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Some words to use when writing things:

  • winking
  • clenching
  • pulsing
  • fluttering
  • contracting
  • twitching
  • sucking
  • quivering
  • pulsating
  • throbbing
  • beating
  • thumping
  • thudding
  • pounding
  • humming
  • palpitate
  • vibrate
  • grinding
  • crushing
  • hammering
  • lashing
  • knocking
  • driving
  • thrusting
  • pushing
  • force
  • injecting
  • filling
  • dilate
  • stretching
  • lingering
  • expanding
  • bouncing
  • reaming
  • elongate
  • enlarge
  • unfolding
  • yielding
  • sternly
  • firmly
  • tightly 
  • harshly
  • thoroughly
  • consistently
  • precision
  • accuracy
  • carefully
  • demanding
  • strictly
  • restriction
  • meticulously
  • scrupulously
  • rigorously
  • rim
  • edge
  • lip
  • circle
  • band
  • encircling
  • enclosing
  • surrounding
  • piercing
  • curl
  • lock
  • twist
  • coil
  • spiral
  • whorl
  • dip
  • wet
  • soak
  • madly
  • wildly
  • noisily
  • rowdily
  • rambunctiously
  • decadent
  • degenerate
  • immoral
  • indulgent
  • accept
  • take
  • invite
  • nook
  • indentation
  • niche
  • depression
  • indent
  • depress
  • delay
  • tossing
  • writhing
  • flailing
  • squirming
  • rolling
  • wriggling
  • wiggling
  • thrashing
  • struggling
  • grappling
  • striving
  • straining

Appetite -  craving, demand, gluttony, greed, hunger, inclination, insatiable, longing, lust, passion, ravenousness, relish, taste, thirst, urge, voracity, weakness, willingness, yearning, ardor, dedication, desire, devotion, enthusiasm, excitement, fervor, horny, intensity, keenness, wholeheartedness, zeal

Arouse -  agitate, awaken, electrify, enliven, excite, entice, foment, goad, incite, inflame, instigate, kindle, provoke, rally, rouse, spark, stimulate, stir, thrill, waken, warm, whet, attract, charm, coax, fire up, fuel, heat up, lure, produce, stir up, tantalize, tease, tempt, thrum, torment, wind up, work up

