do you feel lonely because you lack the desirable physical contact with somebody? emotional? be okay and love yourself before you even think about trying to be with someone else. the sensation of touch? it fades away along with familiar faces throughout the years. the people you know at 40 will be an entirely new set of people you haven't even thought about meeting yet. enjoy it. i see you smiling and it seems genuine. is it not? it's not fair to lie to the people you love.
Hey tumblr person, the best way to put things is: I really liked my life. I lost a big part of it, and now everything else in my life is disconnected.I can't get back into the swing of things and I really do like myself. I think I'm smart and funny and beautiful and blah blah blah...it's just that I was in a really good place. A place I could see myself being in for the rest of my life.