I am pretty straight forward.

 I want what I want and I get what I strongly believe I deserve.

I grew up with nothing not even love to hold me.

I want to be different on my own.

I struggle but, I am learning.

I have brown eyes and I see things differently. 

Its a burden to feel things as strongly as I do but, a blessing in disguise.  

I smile..but am I happy...

Me

Who am I to others. I don’t like what I see but, sometimes I catch others looking at me. I always want to ask them “what do you see?”

Then I get shy...but not in a good way... in an anxious way. In a way where I want you to answer “WTF ARE YOU LOOKING AT?” please I’m begging you..

tell me what you see...in me

Lonely

I feel like even though I’ve grown

I haven’t really

I want to give up on you but you know I fucken won’t.

You know what you hold against me. It’s nothing bad its just my weakness. I fucken say “I hate you” but shit I wish I yelled “i Love you”.

I’ve grown to realize by 22 that...

I am lonely...

me

Just me

I'm normal In my own way I'm pretty In my own way I criticize myself In my own way But that's just me❣