Assault -  attack, advancing, aggressive, assailing, charging, incursion, inundated, invasion, offensive, onset, onslaught, overwhelmed, ruinous, tempestuous, strike, violation, ambush, assail, barrage, bombard, bombardment, crackdown, wound Beautiful -  admirable, alluring, angelic, appealing, bewitching, charming, dazzling, delicate, delightful, divine, elegant, enticing, exquisite, fascinating, gorgeous, graceful, grand, magnificent, marvelous, pleasing, radiant, ravishing, resplendent, splendid, stunning, sublime, attractive, beguiling, captivating, enchanting, engaging, enthralling, eye-catching, fetching, fine, fine-looking, good-looking, handsome, inviting, lovely, mesmeric, mesmerizing, pretty, rakish, refined, striking, tantalizing, tempting Brutal -  atrocious, barbarous, bloodthirsty, callous, cruel, feral, ferocious, hard, harsh, heartless, inhuman, merciless, murderous, pitiless, remorseless, rough, rude, ruthless, savage, severe, terrible, unmerciful, vicious, bestial, brute, brutish, cold-blooded, fierce, gory, nasty, rancorous, sadistic, uncompromising, unfeeling, unforgiving, unpitying, violent, wild Burly – able-bodied, athletic, beefy, big, brawny, broad-shouldered, bulky, dense, enormous, great, hard, hardy, hearty, heavily built, heavy, hefty, huge, husky, immense, large, massive, muscular, mighty, outsized, oversized, powerful, powerfully built, prodigious, robust, solid, stalwart, stocky, stout, strapping, strong, strongly built, sturdy, thick, thickset, tough, well-built, well-developed Carnal -  animalistic, bodily, impure, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, libidinous, licentious, lustful, physical, prurient, salacious, sensuous, voluptuous, vulgar, wanton, , coarse, crude, dirty, raunchy, rough, unclean Dangerous -  alarming, critical, fatal, formidable, impending, malignant, menacing, mortal, nasty, perilous, precarious, pressing, serious, terrible, threatening, treacherous, urgent, vulnerable, wicked, acute, damaging, deadly, death-defying, deathly, destructive, detrimental, explosive, grave, harmful, hazardous, injurious, lethal, life-threatening, noxious, poisonous, risky, severe, terrifying, toxic, unsafe, unstable, venomous Dark -  atrocious, corrupt, forbidding, foul, infernal, midnight, morbid, ominous, sinful, sinister, somber, threatening, twilight, vile, wicked, abject, alarming, appalling, baleful, bizarre, bleak, bloodcurdling, boding evil, chilling, cold, condemned, creepy, damned, daunting, demented, desolate, dire, dismal, disturbing, doomed, dour, dread, dreary, dusk, eerie, fear, fearsome, frightening, ghastly, ghostly, ghoulish, gloom, gloomy, grave, grim, grisly, gruesome, hair-raising, haunted, hideous, hopeless, horrendous, horrible, horrid, horrific, horrifying, horror, ill-fated, ill-omened, ill-starred, inauspicious, inhospitable, looming, lost, macabre, malice, malignant, menacing, murky, mysterious, night, panic, pessimistic, petrifying, scary, shadows, shadowy, shade, shady, shocking, soul-destroying, sour, spine-chilling, spine-tingling, strange, terrifying, uncanny, unearthly, unlucky, unnatural, unnerving, weird, wretched Delicious - enticing, exquisite, luscious, lush, rich, savory, sweet, tasty, tempting, appetizing, delectable, flavorsome, full of flavor, juicy, lip-smacking, mouth-watering, piquant, relish, ripe, salty, spicy, scrummy, scrumptious, succulent, tangy, tart, tasty, yummy, zesty Ecstasy -  delectation, delirium, elation, euphoria, fervor, frenzy, joy, rapture, transport, bliss, excitement, happiness, heaven, high, paradise, rhapsody, thrill, blissful, delighted, elated, extremely happy, in raptures (of delight), in seventh heaven, jubilant, on cloud nine, overexcited, overjoyed, rapturous, thrilled Ecstatic -  delirious, enraptured, euphoric, fervent, frenzied, joyous, transported, wild Erotic -  amatory, amorous, aphrodisiac, carnal, earthy, erogenous, fervid, filthy, hot, impassioned, lascivious, lecherous, lewd, raw, romantic, rousing, salacious, seductive, sensual, sexual, spicy, steamy, stimulating, suggestive, titillating, voluptuous, tantalizing Gasp -  catch of breath, choke, gulp, heave, inhale, pant, puff, snort, wheeze, huff, rasp, sharp intake of air, short of breath, struggle for breath, swallow, winded  Heated - ardent, avid, excited, fervent, fervid, fierce, fiery, frenzied, furious, impassioned, intense, passionate, raging, scalding, scorched, stormy, tempestuous, vehement, violent, ablaze, aflame, all-consuming, blazing, blistering, burning, crazed, explosive, febrile, feverish, fired up, flaming, flushed, frantic, hot, hot-blooded, impatient, incensed, maddening, obsessed, possessed, randy, searing, sizzling, smoldering, sweltering, torrid, turbulent, volatile, worked up, zealous Hunger -  appetite, ache, craving, gluttony, greed, longing, lust, mania, mouth-watering, ravenous, voracious, want, yearning, thirst Hungry -  avid, carnivorous, covetous, craving, eager, greedy, hungered, rapacious, ravenous, starved, unsatisfied, voracious, avaricious, desirous, famished, grasping, insatiable, keen, longing, predatory, ravening, starving, thirsty, wanting Intense -  forceful, severe, passionate, acute, agonizing, ardent, anxious, biting, bitter, burning, close, consuming, cutting, deep, eager, earnest, excessive, exquisite, extreme, fervent, fervid, fierce, forcible, great, harsh, impassioned, keen, marked, piercing, powerful, profound, severe, sharp, strong, vehement, violent, vivid, vigorous Liquid -  damp, cream, creamy, dripping, ichorous, juicy, moist, luscious, melted, moist, pulpy, sappy, soaking, solvent, sopping, succulent, viscous, wet / aqueous, broth, elixir, extract, flux, juice, liquor, nectar, sap, sauce, secretion, solution, vitae, awash, moisture, boggy, dewy, drenched, drip, drop, droplet, drowning, flood, flooded, flowing, fountain, jewel, leaky, milky, overflowing, saturated, slick, slippery, soaked, sodden, soggy, stream, swamp, tear, teardrop, torrent, waterlogged, watery, weeping Lithe - agile, lean, pliant, slight, spare, sinewy, slender, supple, deft, fit, flexible, lanky, leggy, limber, lissom, lissome, nimble, sinuous, skinny, sleek, slender, slim, svelte, trim, thin, willowy, wiry Moan - beef, cry, gripe, grouse, grumble, lament, lamentation, plaint, sob, wail, whine, bemoan, bewail, carp, deplore, grieve, gripe, grouse, grumble, keen, lament, sigh, sob, wail, whine, mewl Moving -  (exciting,) affecting, effective  arousing, awakening, breathless, dynamic, eloquent, emotional, emotive, expressive, fecund, far-out, felt in gut, grabbed