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i r a s c i b l e;

@iraxible-blog / iraxible-blog.tumblr.com

the only thing i'm comfortable with is anger
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character flaws && strengths | 001.
      ↳ bold what applies to your muse!
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╳ FLAWS
moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | lies impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky
♔ STRENGTHS
honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm
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she isn’t GOOD. if there’s one thing jane knows, it’s that; if she were truly good, she wouldn’t have left david in the first place, they wouldn’t be having this conversation now. in her mind, by leaving home all those years ago, she did the guy an injustice. one that she’s now determined to right.
kellan’s touch is gentle though she can sense the anger below his surface. soft lips press to his knuckles in the hope that it’ll calm him down, even a little. she never should have started this stupid conversation.
                              “what if you came with me?”
                   he’d probably beat david to death on sight.
                           “okay, dumb idea. never mind.”
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      there’s a problem there. because if kellan knows anything at all,       it’s that jane is the best thing that’s happened to him. she’s the       reason he’s doing alright raising holly. she’s the reason he hasn’t       started a fight for months straight. she’s the reason for anything       good having happened to him, at all. bad people can’t do that kind       of thing. 

      and the idea of her being hurt again? the idea of it even being a       possibility? it makes him want to THROW UP. 

            “ yeah, ‘s... maybe no’ th’ best idea. “ 

      he manages a smile, before reaching his free hand out and pulling       her in closer to him by the waist. he plants a kiss on the top of her       head, and he’s holding onto her like she’ll disappear forever if he       lets go. 

            “ jus’... please don’ go, jane. “

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i gotta go do some shit but i’ve been missing kellan a lot so i’ll be back in an hour or so for sure
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i hate fifty shades of grey with every fiber of my being. christian grey is awful. however, jamie dornan is gorgeous and i will always reblog pictures of him in the role of christian grey. but i hate christian grey and i need the entire world to know it. christian grey sucks.
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“no, i am.”
     jane sighs, head hanging as she chews on the inside of her cheek.      it was a stupid idea of hers, and deep down, she knew that. but some      part of her was, for better or for worse, loyal to family.
“i just… people deserve second chances.”
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      it takes everything in him not to start shouting again. to hold back       all the HATRED he harbours for a man he’s never met ---and       never intends to. he knows men like david. his father was like him,       to an extent. there’s no forgiveness in him for anyone like that. 

      he takes a step forward, doing the very opposite of everything he       feels and reaching out for jane’s hand. besides the kids, she’s the       only thing he knows how to be GENTLE with. 

            “ yer too good, jane. people like tha’ ---they               don’ deserve good. “

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                  “alrigh’,  hush, sugar. i ain’t told you to do shit.”
she’s clearly not even bothered by the idea of upsetting him, shoulders lifting in a lazy little shrug. 
                  “don’t you worry your pretty lil’ head, s’just a suggestion.”
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      he’s all GRINDING TEETH and sweaty palms. everything in him       wants to lash out and end this conversation, but he can’t. never in       his life has he hit a woman, and he’s not planning on changing that.       ever. he is not his father

            “ need ‘nother drink ---y’ want sometin’?  “

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