offered me space knowing I was in a bad position and started a fight with me just to kick me out and steal shit from me (again) so I'm more shit out of luck.

I'm looking for safety and semi-permanent housing in Philly. Please keep donating. If you're willing to donate even a small amount of money but get conflicted because you see a lot of requests and get too overwhelmed deciding--this is your sign to choose this person, this time.

I'm in a temporary location but my devices are Still being accessed. If there is anyone who knows how to set up a vpn for me without it being detected pleasw help me

in the meantime I am just taking it day by day in the most literal sense possible

i realize how little support i have irl and how there is no compassion or grace from anyone i know in person and it's incredibly demoralizing. my mental health is in shambles. all i want is stability!

The person who I'm staying with misled me about the circumstances of my stay. They are apparently planning to move and decided to announce they were withholding rent (for the myriad of Unmentioned problems) only After I Paid them a substantial amount of money. They promised to repay me "after they sue the landlord." And for anyone wondering, Yes, They Are.

The avoidance and lack of transparency is really making me anxious to the point that I'm already starting to pack. I don't have a car. It's been literally 2 weeks. And I have a temp job next Monday that lasts a week and I'll be working 2nd and 3rd shifts and I Don't Know if I'll have a place to lay my head down after that. Like, if it's not one thing it's another. So please help me ensure housing for at Least the next month or so.

Avatar
reblogged

cw incest, stalking, breach of privacy, SA

Please help me. i found out my brother (who lives in the same house has me) Has been accessing my private information, including my bank account and my google photos, which contain several compromising photos of me. He has also created a secret folder in my accoubt which Cannot be accessed through any devices owned by me. My Own Shit. And I have proof of him accessing, altering, deleting, and obfuscating information and data. The internet connection here is not reliable for me. I CANNOT LIVE HERE. I AM AFRAID. And i am keeping quiet in order to avoid a major blowout in this house but I have been on the brink of suicide and he is aware of the effects these actions have on me. I am desperate to get far, far, far away from here. I am so tired of feeling unsafe.

vm/paypal.me/: tominova

I am so profoundly alone and just. despondent. I can't keep taking this

His behavior towards me has become increasingly hostile and I'm now unable to transfer any money to my Paypal

Please, PLEASE help me get out of this place TONIGHT I'm seriously begging I can't book a hotel on my phone or devices I need to GET OUT

I want to be able to raise enough to get somewhere stable for at least a month's time so I can figure SOMETHING out

I told my mom about this and was not supported. In fact I was chewed out and disparaged because in response to months of his invasive behavior, i put a lock on my door. My brother pretended he had no ability to change the wifi pw (1. it's literally already been changed and 2. it's fucking xfinity like do you think I'm an idiot) the gaslighting is becoming too much this is killing me. I need enough to sign a lease for at least 2-3 months I am not safe! I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME

this post CANNOT lose momentum please reblog please donate

I cannot afford to hotel hop and I am not safe ~couch surfing~ with men. I've not eaten much in the last couple days And I am exhausted. A person who I knew to be abusive offered me space knowing I was in a bad position and started a fight with me just to kick me out and steal shit from me (again) so I'm more shit out of luck.

I'm looking for safety and semi-permanent housing in Philly. Please keep donating. If you're willing to donate even a small amount of money but get conflicted because you see a lot of requests and get too overwhelmed deciding--this is your sign to choose this person, this time.

I'm in a temporary location but my devices are Still being accessed. If there is anyone who knows how to set up a vpn for me without it being detected pleasw help me

in the meantime I am just taking it day by day in the most literal sense possible

i realize how little support i have irl and how there is no compassion or grace from anyone i know in person and it's incredibly demoralizing. my mental health is in shambles. all i want is stability!

The person who I'm staying with misled me about the circumstances of my stay. They are apparently planning to move and decided to announce they were withholding rent (for the myriad of Unmentioned problems) only After I Paid them a substantial amount of money. They promised to repay me "after they sue the landlord." And for anyone wondering, Yes, They Are.