by, gripping, heartbreaking, heartrending, impelling, impressive, inspirational, meaningful, mind-bending, mind-blowing, motivating, persuasive, poignant, propelling, provoking, quickening, rallying, rousing, significant, stimulating, simulative, stirring, stunning, touching, awe-inspiring, energizing, exhilarating, fascinating, heart pounding, heart stopping, inspiring, riveting, thrilling Need -  compulsion, demand, desperate, devoir, extremity, impatient longing, must, urge, urgency / desire, appetite, avid, burn, craving, eagerness, fascination, greed, hunger, insatiable, longing, lust, taste, thirst, voracious, want, yearning, ache, addiction, aspiration, desire, fever, fixation, hankering, hope, impulse, inclination, infatuation, itch, obsession, passion, pining, wish, yen Pain -  ache, afflict, affliction, agony, agonize, anguish, bite, burn, chafe, distress, fever, grief, hurt, inflame, laceration, misery, pang, punish, sting, suffering, tenderness, throb, throe, torment, torture, smart Painful -  aching, agonizing, arduous, awful, biting, burning, caustic, dire, distressing, dreadful, excruciating, extreme, grievous, inflamed, piercing, raw, sensitive, severe, sharp, tender, terrible, throbbing, tormenting, angry, bleeding, bloody, bruised, cutting, hurting, injured, irritated, prickly, skinned, smarting, sore, stinging, unbearable, uncomfortable, upsetting, wounded Perverted -  aberrant, abnormal, corrupt, debased, debauched, defiling, depraved, deviant, monstrous, tainted, twisted, vicious, warped, wicked, abhorrent, base, decadent, degenerate, degrading, dirty, disgusting, dissipated, dissolute, distasteful, hedonistic, immodest, immoral, indecent, indulgent, licentious, nasty, profligate, repellent, repugnant, repulsive, revolting, shameful, shameless, sickening, sinful, smutty, sordid, unscrupulous, vile  Pleasurable -  charming, gratifying, luscious, satisfying, savory, agreeable, delicious, delightful, enjoyable, nice, pleasant, pleasing, soothing, succulent Pleasure -  bliss, delight, gluttony, gratification, relish, satisfaction, thrill, adventure, amusement, buzz, contentment, delight, desire, ecstasy, enjoyment, excitement, fun, happiness, harmony, heaven, joy, kick, liking, paradise, seventh heaven  Rapacious-  avaricious, ferocious, furious, greedy, predatory, ravening, ravenous, savage, voracious, aggressive, gluttonous, grasping, insatiable, marauding, plundering Rapture -  bliss, ecstasy, elation, exaltation, glory, gratification, passion, pleasure, floating, unbridled joy Rigid -  adamant, austere, definite, determined, exact, firm, hard, rigorous, solid, stern, uncompromising, unrelenting, unyielding, concrete, fixed, harsh, immovable, inflexible, obstinate, resolute, resolved, severe, steadfast, steady, stiff, strong, strict, stubborn, taut, tense, tight, tough, unbending, unchangeable, unwavering Sudden -  abrupt, accelerated, acute, fast, flashing, fleeting, hasty, headlong, hurried, immediate, impetuous, impulsive, quick, quickening, rapid, rash, rushing, swift, brash, brisk, brusque, instant, instantaneous, out of the blue, reckless, rushed, sharp, spontaneous, urgent, without warning Thrust -  (forward) advance, drive, forge, impetus, impulsion, lunge, momentum, onslaught, poke, pressure, prod, propulsion, punch, push, shove, power, proceed, progress, propel (push hard) assail, assault, attack, bear down, buck, drive, force, heave, impale, impel, jab, lunge, plunge, press, pound, prod, ram, shove, stab, transfix, urge, bang, burrow, cram, gouge, jam, pierce, punch, slam, spear, spike, stick Thunder-struck - amazed, astonished, aghast, astounded, awestruck, confounded, dazed, dazed, dismayed, overwhelmed, shocked, staggered, startled, stunned, gob-smacked, bewildered, dumbfounded, flabbergasted, horrified, incredulous, surprised, taken aback  Torment - agony, anguish, hurt, misery, pain, punishment, suffering, afflict, angst, conflict, distress, grief, heartache, misfortune, nightmare, persecute, plague, sorrow, strife, tease, test, trial, tribulation, torture, turmoil, vex, woe Touch -  (physical) - blow, brush, caress, collide, come together, contact, converge, crash, cuddle, embrace, feel, feel up, finger, fondle, frisk, glance, glide, graze, grope, handle, hit, hug, impact, join, junction, kiss, lick, line, manipulate, march, massage, meet, nudge, palm, partake, pat, paw, peck, pet, pinch, probe, push, reach, rub, scratch, skim, slide, smooth, strike, stroke, suck, sweep, tag, tap, taste, thumb, tickle, tip, touching, toy, bite, bump, burrow, buss, bury, circle, claw, clean, clutch, cover, creep, crush, cup, curl, delve, dig, drag, draw, ease, edge, fiddle with, flick, flit, fumble, grind, grip, grub, hold, huddle, knead, lap, lave, lay a hand on, maneuver, manhandle, mash, mold, muzzle, neck, nestle, nibble, nip, nuzzle, outline, play, polish, press, pull, rasp, ravish, ream, rim, run, scoop, scrabble, scrape, scrub, shave, shift, shunt, skate, slip, slither, smack, snake, snuggle, soothe, spank, splay, spread, squeeze, stretch, swipe, tangle, tease, thump, tongue, trace, trail, tunnel twiddle, twirl, twist, tug, work, wrap  (mental) - communicate, examine, inspect, perception, scrutinize Wet - bathe, bleed, burst, cascade, course, cover, cream, damp, dampen, deluge, dip, douse, drench, dribble, drip, drizzle, drool, drop, drown, dunk, erupt, flood, flow, gush, immerse, issue, jet, leach, leak, moisten, ooze, overflow, permeate, plunge, pour, rain, rinse, run, salivate, saturate, secrete, seep, shower, shoot, slaver, slobber, slop, slosh, sluice, spill, soak, souse, spew, spit, splash, splatter, spout, spray, sprinkle, spurt, squirt, steep, stream, submerge, surge, swab, swamp, swill, swim, trickle, wash, water Wicked -  abominable, amoral, atrocious, awful, base, barbarous, dangerous, debased, depraved, distressing, dreadful, evil, fearful, fiendish, fierce, foul, heartless, hazardous, heinous, immoral, indecent, intense, mean, nasty, naughty, nefarious, offensive, profane, scandalous, severe, shameful, shameless, sinful, terrible, unholy, vicious, vile, villainous, wayward, bad, criminal, cruel, deplorable, despicable, devious, ill-intentioned, impious, impish, iniquitous, irreverent, loathsome, Machiavellian, mad, malevolent, malicious, merciless, mischievous, monstrous, perverse, ruthless, spiteful, uncaring, unkind, unscrupulous, vindictive, virulent, wretched Writhe -  agonize, bend, jerk, recoil, lurch, plunge, slither, squirm, struggle, suffer, thrash, thresh, twist, wiggle, wriggle, angle, arc, bow, buck, coil, contort, convulse, curl, curve, fidget, fight, flex, go into spasm, grind, heave, jiggle, jolt, kick, rear, reel, ripple, resist, roll, lash, lash out, screw up, shake, shift, slide, spasm, stir, strain, stretch, surge, swell, swivel, thrust, turn violently, tussle, twitch, undulate, warp, worm, wrench, wrestle, yank 

//MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS - HERE IS THE ANSWER TO THE PROBLEM OF FINDING THAT RIGHT WORD!!!!!

words are incredible.

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Succespo’s summer masterpost

So I’m back with another masterpost! Don’t let the title confuse you, this masterpost also contains studying related links (because in summer we have plenty of free time and what we do in our free time? we study). Anyways, I hope that this will be helpful to all of you! Please send me a message if a link is broken! Have a cute summer♡

1. useful apps

2. music & sounds

3. recipes because food is life

4. do yourself a favor and be creative

5. studying & inspiration & organisation & knowledge

7. internet is such a cute place

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Anonymous asked:

what's divacup?? how would you rate it??

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This is a divacup 

AND U SHOVE IT UP YOUR VAGINA TO COLLECT MENSTRUAL FLUID

HOLY HELL LEMME TALK ABOUT THIS LITTLE GEM OF A SILICON CUP

U CAN WEAR IT FOR 12 HOURS AT A TIME UNLIKE TAMPONS. DO U KNOW HOW GREAT THAT IS? I THOUGHT I HAD A HEAVY FLOW BECAUSE I HAD TO CHANGE SUPER TAMPONS LIKE EVERY HOUR BUT THIS LITTLE FUCKER!!!! THIS LITTLE FUCKER RIGHT HERE!! I ONLY NEED TO CHANGE IT TWICE A DAY. U CAN WEAR IT TO BED, U CAN WEAR IT SWIMMING, U CAN WEAR UR FAVOURITE BABY PINK HIGH WAISTED AMERICAN APPAREL SHORTS WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT DESTROYING THEM WITH THE BLOOD OF UR SHEDDING ORGANS

WHEN U PUT IT IN CORRECTLY IT CREATES A SEAL INSIDE YOUR VAGINA SO IT DOES NOT LEAK IT’S FUCKING INCREDIBLE

YEAH UPFRONT IT’S A LITTLE PRICEY, THE STARTING PRICE BEING ABOUT 40 DOLLARS BUT TAMPONS AND PADS CAN ADD UP TO LIKE 30 BUCKS A MONTH! A MONTH!! THIS LIL DOOHICKEY CAN LAST U FUCKING YEARS 

“But it’s gross to collect your period blood” WRONG, PERIOD BLOOD IS SUPER CLEAN! IT HAS TO BE BECAUSE IT’S MEANT TO NOURISH A GROWING FETUS! THAT’S A COULD BE PERSON. PERIOD BLOOD ONLY SMELLS IF IT GETS IN CONTACT TO OXYGEN, WHICH IS WHY U GET A BLOODY SCENT IF YOURE WEARING PADS OR TAMPONS, BUT NO SMELL WITH THIS LOVELY JELLY SQUISH CUP. 

IT’S SUPER CLEAN. IT’S SUPER EASY TO USE AFTER U GET THE HANG OF IT. IT’S WAAAAAY BETTER FOR THE ENVIRONMENT AND DID I MENTION U CAN SLEEP IN IT!?

So yeah. I’d rate it a pretty solid 5/5 but that’s just me 

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I FORGOT SOME STUFF

IF YOU’RE FAIRLY INTUNE WITH WHEN UR GOING TO GET UR PERIOD U CAN PUT THE DIVACUP IN BEFOREHAND TO PREVENT BLEEDING INTO YOUR UNDERWEAR WHAAAAAAAT? YEAH 

BACKPACKING AROUND THE WORLD JUST GOT 100% EASIER FOR PEOPLE WITH MENSTRUAL CYCLES

And no chemicals like tampons and pads which are full of perfumes, and better for the environment because you’re not throwing away applicators! Just saved up enough to order mine!

I don’t get periods, but here’s some worthyass information to pass along to those who do!

Yooo

Thinking of getting oneee

I have mine for nearly three years now and it was the best decision ever and please spread this around because so many people don’t know about it!

Let me just say that I started using this a few months ago and I am so happy with it. I will never switch back to tampons or pads because this little cup is just the best thing ever. It’s easy to use, safe, healthy, you can sleep with it in, no leaks, and you can wear it for up to 12 hours at a time. ITS SERIOUSLY THE BEST THING EVER

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The Boston Symphony was performing Beethoven’s Ninth. In the piece, there’s a long passage about 20 minutes during which the double basses have nothing to do. Rather than sit around the whole time looking stupid, some bassists decided to sneak offstage and go to the tavern next door for a quick one. After slamming several beers in quick succession (as double bassists are prone to do), one of them looked at his watch. “Hey! We need to get back!”

“No need to panic,” said a fellow bassist. "I thought we might need some extra time, so I tied the last few pages of the conductor’s score together with string. It’ll take him a few minutes to get it untangled.“

A few moments later they staggered back to the concert hall and took their places in the orchestra. About this time, a member of the audience noticed the conductor seemed a bit edgy and said as much to her companion.

