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The better and better I get at what I do, the younger and younger I will be.
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Live: One Night Only

If this isn’t what you had in mind, I completely apologize.

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The interior of the most popular music lounge in New York City was lush in a way that only an old building with great architecture could have pulled off.  Far from the simple, almost southern influences of The Bitter End and the hedonistic modernism of Le Poisson Rouge, this place was a marvelous study in architectural symmetry, and perfectly married details like sprawling wooden staircases with LED lights strips under the lips of the stairs, and an old crystal chandelier hanging in the middle of the great music hall alongside the track lighting that lit the stage.  And the drink menu fit the elegant air of the lounge, with only the best bartenders on hand to mix the perfect classic cocktail and a staff mixologist to serve the VIP clientele with drinks made with exquisitely-paired spirits and some scientific ingenuity.

The patrons of the bar came for different reasons.  Tourists were directed to the Time Machine because the bookers did a brilliant job of attracting the best talent for rare, unplugged performances.  The locals liked that the tourists didn’t ruin it, because the bouncers at the door could sniff them out of a crowd, letting just enough of those over-eager newcomers in to grow the legend but not enough to ruin the carefully cultivated ambiance of exclusivity.  And still more locals – the more famous locals – loved it because the VIP area was second to none in the city.  Typically, celebrities and public figures had an area to themselves that was far away from the stage, designed more for hobnobbing than listening to the musical talent.  Instead, the VIP bar at the Time Machine was the one with the best view of the stage, and was kept isolated by careful blocking on the main floor and an intelligent consideration for mob psychology.  It was the one place in New York where a celebrity could be seen in public without privacy, safety, common decency being overridden.

But for Helena G. Wells, the club held a completely different allure.  Two years ago, in that very room, she had fallen head over heels in love.

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The Thing I Write That Break My Own Heart, Therefore Must Be Shared With You

Pbandfluff submitted:

There’s very little to be done for her at this point, even though the doctors haven’t said as much in so many words, but Myka has come to terms with her mortality enough to have stopped worrying her last moments away and to fight for every last bit of energy her body can give her to spend it with her family.

And while her parents and sister are still in Colorado Springs, the family she does have with her feels more like home than anyone else in the world could inspire in her.

Correction - almost anyone.

“You want me to read some more? I’ve been working on my voices,” Claudia offers from her bedside, lifting one of the numerous tomes from a stack on the side table.

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if I can't get that song out of my head, I will end up having "Myka dies in her sleep as Helena watches the last, shallow breath leave her body and hears the machines stop counting heartbeats and oxygen levels" nightmares.

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*curls into fetal position and bites fist*

What amazes Helena, as she stands in the sunlit room (she had not dared to close the shades since Myka had asked her, voice strangled and expression weary, the day before, to leave them open in case the sun decided to break through the low-hanging clouds they’d been having all week, and it did, just before she closed her eyes for the last time), is, despite how tiny Myka appears, her frame shrunken, the skin clinging to nothing but bone, precisely how much the anticipation weighs on Helena, how such a tiny moment, the one nobody wants to think about but must accept anyway, bears such magnitude.  

She presses a warm hand to Myka’s bony sternum, feels the weakening thrum of the most gracious heart in the world. Her fingertips vibrate, as the rush of machine-pumped oxygen resonates through skin so thin Helena can trace tiny blue and green rivers across Myka’s chest. Her eyes follow the outline of Myka’s still form, quietly committing as much as she can to memory, before her gaze fixes upon Myka’s face. The woman’s dark eyelashes are long gone, as are her perfectly-formed eyebrows and the apples of rose that used to pink her cheekbones when she bagged a tricky artifact or outmaneuvered Helena during a particularly difficult game of chess. Helena hitches a breath when she finds she suddenly cannot remember the precise color of Myka’s eyes. She struggles to push past that, tells herself it’s the grief, the unbearable weight of a moment not yet passed, and that she will remember when it’s all finally over.

The nurse comes in to shut off the ventilator and remove the breathing tube. Expression solemn, she switches the heart monitor to silent, and avoids the gazes of the individuals—no, the curious family—that surround the bed. With her head hung low, she leaves the room and lets nature take over.

Helena doesn’t notice the sniffs and sobs around her, and finds she is not yet able to cry. No, that will come later, she tells herself. It always does.

A distant gurgling resonates in Myka’s throat, but she does not open her eyes. Her chest heaves, struggles to pull air into her lungs. Helena tells herself Myka left them yesterday, when she closed her eyes against the sunlight and Helena’s warm gaze. But she knows Myka hasn’t really gone yet, not while her body is following its final orders. By-the-book until the end, Helena thinks with a small smile.

So Helena continues to sit there, with her hand upon Myka’s chest, and watches over this magnificent woman, waits until that tiny enormous moment is upon them. Helena traces a finger along the woman’s jawline, her expression unreadable.

Myka struggles, atrophied muscles twitching and chest hitching with strangled breath, as she draws her final breath and Helena finds herself struggling, too.

All at once, Myka is still. Unmoving. Almost peaceful. The moment is already gone.

And Helena remembers the color of Myka’s eyes.

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The world has joy in it. When you find a place that allows you to experience that joy, when you find people that make you feel safe and loved like you belong, you don’t walk from it. You fight for it.

It’s easy to forget that, isn’t it?

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solarisone

Do you have any idea how long I have tried to find this episode of Reading Rainbow in the nearly 30 years since I first saw it as a kid?

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Last Call for Vodka

Sorry for the late update for the Bering and Wells gift exchange! I hope you like it @anandabrat!

Find the rest of my madness here: Last Call for Vodka  

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When he was little, he overheard his mom and Auntie Smarty talking about extra lives. He knew that he only had nine so what were they talking about?

By the time he remembered to ask, he and his cousins were running the streets of Marrakesh. No time for discussion about the existential crisis they all went through at some point.

They had food to hunt and humans to avoid. No times to sort out their lives, past or future.

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craig mazin the absolute fucking madman really said i'm gonna write the greatest love story ever told into the third episode of this zombie apocalypse show

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Just give me one more good day.

Take me to the boutique, where I’ll pick outfits for us. You’ll wear what I ask…and we’ll get married.

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I used to hate the world and I was happy when everyone died. But I was wrong, because there was one person worth saving. That’s what I did.

THE LAST OF US (2023-) S01E03 | “Long Long Time”

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