The avoidance and lack of transparency is really making me anxious to the point that I'm already starting to pack. I don't have a car. It's been literally 2 weeks. And I have a temp job next Monday that lasts a week and I'll be working 2nd and 3rd shifts and I Don't Know if I'll have a place to lay my head down after that. Like, if it's not one thing it's another. So please help me ensure housing for at Least the next month or so.

Avatar
reblogged

I'm still reeling from the events of last year. From being assaulted, drugged, miscarrying, being nearly assaulted by a zoophile, losing literally Everything I had, being gaslit and having my privacy invaded by many people close to me, having revenge porn made of me, and finding out I'm being stalked and in danger by way of 24/7 surveillance, I have nearly nothing left to go on. I have been essentially abandoned and had my trust destroyed by many people I considered close to me. And in order to escape that hell I had to get diagnosed with a disorder that essentially discredits me from all my grievances and I have had to return to my childhood home where I'm surrounded by the cluttered, pest-infested trash in which my mother inhabits. I cannot endure this much longer. I almost Died last year and no one who I thought to be a friend ever tried to help me. I am so alone and so, So at the brink of something drastic and permanent. I have to find a way out of this place and into a safe, private, healthy environment. My birthday was just 1 week ago (1/27) And I ran into further abuse and objectification. I just want an end to this iteration of life. I want so badly to rest and heal. Please help me, I'm begging. I am so tired of humiliating myself. Please, share this with people. Allies, pay it forward and help a black queer disabled mentally ill and severely traumatized person not just live, but thrive. The help is out there and I know you're able to do something to alleviate this terror. Don't wait for someone else. I don't care what your reasoning is, just please help me

cash.me/$tomi1

venmo: tominova

paypal.me/tominova

donations and any semblance of interaction have all but halted for this post and I dont know why. I always need help.

y'all!!!! this fell off so quick for why!!! please spread this and give if you Know you have it!!

I really just want to move out of this state. I would like enough to be able to pay a few months' rent/utilities and convince a landPerson that I have a reliable income and can sign a 6 month lease at the very least. This (somehow?????) was possible in 2020/2021 for me and enabled me to move and sustain myself in a metropolitan area for 2 years without a 9-5 and while being bed bound for 2/3rds of my first year. tbf COVID/lots of income boosts were available (of which I literally got almost None! no PUA no ppp loans just half my income in disability and vibes) and I am desperately hoping that can be replicated in 2024. I mean.. Even Knowing What I Know, this is still possible. Like I just need to be out of the house of a hoarder, I need to be secure, I NEED TO BE SAFE (whatever the heck that freaking means lol) and I want to be stable. Please help me achieve this goal and lessen the burden I have on my already put-upon mother. I am not safe here. I have irrefutable proof of my ex stalking me. I need to be protected.

Recently with your help I've been able to get some things fixed at the house pro bono thanks to a very generous chum of mine (he fixed our sink which hasnt worked in years and is fixing our gutters) and have been able to alleviate some of the burdens of upkeeping this house from my 60something mother. I need to be able to still help out with food as well as handle my own business, so donations right now are crucial for us to just breathe and be more at ease. pleass help and share!

Please help me get to a safe place for the next few days. My life is in danger and malicious actors in my life have compromised all my private accounts, stolen my identity, and have been attempting to bleed me dry before I cannot be exploited or extracted from any longer. Please believe me.

I found out my brother, whom I live with, has been accessing my phone, my google, and my private and NSFW photos and has even created a secret folder that I have no access to. this is a violation of the highest degree and I do not feel comfortable being in this house.