“Well, of course,” said her companion. “Don’t you see? It’s the bottom of the Ninth, the score is tied, and the bassists are loaded.”

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Form your habits

free printable you can download here

Forming your habits can be extremely difficult, here’s a tool that can help you achieve that. I use a 21 days calendar because it’s customary in these sort of things. It’s not scientifically based but usually 21 days are enough for most people to create a new lasting habit. Sometimes you’ll need more.

All the sections in the printable are there to help you, so I really recommend you fill every part! Let’s see what those are:

Triggers - it can be anything, even an alarm on your phone, but I suggest you ‘latch’ your new habit to some old one you have. Like if you want to start flossing, use as a trigger ‘after washing my teeth’ or something logical like that. Also put this printable somewhere you can see, so that you’ll be reminded of it!

Rewards - while the habit in itself should be a reward you definitely need something a little more short term because sometimes it’s difficult to see the long term plan. Something small and easy, like congratulating yourself, or crossing off the task in your planner or app, or buy something small like a song or an app, or do a little dance or whatever it might work for you and might bring a smile on your face.

Why am I doing this? - This is possibly the most important. if you don’t have a personal reason to form a new habit you’ll never find the motivation to do it.

Tiny Victories - More often than not you’ll face all sort of obstacles during your attempt to form your habit. Consider from the beginning a list of small wins that are a ‘lighter version’ of your habit. So you don’t have to punish yourself if you don’t get that day to perform your habit. It will make it easier for you to start the habit and it will not become a chore. 

“but I just don’t want to today…” - We are our worst enemies. You know yourselves pretty well, you probably have tried more than once to attempt this habit, so you know how many excuses you can come up in the next 21 days to avoid working on your habit… “I’m too stressed to do this” “I was so good yesterday I can take a day off” “I’m on vacation”… and so on. Make a list of replies to yourself, now that your excitement is at the top so in the next days you’ll be able to read it again and convince yourself to actually do what you proposed yourself to do.

Here’s a list of good habits you might want to try:

  • daily review of your planner
  • cleanup your desk
  • meditate
  • take a walk
  • exercise for 30 minutes
  • 15 minutes of gesture drawing
  • wake up early
  • work 30 minutes on your personal project
  • use a language app
  • write in your journal
  • clean something
  • drink enough water

This could be great for recovery from eating disorders, self harm, etc.

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I NEED THIS OFF MY CHEST OR I’LL COMBUST LETS TALK ABOUT GROUNDER!BELLAMY GUARDING SKY PEOPLE!CLARKE 

