THE STARS ARE RED...

So I was able to push out some art today! T3T After watching older versions of Devilman, it made me think of another Go Nagai IP! Cutieeee Honeyyyy! I of course grew up with the magical girl version, Cutie Honey Flash. I even owned a bootleg bedsheet set of her 😂😂😂. #cutiehoney #cutiehoneyflash #gonagai #anime #manga #inks #marker #fanart #retro

Throwback Thursday! I was thinking about my comic today and added more cool ideas to my memory bank. This is my main guy back when all my stuff looked like Bleach. 😂😂😂 (looks like this drawing is 7 years old WOW) My comic is definitely something I really want to invest my time in someday. I'm not ready yet, but I can't wait to show you guys my ideas! :) #tbt #throwbackthursday #oldart #anime #manga #comic #inks #character #everythingbleachyhahaha

So I feel like 2017 is seriously coming for me, because I am currently suffering my third day from a cold who I must have caught from a coworker (stay home sick people! Fuck!). Put that on the list of horrible back pain and crippling depression that all happened within the past month! Goodness. I'll be happy if I make it past 12am. 😂 Anyway, I would be lying if I said 2017 was a good year (other than meeting new friends, which was the highlight of my year for sure), but I hope to make 2018 an AMAZING new year for my art and I hope to finally get my brand off the ground!!! Thanks to those who supported me through this dark and dry time and I hope to make it much better for the coming year! Also yes...since I can't go out to get any New Year's food and drink I settled with watching a lot of @shotwithsoju vids (the DragCon vids are making me cry though. I wanna go back!!! LA is my second home!!!). I could use a shot of soju rn. 😂 #happynewyear #happynewyear2018 #sickaf #butfightinghard #soju #dragqueen #shotwithsoju #fanart #anime #manga #chibi #comeongetdownwiththesickness #ihavetousethatjoke #dontkillme

As some of you may have seen in my IG story, I just found out that they're doing a remaster/remake of Catherine?!!! One of of favorite games of all time! Ahh!!! Kinda random but once upon a time I cosplayed as a generic sheep from the game! 😂 (I had WAY too much fun in this costume. All made by meee!) Fun fact: I won an honorable mention for one of the Atlus Halloween contests years ago. A proud moment! 🙂 Also working on a secret project right now. Sorry for the lack of art updates! Catching up due to my physical issues last week! #feelinggeeky #sweetdreams #catherine #katherine #sheep #vincent #atlus #cosplay #costume #creepy #horror #ps4 #ps2 #playstion #rin #catherinefullbody

LIVE NOW! www.twitch.tv/deadstarship #twitch #twitchtv #stream #twitchstream #livestream #art #inks #color #anime #manga #lolita

As I explained in my last live, I am trying to get on a more consistent schedule with my Twitch streaming! I think Saturday evenings work best for me, so I hope we can make this a thing! See you all tonight! 😗 www.twitch.tv/deadstarship #twitch #twitchtv #stream #twitchstream #livestream #art #inks #color #anime #manga #lolita

Je t'aime, Monbebe 💋#art #design #anime #manga #girl #mondoongie #fanart #moncarat #mbb #svt #seventeen #caratbong #bebecarat #monstax #mx #몬스타엑스 #monbebe #몬배배 #minhyuk #jooheon #wonho #shownu #changkyun #im #hyungwon #kihyun

LIVE NOW! www.twitch.tv/deadstarship #twitch #twitchtv #livestream #art #design #anime #manga #artstream #girl #mondoongie #fanart #moncarat #mbb #svt #seventeen #caratbong #bebecarat #monstax #mx #몬스타엑스 #monbebe #몬배배 #minhyuk #jooheon #wonho #shownu #changkyun #im #hyungwon #kihyun

Figured more bodies would be in their homes in the evening! Trying this one more time today! Please join me! New drawing! Drawing something kpop trash related along with the drawing I had earlier today! (Gonna do at least two hours!) 😂 www.twitch.tv/deadstarship #twitch #twitchtv #livestream #art #design #anime #manga #artstream #girl #mondoongie #fanart #moncarat #mbb #svt #seventeen #caratbong #bebecarat #monstax #mx #몬스타엑스 #monbebe #몬배배 #minhyuk #jooheon #wonho #shownu #changkyun #im #hyungwon #kihyun