I'm not in that living situation anymore HOWEVER I'm still being tracked and honestly getting harassed by family and no one has offered a word of apology, no one has attempted to take accountability, my name is in the mouths of people who I don't even Know and given my experience with revenge porn last year I feel so anxious and exposed all the time. This is not fair. i have no one to fall back on. I'm trying so hard. All I have ever done is try my best. Please help

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reblogged

I'm still reeling from the events of last year. From being assaulted, drugged, miscarrying, being nearly assaulted by a zoophile, losing literally Everything I had, being gaslit and having my privacy invaded by many people close to me, having revenge porn made of me, and finding out I'm being stalked and in danger by way of 24/7 surveillance, I have nearly nothing left to go on. I have been essentially abandoned and had my trust destroyed by many people I considered close to me. And in order to escape that hell I had to get diagnosed with a disorder that essentially discredits me from all my grievances and I have had to return to my childhood home where I'm surrounded by the cluttered, pest-infested trash in which my mother inhabits. I cannot endure this much longer. I almost Died last year and no one who I thought to be a friend ever tried to help me. I am so alone and so, So at the brink of something drastic and permanent. I have to find a way out of this place and into a safe, private, healthy environment. My birthday was just 1 week ago (1/27) And I ran into further abuse and objectification. I just want an end to this iteration of life. I want so badly to rest and heal. Please help me, I'm begging. I am so tired of humiliating myself. Please, share this with people. Allies, pay it forward and help a black queer disabled mentally ill and severely traumatized person not just live, but thrive. The help is out there and I know you're able to do something to alleviate this terror. Don't wait for someone else. I don't care what your reasoning is, just please help me

cash.me/$tomi1

venmo: tominova

paypal.me/tominova

donations and any semblance of interaction have all but halted for this post and I dont know why. I always need help.

y'all!!!! this fell off so quick for why!!! please spread this and give if you Know you have it!!

I really just want to move out of this state. I would like enough to be able to pay a few months' rent/utilities and convince a landPerson that I have a reliable income and can sign a 6 month lease at the very least. This (somehow?????) was possible in 2020/2021 for me and enabled me to move and sustain myself in a metropolitan area for 2 years without a 9-5 and while being bed bound for 2/3rds of my first year. tbf COVID/lots of income boosts were available (of which I literally got almost None! no PUA no ppp loans just half my income in disability and vibes) and I am desperately hoping that can be replicated in 2024. I mean.. Even Knowing What I Know, this is still possible. Like I just need to be out of the house of a hoarder, I need to be secure, I NEED TO BE SAFE (whatever the heck that freaking means lol) and I want to be stable. Please help me achieve this goal and lessen the burden I have on my already put-upon mother. I am not safe here. I have irrefutable proof of my ex stalking me. I need to be protected.

Recently with your help I've been able to get some things fixed at the house pro bono thanks to a very generous chum of mine (he fixed our sink which hasnt worked in years and is fixing our gutters) and have been able to alleviate some of the burdens of upkeeping this house from my 60something mother. I need to be able to still help out with food as well as handle my own business, so donations right now are crucial for us to just breathe and be more at ease. pleass help and share!

Please help me get to a safe place for the next few days. My life is in danger and malicious actors in my life have compromised all my private accounts, stolen my identity, and have been attempting to bleed me dry before I cannot be exploited or extracted from any longer. Please believe me.

I found out my brother, whom I live with, has been accessing my phone, my google, and my private and NSFW photos and has even created a secret folder that I have no access to. this is a violation of the highest degree and I do not feel comfortable being in this house.

I'm not in that living situation anymore HOWEVER I'm still being tracked and honestly getting harassed by family and no one has offered a word of apology, no one has attempted to take accountability, my name is in the mouths of people who I don't even Know and given my experience with revenge porn last year I feel so anxious and exposed all the time. This is not fair. i have no one to fall back on. I'm trying so hard. All I have ever done is try my best. Please help

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can any generous donors offer a contribution of $500 or more? i know that people with these figures are out there

be an ally and help me please

I have struggled for over a decade and I hope this chapter of my life compells you to help, please. Mutual aid pretty often isn't a case of asking the most well-off to help the less fortunate--it ends up being those of us who are often in a needy situation ourselves, sharing with each other when we have the means. So, if you find yourself in the former category, consider all those who work to allow you the privilege to have what you have, and those who will never see such figures in their lifetime, like myself. If you have it to give, in large amounts, and won't be disposed or otherwise in a deficit, please consider helping me. I am so So profoundly Tired. I want comfort and rest.