  • GROUNDER BELLAMY WITH A SWORD BEHIND HIS BACK AND WAR MAKE UP OVER HIS EYES MAKING HIM MORE DEADLY THEN JUST BY HIS SCOWL
  • GROUNDER BELLAMY LOOKING AFTER THE SKY PERSON WHOME LEXA HAD TOLD HIM TO PROTECT EVEN THOUGH HE DIDN’T LIKE THE SKY PEOPLE OR TRUST THEM FOR THAT MATTER BUT IT WAS HIS DUTY
  • CLARKE TRYING TO START SMALL TALK WITH HIM ONLY FOR HIM TO SHUT HER DOWN BUT SHE SNARKED THE FUCK OUT OF HIM IF HE WAS RUDE AND HE WOULD OF EXPECTED HER TO BACK DOWN OR BE AFRAID LIKE OTHER SKY PEOPLE WERE BUT SHE WAS RELENTLESS AND WOULDN’T TAKE ANY OF HIS SHIT (HE SECRETLY LIKED IT)
  • ALWAYS FOLLOWING HER AROUND AND THROUGH ALWAYS BEING AROUND HER REALIZING SHES NOT AS BAD AS HE THOUGHT (AFTER WITNESSING HER SAVE ONE OF HIS PEOPLES LIFE IN MED BAY)
  • CLARKES KINDESS AND SELFLISHNESS THAWING OUT HIS HARD DEMEANOR MAKING IT HARD TO HATE HER BC NOW HE RESPECTED HER
  • CLARKE ALWAYS MAKING SURE BELLAMY WAS WELL RESTED, WELL FED, GIVING HIM WATER SOME DAYS IF HES STANDING OUTSDIE THE TENT WHERE CLARKE AND LEXA WERE PLANNING (HE’D SLOWLY TAKE THE WATER SKEPTICALLY, WATCHING HER SMILE SLIGHTLY AND DUCK BACK IN, ASKING HIMSELF WHY SHE WAS SO NICE TO HIM, SHE COULD MAKE THIS A LOT EASIER IF SHE WAS RUDE AND BITCHY BUT NO SHE HAS TO BE KIND, GOD DAMN IT)
  • BELLAMY ONE DAY SITTING OUTSIDE CLARKES TENT ON WATCH WHEN SHE CAME OUT TO SIT WITH HIM AND HE WOULD STIFFLY TELL HER SHE SHOULD BE ASLEEP BUT SHE TOLD HIM SHE WASN’T TIRED (SHE WAS) AND HE WASN’T CONVINCED UNTIL SHE FINALLY CONFESSED SHE JUST DIDN’T WANT TO BE ALONE RIGHT THEN AND HE SILENTLY UNDERSTOOD AND THEY SAT THERE LOOKING UP AT THE SKY FOR A LONG TIME AND SHE ASKED HIM TO TELL HER THE STORIES OF HIS PEOPLE (HE WAS HESITANT AT FIRST) BUT SHE ASKED AGAIN WITH THOSE PLEADING EYES AND HE COULDN’T DENY HER SO HE TALKED, AND TALKED UNTIL SHE FELL ASLEEP AND HE ENDED UP CARRYING HER BACK INTO HER TENT LAYING HER DOWN GENLTY AND BEFORE HE REALIZED WHAT HE WAS DOING HE WAS BRUSHING HER OFF HER CHEEK SOFTLY BEFORE QUICKLY SHAKING HIS HEAD OF THE WARM FEELING BUBBLING UP IN HIS CHEST AT THE SIGHT OF HER SLEEPING FORM LEAVING THE TENT TO SIT AT HIS POST NOT ABLE TO GET HER OUT HIS HIS HEAD
  • BELLAMYS EYES WERE SOFTER AS THEY STARED AT CLARKE, HE WASNT AS ROUGH, OR COLD AS HE USED TO BE, BEFORE HE WAS ABLE TO KEEP A WALL BETWEEN THEM BUT NOW HE WAS CLOSER TO EHR AS THEY WALKED, HIS HAND SOMETIMES FOUND ITS WAY TO HER LOWER BACK, OR TUGGING HER ARM, AND HIS BODY COILED INTO HER SIDE PROTECTIVELY AS IF HE WAS HER HUMAN SHIELD (HIS PEOPLE NOTICED, EVERYONE DID, EXCEPT FOR HIMSELF AND CLARKE NOT RECOGNIZING THE SHIFT)
  • BELLAMY FINDING HIMSELF TRYING TO MAKE CLARKE SMILE AT TIMES WITH HIS SORT OF BITTER HUMOR AND HIS LIPS THREATENING TO TWITCH UP INTO A SMILE WHEN HE HEARS HER LAUGH WHICH SEEMS SO RARE (HE LIKES HER LAUGH, AND HER SMILE, A LOT)
  • CLARKE HAVING NIGHTMARES AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP (BELLAMY NOTICES THE BAGS UNDER HER EYES AND HEARS HER HORRIFIED MURMERS IN THE DARK OF THE NIGHT FROM HER TENT) SO WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT TO CALL IT A NIGHT HE ASKED HER IF SHE WANTED TO STAY AT HIS POST WITH HIM FOR A WHILE  (LIKE LAST TIME) SAYING HE WOULDN’T MIND THE COMPANY (HE ACTUALLY DIDN’T LIKE COMPANY, EVER, BUT FOR SOME REASON CLARKES THE ONLY ONE HE LIKED, AND HE THOUGHT MAYBE HE COULD TELL HER MORE STORIES UNTIL SHE FELL ASLEEP MORE EASILY, AND IT WORKED. AND HE CARRIED HER IN LIKE LAST TIME, EXCEPT THIS TIME, HE STAYED TO MAKE SURE SHE WAS OKAY. SHE WAS.)
  • CLARKE LETTING LITTLE GROUNDER KIDS BRAID HER HAIR WHILE SHE DREW ONE OF THEM POSING FOR HER, SHE WAS SMILING BRIGHTLY AT THE KIDS AROUND HER, LAUGHING WITH THEM AND BELLAMY WOULD WATCH FROM AFAR WITH ADMIRATION AND HIS HEART WOULD SWELL (THERE WAS A VOICE IN HIS EHAD THAT TOLD HIM HE WAS FALLING IN TOO DEEP, BUT HE PUSHED IT BACK, HE DIDN’T FEEL ANYTHING FOR THE SKY PEOPLE PRINCESS..DID HE?)