LIVE NOW! www.twitch.tv/deadstarship #twitch #twitchtv #livestream #art #design #anime #manga #lolita #artstream #cyberpunk #girl

www.twitch.tv/deadstarship (the first 10 minutes will be me updating social media probably 😂) Hello friends! So I'll be doing a Twitch stream today at 12pm CST! It's been a while, yeah? I'll be testing out my new headset today and I'm feeling pretty open about almost everything, so if you have any questions for me about anything, please pop in and ask! I know I've been quite absent in terms of my art, so I use this as an opportunity to adjust myself back. #twitch #twitchtv #livestream #art #design #anime #manga #lolita #artstream #cyberpunk #girl

With that being said, I will need to release a lot of the AX commissions I've held for so long. I thought I could get them completed, but life keeps getting in my way and keeps hacking away at my mental state. I'm so sorry about this. I HATE to hang this out to dry publicly, but letting these go means I need to replace the funds I'll be losing. I cannot take commissions, because of the very reason of not having time (I've been getting by with almost no sleep and extreme fatigue from my dayjob...). I do have prints still hanging out in great number so I hope there are those who will kindly take those off my hands. I'll figure out something. Again. I'm sorry. I need to be better than this.

Happy Birthday @woozico0914 ! Much talent, such wow! (Still gotta get his new album 😭😭😭) All art by me!

Another "I'm alive" post! I'm sorry I haven't been active for a while. Especially with my artwork. It's been a very strange few months. Not gonna lie, I feel like I left a piece of my soul after I wrapped up Anime Expo. For a strong 4+ years I have been creating artist alley at cons helped me do that. Without it now I know I have to put my strength elsewhere in order to keep the ball rolling. I know my 40+hr dayjob is not an excuse either, so I promise to be better! Thank you for those who have been sticking with me even through my dead periods on social media. It means a lot to me. I've been putting on a lot of bandaids lately by resting my body and hanging out with friends to mentally refresh, but I think I just really miss creating my own work. I also want to make sure it's the quality it should be. Nothing lazy and nothing stupid! Anyway, emotional rambling aside, I hope this is the last one in a while. 💋 #catharticpost #iwanttocreateagain #enoughdelays

Hey all! Sorry for being MIA for a while! I'm having a full weekend of recovery from my trip to Dallas for the Monsta X concert (IT WAS AMAZING. I WILL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT IT LATER!!!) I will answer emails and messages tonight! I have not forgotten anybody! I do wish my recovery time was faster, but my body is just not the same anymore. Even driving up and down from Dallas was wear and tear. TT Thank you guys so much for your patience and I will get back to you as soon as I can! #monstax #monstaxinusa #monstaxindallas #postconcertdepression #pcd #tired #toooldforthis #backtoreality

Hey AX friends! So I am swiftly preparing packages for pre-orders (this is not even all of it!)! I should be getting the prints tomorrow, and shipped to you all sometime this weekend! So sorry for the delay! With a 40hr dayjob, plus working on a fan project for the Monsta X concert I am going to next week (and traveling all the way to Dallas for), PLUS shaking profusely with excitement for that concert, I have a lot on my plate! I'll get it done! Thank you all for your patience! #animeexpo2017 #animeexpo #prints #immadie #packingpacking

OKAY! So official Anime Expo post! In regards of preorder prints, I have ordered everything to arrive to me sometime early next week! Then I will start shipping them out to you all! I'll keep you guys updated. (Commissions will also be worked on as well! Feel free to email me if you want updates!) Where to start? I had a great time at AX this year! I'm actually surprised I survived despite not having a helper (after having one at almost every con I've done for so many years), and I do apologize for the times I was away from the table (flying solo is hard T3T). As usual, everyone who stopped by my table was incredibly sweet and I appreciate every conversation I've had with each of you! As I have said to most, this will be my last con for a while. I've been doing cons for so many years in a row, already moved across three different states, and now with a full-time 40hr dayjob it's done a bit of wear and tear on my body! I'm making this decision to give myself some rest and to FINALLY focus on my brand work for real. I think cutting cons will help me gain focus. I'll come back a lot stronger! I'm excited. :) This old body still needs rest, but I will start back on a regular update schedule soon! :3 I'll keep my Instastory updated with random shenanigans, and if you want more unrelated shenanigans, I also have Snapchat! Haha (won't be art-related, but it will let you know I'm alive?). Thank you all again! ❤ #animeexpo2017 #animeexpo #artistalley #herearemyspoilsfromthecon #iwillmissyouall 😭