I have no one else left at this point. What have you got to lose?

Please don't ignore this

Someone threatened to kill me with a hammer earlier today.

My rent is due today. It's $500. I'm trudging through my days and struggling to stay on top of basic functionality. i have no clean clothes and don't have much food atm.

It's been almost a week since I've gotten anything and I'm frankly exhausted

i broke my fucking leg

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cw incest, stalking, breach of privacy, SA

Please help me. i found out my brother (who lives in the same house has me) Has been accessing my private information, including my bank account and my google photos, which contain several compromising photos of me. He has also created a secret folder in my accoubt which Cannot be accessed through any devices owned by me. My Own Shit. And I have proof of him accessing, altering, deleting, and obfuscating information and data. The internet connection here is not reliable for me. I CANNOT LIVE HERE. I AM AFRAID. And i am keeping quiet in order to avoid a major blowout in this house but I have been on the brink of suicide and he is aware of the effects these actions have on me. I am desperate to get far, far, far away from here. I am so tired of feeling unsafe.

vm/paypal.me/: tominova

I am so profoundly alone and just. despondent. I can't keep taking this

His behavior towards me has become increasingly hostile and I'm now unable to transfer any money to my Paypal

Please, PLEASE help me get out of this place TONIGHT I'm seriously begging I can't book a hotel on my phone or devices I need to GET OUT

I want to be able to raise enough to get somewhere stable for at least a month's time so I can figure SOMETHING out

I told my mom about this and was not supported. In fact I was chewed out and disparaged because in response to months of his invasive behavior, i put a lock on my door. My brother pretended he had no ability to change the wifi pw (1. it's literally already been changed and 2. it's fucking xfinity like do you think I'm an idiot) the gaslighting is becoming too much this is killing me. I need enough to sign a lease for at least 2-3 months I am not safe! I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME

this post CANNOT lose momentum please reblog please donate

I cannot afford to hotel hop and I am not safe ~couch surfing~ with men. I've not eaten much in the last couple days And I am exhausted. A person who I knew to be abusive offered me space knowing I was in a bad position and started a fight with me just to kick me out and steal shit from me (again) so I'm more shit out of luck.

I'm looking for safety and semi-permanent housing in Philly. Please keep donating. If you're willing to donate even a small amount of money but get conflicted because you see a lot of requests and get too overwhelmed deciding--this is your sign to choose this person, this time.

I'm in a temporary location but my devices are Still being accessed. If there is anyone who knows how to set up a vpn for me without it being detected pleasw help me

in the meantime I am just taking it day by day in the most literal sense possible

i realize how little support i have irl and how there is no compassion or grace from anyone i know in person and it's incredibly demoralizing. my mental health is in shambles. all i want is stability!

The person who I'm staying with misled me about the circumstances of my stay. They are apparently planning to move and decided to announce they were withholding rent (for the myriad of Unmentioned problems) only After I Paid them a substantial amount of money. They promised to repay me "after they sue the landlord." And for anyone wondering, Yes, They Are.

The avoidance and lack of transparency is really making me anxious to the point that I'm already starting to pack. I don't have a car. It's been literally 2 weeks. And I have a temp job next Monday that lasts a week and I'll be working 2nd and 3rd shifts and I Don't Know if I'll have a place to lay my head down after that. Like, if it's not one thing it's another. So please help me ensure housing for at Least the next month or so.