  • CLARKE WAS OUTSIDE WITH BELLAMY AT HIS POST (WHICH IS SOMETHING THEY DID A LOT NOW) AND SHE FELL ASLEEP WITH HER SKETCHBOOK IN HAND (SHE HAD BEEN DRAWING WHILE HE SPOKE, SHE DID THAT SOMETIMES, USUALLY IT WAS THE STARS OR THE CONSTELATIONS) AND WHEN HE WENT TO PICK HER UP HE NOTICED THE SKETCH WASNT STARS OR TREES, IT WAS HIM. HE BROUGHT HER TO BED, THE SKETCH BOOK IN HIS GRASP, HE SAT AT THE END OF HER BED AND HE STARTED FLIPPING THROUGH THE PAGES SEEING THINGS AROUND CAMP, FACES HE RECOGNIZED AND FACES HE DIDN’T BUT WHAT HE SAW A LOT WAS HIM, HIS FACE AT DIFFRENT ANGLES, HIS HANDS, THE BACK OF HIM WHERE HIS SWORD STUCK FROM HITS HOLSER AND HIS MESSY DARK HAIR WAS PRESENT, HE SAW DETAILS OF HIS SCARS ALONG HIS COLLAR BONES, HIS ARMS, EVEN HIS TATTOOS, THESE WERE DETAILS HE NEVER EVEN KNEW SHE SAW. HE FOUND HIMSELF FONDLY SMILING LOOKING BACK AT HER SLEEPING STATE PLACING DOWN THE SKETCH BOOK AGAIN, SHE WAS SOMETHING ELSE HE’D THINK TO HIMSELF BEFORE SETTLING HIMSELF WHERE HE USUALLY WAS MAKING SURE SHE WAS OKAY LIKE USUAL (AND HE WAS GONE LIKE ALWAYS BEFORE SHE WOKE UP AND KNEW HE WAS THERE, BUT THE SECRET WAS, SHE ALWAYS HAD)
  • THERE WAS AN ANARCHY OF SOME TYPE AND SOME GROUNDERS TRIED TO SEVER THE SKY PEOPLE/GROUNDER ALIANCE AND CLARKE ABOUT TO BE ATTACKED AND BELLAMY SLITTING THE GROUNDERS THROAT WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT BEFORE HE COULD PUT HIS HANDS ON HER STANDING INFRONT OF HER PROTECTIVLEY WITH HIS BLOODY SWORD IN HAND (“ANYONE ELSE?!” HE WOULD ROAR TO THE GROUNDERS THAT WITNESSED THE SCENE, THEY DIDN’T ENGAGE AFTER THAT)
  • CLARKE TREATING BELLAMY FOR A WOUND ONCE THE ANARCHY HAD COME TO AN END AND TELLING HIM HE COULD OF BEEN KILLED AND HIM HUFFING SAYING IT WAS HIS JOB TO PROTECT HER AND HER ALMOST PAUSING FOR A MOMENT BC OF COURSE ITS HIS JOB TO PROTECT HER HE WOULDN’T OF RISKED HIS LIFE IF LEXA TOLD HIM TOO AND ITS JUST A REMINDER THAT BELLAMY IS ONLY AROUND HER BC HES FORCED AND IT ALMOST MAKES HURT FLASH THROUGH HER EYES BUT SHE REGAINS HERSELF (THEY WERENT FRIENDS SHE TOLD HERSELF EVEN IF THATS WHAT SHE THOUGHT OR HOPED) AND HE MUST OF NOTICED TEH CHANGE IN DEMEANOR BC HE GRABBED HER HAND SURPRISING HER (AND HIMSELF TBH) AND HE TOLD HER THAT HE WOULDN’T LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO HER, ORDERS OR NOT WHICH MAKE HER LIPS TILT UP INTO A SMALL SMILE (CUE BELLAMYS HEART EYES)
  • BELLAMY TEACHING CLARKE TO DEFEND HERSELF BETTER AFTER THE ATTEMPTED ASSASSINATION, HE TAUGHT HER HOW TO USE A BOW, AND USE A SWORD AND BE WELL WITH A KNIFE (SHE WAS ALREADY PRETTY GOOD AT THAT AS MUCH AS HE WOULDN’T LIKE TO ADMIT) (“MAYBE YOU WON’T NEED ME AFTER ALL” HE WOULD JOKE AS HER TRAINING GOT BETTER EACH DAY AND SHE WOULD GIVE HIM A SOFT LOOK, “I’LL ALWAYS NEED YOU” SHE’D CONFESS AND IT WOULD MAKE HIS HEART JUMP INTO HIS THROAT) (*CUE DOUBLE HEART EYES*) (*MAYBE TRIPPLE BC SHE LOOKS REALLY FUCKING GOOD WITH A BOW*) (*GROUNDER BONER*)
  • AND THEM GOING OFF TO BATTLE TO GET CLARKES FRIENDS OUT OF MW AND BELLAMY NEVER LEAVING CLARKES SIDE AND STANDING BY HER, PROTECTING HER, AND WHEN LEXA PULLS HER ARMY BACK BELLAMY REFUSING TO LEAVE CLARKE EVEN WHEN LEXA SAYS HES RELIEVED OF HIS DUTIES OVER HER BUT HE SAYS HE WASN’T LEAVING BC IT ISNT A DUTY TO LEXA ANYMORE, ITS A DUTY TO HIM, HE CAN’T LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO HER NOT BC OF THE FEAR OF WHAT THE COMMANDER WOULD DO TO HIM BUT BC OF THE FEAR OF LOSING CLARKE WOULD DO TO HIM AND HE WAS FORCEABLY REMOVED EVEN WHILE FIGHTING AGAINST THE GROUNDERS UNTIL HE WAS KNOCKED UNCONSCIOUS TO CLARKES PROTESTS AND CRIES 
  • AND WHEN CLARKE GOES INTO MW ALONE BELLAMY GOES BACK BUT WITH LOTS OF REINFORCEMENTS (AND HE WAS DISOWNED BY HIS OWN CLAN FOR DOING SO, BUT HE REFUSED TO LET CLARKE DIE IN THERE, HE WAS GOING TO PROTECT HER EVEN IF IT KILLED HIM) AND HE WENT IN THERE AND HIM AND HIS PEOPLE FUCKED SHIT UP, AND GOT CLARKE AND HER PEOPLE BACK
  • AND THEY EMBRACED IN A TIGHT HUG WHEN THEY SAW ONE ANOTHER, WAR AND DEATH ALL OVER THERE CLOTHS AND THEY DID THE FOREHEAD TOUCH AND SHE SAID TEARFULLY ‘YOU CAME BACK?’ AND HE SMILED GENTLY BRUSHING A BLOODY STRAND OF HAIR OUT OF HER EYES SAYING ‘I TOLD YOU I WOULDN’T LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO YOU AND I MEANT IT. I’LL ALWAYS LOOK AFTER YOU, CLARKE.’ AND THEN THEY BOTH DO THE HEART EYES, AND THE LOOKING AT EACHOTHERS LIPS, AND LOOKING BACK UP TO THEIR EYES AND THEY LEAN IN AND KISS
  • BAM
  • DONE
  • WHAT IS THIS?!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
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So you know how we’ve been told to rewatch 2x01 before the finale next week? Well, here’s my prediction as to why:

In “The 48”, we had that whole scene when Clarke was trying to escape. She had almost made it out and was about to pull the lever to open that giant door, but Jasper convinced her not to because it would kill everyone in Mount Weather.

Fast forward to next week’s episode, Cage has the 44 plus a bunch of other people Clarke cares about held hostage and is slowly killing them one by one. Shooting Dante didn’t work, so what does Clarke do? She goes to that door she found in 2x01 and places her hand on the lever. She knows that pulling it will kill all of the innocent people in Mount Weather along with Cage and his guards, but she has to save her people. So she pulls it and the 300+ Mountain Men die painful deaths due to radiation, paralleling to last season’s finale when she pulled the dropship’s lever and burned 300+ Grounders alive.

This could also tie into the big Bellarke scene taking place in the finale. A tweet claimed that the moment is similar to 1x08, aka “Day Trip”. Toward the end of that episode, we had the ship-sailing moment where Bellamy calls himself a monster and Clarke tells him that she needs him, that she forgives him. 

Now that Clarke has killed all of the Mountain Men, she realizes how much blood is on her hands. Not only did the guards die but children died, too. So, of course, she kind of breaks down, but Bellamy won’t let that happen. He tells her that she did what she had to do and that she isn’t a monster because he knows that’s exactly what she needs to hear.

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Hola! Sorry to be a bother, but I've been looking for this fic for a while now & can't seem to find it. So if you guys can help that would be awesome! It was published on tumblr I believe, & it's just in different POVs of the 100 & how they view Clarke & Bell and then towards the end Clarke falls ill & Jasper wakes up to see Bell comforting her when everyone thinks he doesn't care. Sorry if the description seems too vague. Pretty please? :)

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what do you mean about people saying clarke only cares about bellamy as a tool for mt weather?? who said this?

a few anons and a few ppl i’ve seen on my dash

but i wanna talk about this!! cause this is one of my favorite things about bellarke. There’s so many different facets to their relationship. There is ALWAYS going to be the shared interest in keeping their people safe. That was what their relationship was built on in the beginning. They both know that it’s the other’s top priority. That’s why Bellamy is never surprised when things like Clarke lying about Octavia being in TonDC happen. He knows that in that moment his personal feelings aren’t her priority and she’s more concerned with the mission at hand. He’s not happy about it, but it doesn’t surprise him. That’s why he wasn’t angry at all about her closing the dropship door. You’ll never see Bellamy expecting Clarke to put him ahead of her leadership duties, imo, and that is why while he was visibly hurt at her saying his life was worth the risk, he didn’t hold it against her at all or even dwell on it. He was ecstatic to talk to her when he heard from her next. When Clarke said ‘I can’t lose you’ that was the one time she let herself put her personal feelings for him above the mission, but while I think he wanted to respect that because he knew what she had just been through with Finn, he still knew it was best that he go to Mt. Weather.

in my opinion they will both always have the understanding that they are not, cannot be, each other’s top priority. May not be very romantic buuuuuut at the same time they are not in a ‘romantic’ world, as far as the way they live their lives and the world they’re in. There are no white picket fences here. I think that if they were to ever have a romantic relationship, it would be a comfort and almost a blessing to not have that pressure hanging over their heads, to know that the other understands that about them, because it could easily become stifling in the situation they’re in. 

SO there’s that aspect, the partnership and the shared interest and the leadership dynamics. But they also have a ton of trust and belief in each other. That is not possible without some type of personal friendship, in fact i think it’s not possible without a very DEEP personal friendship. 

Which is what I think bellarke have. And it’s been so great to see it develop.They haven’t known each other long but in the time they’ve known each other they’ve been through a lot of traumatic shit, lost people together and grieved people together, seen each other at their worst and best, fought and argued, come to a place where they see their initial judgments of each other were wrong, slowly come to agree on things, and now they’re at a place where they can admit when the other is right, take advice from each other, challenge each other in a respectful way. and they’ve come out of all this as friends. When Clarke is declaring her belief in Bellamy, saying he’s the key to everything, she’s not just saying that about her Inside Man, she’s saying that because she knows Bellamy and she trusts him, because of the things they’ve been through together. When she’s worried for his life and relieved when she finds out he’s ok, she doesn’t immediately start talking about the mission, she asks him how he is first. Yes, she’s happy that their plan can now be carried out BUT she’s also just happy because that’s her friend and he’s alive. In scenes like that there’s BOTH elements and I love it.

So I guess all this to say, yes, sure in all these scenes where she’s talking about worrying about him and caring about him she’s speaking of him as the guy who has the fate of her people in his hands. That element is always there, he’s always going to be her partner in that way. But don’t forget the trust and the faith and the hope, and all the smaller moments of friendship between them. Because those all play a big part in why she cares.

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hey guys do you know any fics that are like fun and fluffy fics that are like the gang having a game night or something like that?? :)

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Hi (: do you know any fics that are like the 4 times bellamy or clarke don't do something and the one time they do? IK it sounds confusing im sorry

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  My Master Writing Post

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Twister - game night with twister (in which Clarke gets very competitive)

I Can’t Lose You Too - Either Clarke or Bellamy put themselves at high risk and the other gets angry when they return. (Post “I can’t lose you too”)

Stitches -  omg Clarke using poor injured/sick Jasper as a practice doll to teach Bellamy how to heal people. And then they make out.

Sea Monster - ummm, bellarke stuck without a paddle in the middle of a lake with the sea monster circling around?

Into The Night - (Three times Bellamy falls asleep in Clarke’s room in Camp Jaha and the one time he doesn’t.)

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