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such a pretty wreck.

@mclancholias-blog / mclancholias-blog.tumblr.com

IN THE ATTIC OF HER BODY SHE KEPT SECRETS SHE COULDN’T SPEAK ABOUT UNTIL TOO DRUNK TO KEEP THEM, WOULD WHISPER “I’M DYING” RIGHT BEFORE YOU FELL ASLEEP BESIDE HER. SHE DIDN’T LIKE THE SHADOWS INSIDE HER. THEY TASTED OF DUST AND TOO MANY NIGHTMARES....
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     SUN KISSED skin laid beneath thin clothing , italia positioned under a torn bridge , her back pushed against the semi cool stone. her only source of shade. rope traps were placed around her area but her FAVORITE , the snare was placed just below an old hanging tree , on the strongest branch.

                   ZIP !!

     the sharp noise of the rope rubbing together making it known that it had caught something. someone. often , it was the infected. but she was so quiet        there was never more than one. she stood , pipe in hand ; ready to rid her world of another. but her eyes laid on something she was not expecting. a living ??
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She was not usually one to be CAUGHT but alas, with the vast quantity of booby traps scattered around the land she was likely to be snatched up EVENTUALLY. Such was the case here. As soon as the cord wrapped around her ankle ( stupid, STUPID ), she felt the air catch in her throat; all exhale contained within the length of her neck. For a moment, she forgot how to breathe and if she’d been different, if she’d been one to cower, Olivia would’ve felt PARALYZED. But that wasn’t her. Olivia Staford was not a CHILD and her hands got to work immediately: fingers working with the cord as she tried to remember where the hell her knife was. “Shit, shit, shit,” she chanted breathlessly. 
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{ send 🎶 and I’ll create a mini playlist for our muses’ relationship } : OPEN.
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→ swim deep ‘till you come HOME ; ( ft. @bencficent​ )

  • SWIM– valley | my friend, are you still wide awake?my hands, they cover your eyes.
  • WEATHER– novo amor | now i’ll hold it in my heart just for you to fall apart, stunt all we’d ever grown.  
  • AT A GLANCE– message to bears | settle down, set it right. don’t be scared. it’s alright.
  • CAN I EXIST– missio | but, how, can i exist within the midst of this? but, how, can i admit that i would quit on you?
  • ILLUMINATE– wildes | and i see i’ve been held back by the darkness in my mind. and i see that i’m never be the worryless type.
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{ send 🎶 and I’ll create a mini playlist for our muses’ relationship } : OPEN
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→ old leaves block out the LIGHT ; ( ft. @inscrvio )

  • SEAS OF GOLD– brookfield | so tell me im a better man, tell me life’s worth living. the bitter end is out of sight for she has been forgiven.
  • ONE MAN TOWN– elmore | i feel reality hits you stronger, i feel the pain has brought me down. i can’t hold on to it much longer.
  • THE WOODS– hollow coves | the cold night takes us to a place to escape the chill; tucked up somewhere in the woods, on a hill.
  • WHERE’S MY LOVE– syml | if you bled, i bleed the same. if you’re scared, i’m on my way.
  • WHAT IT TAKES– ed prosek | just to make this easier i could run and leave you here. and i don’t want to see your face. and i hate goodbyes anyway.
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larmoyante
She’s gonna learn that this life will hit you, hard, in the face, wait for you to get back up so it can kick you in the stomach. But getting the wind knocked out of you is the only way to remind your lungs how much they like the taste of air. There is hurt, here, that cannot be fixed by band-aids or poetry, so the first time she realizes that Wonder-woman isn’t coming, I’ll make sure she knows she doesn’t have to wear the cape all by herself. Because no matter how wide you stretch your fingers, your hands will always be too small to catch all the pain you want to heal. Believe me, I’ve tried.

Sarah Kay, Point B (via larmoyante)

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He was quick to make sense of her prominent reaction just like he usually did – Landon didn’t particularly sense any fright but that was the closest and easiest explanation. People felt an air of panic when they were around him. Except when she opened her mouth; the entire scenario of what he had been expecting turned completely on its head. The male’s grin widened and he wasn’t making any sudden moves to bite back, only intently watching the scene unfold before him. “I’m doubtful you have much room for signature moves, but if that’s what you believe…” Landon clicked his tongue. “However, that mouth of yours is quite impressive.”
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“Look, bud, the preschool bully BULLSHIT might get to other sorry sons of bitches, but there’s no fucking way I’m showing you ANYTHING -- capisce?” Funny thing was, though, despite her crossed arms and REFUSAL she was still playing right into his little trap; tripping over snaps and foul language.For someone who constantly aimed to disappoint, the word impressed didn’t ENTIRELY settle well when it landed on her stomach; splashing around and mixing with all the other foul FLUIDS there. Olivia’s eyebrow ARCHED, head titled to the side, and the lack of comprehension at his statement was evident in her hazel eyes. “Oh, BOY, don’t tell me you’ve got a kink for being trash talked because I can guaran-fucking-tee that I want nothing to do with you.”
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deadsculs

harry potter au

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  • The first time Professor Alexandrov met Miss Staford was in her third year when she sat at the back of his class. He honestly wouldn’t have taken much notice of her except she decided it would be a good time to practice a charm during the time he designated to read silently the introduction to their textbooks. The smell of charred wood filled the room and he noticed a small plume of smoke go up from her table. A quick counter-charm later and he had extinguished the leg of her table.
  • The incident didn’t result in anything other than him requiring her to read the first five pages of the introduction out loud, as he was feeling particularly lenient that day. However, he did keep her after class for a few moments to talk with her. They came to an agreement for her to not set anything further on fire, and she became one of the top students in his class that year.
  • During the subsequent years, he’s run into Miss Staford in the convoluted hallways often. She occasionally assists him when he gets turned around, with minimal fuss but a lot of good natured teasing such as ‘The numbers didn’t predict you getting lost today, huh Professor?
  • She sometimes visits him in her off time to share Glacial Snow Flakes sweets, drink tea and hear stories about the Battle of Hogwarts. The first time she asked him he refused to tell her, as he didn’t believe a fifth year should hear such bloody stories. He didn’t want her to walk through the halls and see them any differently than a place she had called home for years, didn’t want her to imagine the screams of long ago echoing in the vaulted spaces above her head or the blood that coated the flagstones beneath her feet in the past. Yet the moment he told her ‘No, absolutely not,’ a fierce light entered her eyes — the strongest determination he had seen since the Battle and the child combatants that had defended their castle. She made hair prickle on his neck when she finally summoned up words past her disbelief in being refused knowledge: ‘I deserve to know the history of my home.’ He told her.
  • She now takes his Advanced Arithmancy Studies course and he’s actually a little sad to know she’s a seventh year and ready to move on from Hogwarts. She’s one of the five students in that course and is still the leader in her class.
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