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I'm still reeling from the events of last year. From being assaulted, drugged, miscarrying, being nearly assaulted by a zoophile, losing literally Everything I had, being gaslit and having my privacy invaded by many people close to me, having revenge porn made of me, and finding out I'm being stalked and in danger by way of 24/7 surveillance, I have nearly nothing left to go on. I have been essentially abandoned and had my trust destroyed by many people I considered close to me. And in order to escape that hell I had to get diagnosed with a disorder that essentially discredits me from all my grievances and I have had to return to my childhood home where I'm surrounded by the cluttered, pest-infested trash in which my mother inhabits. I cannot endure this much longer. I almost Died last year and no one who I thought to be a friend ever tried to help me. I am so alone and so, So at the brink of something drastic and permanent. I have to find a way out of this place and into a safe, private, healthy environment. My birthday was just 1 week ago (1/27) And I ran into further abuse and objectification. I just want an end to this iteration of life. I want so badly to rest and heal. Please help me, I'm begging. I am so tired of humiliating myself. Please, share this with people. Allies, pay it forward and help a black queer disabled mentally ill and severely traumatized person not just live, but thrive. The help is out there and I know you're able to do something to alleviate this terror. Don't wait for someone else. I don't care what your reasoning is, just please help me

cash.me/$tomi1

venmo: tominova

paypal.me/tominova

donations and any semblance of interaction have all but halted for this post and I dont know why. I always need help.

y'all!!!! this fell off so quick for why!!! please spread this and give if you Know you have it!!

I really just want to move out of this state. I would like enough to be able to pay a few months' rent/utilities and convince a landPerson that I have a reliable income and can sign a 6 month lease at the very least. This (somehow?????) was possible in 2020/2021 for me and enabled me to move and sustain myself in a metropolitan area for 2 years without a 9-5 and while being bed bound for 2/3rds of my first year. tbf COVID/lots of income boosts were available (of which I literally got almost None! no PUA no ppp loans just half my income in disability and vibes) and I am desperately hoping that can be replicated in 2024. I mean.. Even Knowing What I Know, this is still possible. Like I just need to be out of the house of a hoarder, I need to be secure, I NEED TO BE SAFE (whatever the heck that freaking means lol) and I want to be stable. Please help me achieve this goal and lessen the burden I have on my already put-upon mother. I am not safe here. I have irrefutable proof of my ex stalking me. I need to be protected.

Recently with your help I've been able to get some things fixed at the house pro bono thanks to a very generous chum of mine (he fixed our sink which hasnt worked in years and is fixing our gutters) and have been able to alleviate some of the burdens of upkeeping this house from my 60something mother. I need to be able to still help out with food as well as handle my own business, so donations right now are crucial for us to just breathe and be more at ease. pleass help and share!

Please help me get to a safe place for the next few days. My life is in danger and malicious actors in my life have compromised all my private accounts, stolen my identity, and have been attempting to bleed me dry before I cannot be exploited or extracted from any longer. Please believe me.

I found out my brother, whom I live with, has been accessing my phone, my google, and my private and NSFW photos and has even created a secret folder that I have no access to. this is a violation of the highest degree and I do not feel comfortable being in this house.

I'm not in that living situation anymore HOWEVER I'm still being tracked and honestly getting harassed by family and no one has offered a word of apology, no one has attempted to take accountability, my name is in the mouths of people who I don't even Know and given my experience with revenge porn last year I feel so anxious and exposed all the time. This is not fair. i have no one to fall back on. I'm trying so hard. All I have ever done is try my best. Please help

Avatar
reblogged

can any generous donors offer a contribution of $500 or more? i know that people with these figures are out there

be an ally and help me please

I have struggled for over a decade and I hope this chapter of my life compells you to help, please. Mutual aid pretty often isn't a case of asking the most well-off to help the less fortunate--it ends up being those of us who are often in a needy situation ourselves, sharing with each other when we have the means. So, if you find yourself in the former category, consider all those who work to allow you the privilege to have what you have, and those who will never see such figures in their lifetime, like myself. If you have it to give, in large amounts, and won't be disposed or otherwise in a deficit, please consider helping me. I am so So profoundly Tired. I want comfort and rest.

I have no one else left at this point. What have you got to lose?

Please don't ignore this

Someone threatened to kill me with a hammer earlier today.

My rent is due today. It's $500. I'm trudging through my days and struggling to stay on top of basic functionality. i have no clean clothes and don't have much food atm.

It's been almost a week since I've gotten anything and I'm frankly exhausted

i broke my fucking leg

Avatar
reblogged

can any generous donors offer a contribution of $500 or more? i know that people with these figures are out there

be an ally and help me please

I have struggled for over a decade and I hope this chapter of my life compells you to help, please. Mutual aid pretty often isn't a case of asking the most well-off to help the less fortunate--it ends up being those of us who are often in a needy situation ourselves, sharing with each other when we have the means. So, if you find yourself in the former category, consider all those who work to allow you the privilege to have what you have, and those who will never see such figures in their lifetime, like myself. If you have it to give, in large amounts, and won't be disposed or otherwise in a deficit, please consider helping me. I am so So profoundly Tired. I want comfort and rest.

I have no one else left at this point. What have you got to lose?

Please don't ignore this

Someone threatened to kill me with a hammer earlier today.

My rent is due today. It's $500. I'm trudging through my days and struggling to stay on top of basic functionality. i have no clean clothes and don't have much food atm.

It's been almost a week since I've gotten anything and I'm frankly exhausted

i broke my fucking leg

Avatar
reblogged

cw incest, stalking, breach of privacy, SA

Please help me. i found out my brother (who lives in the same house has me) Has been accessing my private information, including my bank account and my google photos, which contain several compromising photos of me. He has also created a secret folder in my accoubt which Cannot be accessed through any devices owned by me. My Own Shit. And I have proof of him accessing, altering, deleting, and obfuscating information and data. The internet connection here is not reliable for me. I CANNOT LIVE HERE. I AM AFRAID. And i am keeping quiet in order to avoid a major blowout in this house but I have been on the brink of suicide and he is aware of the effects these actions have on me. I am desperate to get far, far, far away from here. I am so tired of feeling unsafe.

vm/paypal.me/: tominova

I am so profoundly alone and just. despondent. I can't keep taking this

His behavior towards me has become increasingly hostile and I'm now unable to transfer any money to my Paypal

Please, PLEASE help me get out of this place TONIGHT I'm seriously begging I can't book a hotel on my phone or devices I need to GET OUT

I want to be able to raise enough to get somewhere stable for at least a month's time so I can figure SOMETHING out

I told my mom about this and was not supported. In fact I was chewed out and disparaged because in response to months of his invasive behavior, i put a lock on my door. My brother pretended he had no ability to change the wifi pw (1. it's literally already been changed and 2. it's fucking xfinity like do you think I'm an idiot) the gaslighting is becoming too much this is killing me. I need enough to sign a lease for at least 2-3 months I am not safe! I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME

this post CANNOT lose momentum please reblog please donate

I cannot afford to hotel hop and I am not safe ~couch surfing~ with men. I've not eaten much in the last couple days And I am exhausted. A person who I knew to be abusive offered me space knowing I was in a bad position and started a fight with me just to kick me out and steal shit from me (again) so I'm more shit out of luck.

I'm looking for safety and semi-permanent housing in Philly. Please keep donating. If you're willing to donate even a small amount of money but get conflicted because you see a lot of requests and get too overwhelmed deciding--this is your sign to choose this person, this time.

I'm in a temporary location but my devices are Still being accessed. If there is anyone who knows how to set up a vpn for me without it being detected pleasw help me

in the meantime I am just taking it day by day in the most literal sense possible

i realize how little support i have irl and how there is no compassion or grace from anyone i know in person and it's incredibly demoralizing. my mental health is in shambles. all i want is stability!

The person who I'm staying with misled me about the circumstances of my stay. They are apparently planning to move and decided to announce they were withholding rent (for the myriad of Unmentioned problems) only After I Paid them a substantial amount of money. They promised to repay me "after they sue the landlord." And for anyone wondering, Yes, They Are.

The avoidance and lack of transparency is really making me anxious to the point that I'm already starting to pack. I don't have a car. It's been literally 2 weeks. And I have a temp job next Monday that lasts a week and I'll be working 2nd and 3rd shifts and I Don't Know if I'll have a place to lay my head down after that. Like, if it's not one thing it's another. So please help me ensure housing for at Least the next month or so.

Avatar
reblogged

I'm still reeling from the events of last year. From being assaulted, drugged, miscarrying, being nearly assaulted by a zoophile, losing literally Everything I had, being gaslit and having my privacy invaded by many people close to me, having revenge porn made of me, and finding out I'm being stalked and in danger by way of 24/7 surveillance, I have nearly nothing left to go on. I have been essentially abandoned and had my trust destroyed by many people I considered close to me. And in order to escape that hell I had to get diagnosed with a disorder that essentially discredits me from all my grievances and I have had to return to my childhood home where I'm surrounded by the cluttered, pest-infested trash in which my mother inhabits. I cannot endure this much longer. I almost Died last year and no one who I thought to be a friend ever tried to help me. I am so alone and so, So at the brink of something drastic and permanent. I have to find a way out of this place and into a safe, private, healthy environment. My birthday was just 1 week ago (1/27) And I ran into further abuse and objectification. I just want an end to this iteration of life. I want so badly to rest and heal. Please help me, I'm begging. I am so tired of humiliating myself. Please, share this with people. Allies, pay it forward and help a black queer disabled mentally ill and severely traumatized person not just live, but thrive. The help is out there and I know you're able to do something to alleviate this terror. Don't wait for someone else. I don't care what your reasoning is, just please help me

cash.me/$tomi1

venmo: tominova

paypal.me/tominova

donations and any semblance of interaction have all but halted for this post and I dont know why. I always need help.

y'all!!!! this fell off so quick for why!!! please spread this and give if you Know you have it!!

I really just want to move out of this state. I would like enough to be able to pay a few months' rent/utilities and convince a landPerson that I have a reliable income and can sign a 6 month lease at the very least. This (somehow?????) was possible in 2020/2021 for me and enabled me to move and sustain myself in a metropolitan area for 2 years without a 9-5 and while being bed bound for 2/3rds of my first year. tbf COVID/lots of income boosts were available (of which I literally got almost None! no PUA no ppp loans just half my income in disability and vibes) and I am desperately hoping that can be replicated in 2024. I mean.. Even Knowing What I Know, this is still possible. Like I just need to be out of the house of a hoarder, I need to be secure, I NEED TO BE SAFE (whatever the heck that freaking means lol) and I want to be stable. Please help me achieve this goal and lessen the burden I have on my already put-upon mother. I am not safe here. I have irrefutable proof of my ex stalking me. I need to be protected.

Recently with your help I've been able to get some things fixed at the house pro bono thanks to a very generous chum of mine (he fixed our sink which hasnt worked in years and is fixing our gutters) and have been able to alleviate some of the burdens of upkeeping this house from my 60something mother. I need to be able to still help out with food as well as handle my own business, so donations right now are crucial for us to just breathe and be more at ease. pleass help and share!

Please help me get to a safe place for the next few days. My life is in danger and malicious actors in my life have compromised all my private accounts, stolen my identity, and have been attempting to bleed me dry before I cannot be exploited or extracted from any longer. Please believe me.

I found out my brother, whom I live with, has been accessing my phone, my google, and my private and NSFW photos and has even created a secret folder that I have no access to. this is a violation of the highest degree and I do not feel comfortable being in this house.

I'm not in that living situation anymore HOWEVER I'm still being tracked and honestly getting harassed by family and no one has offered a word of apology, no one has attempted to take accountability, my name is in the mouths of people who I don't even Know and given my experience with revenge porn last year I feel so anxious and exposed all the time. This is not fair. i have no one to fall back on. I'm trying so hard. All I have ever done is try my best. Please help

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