I’m painting cardboard boxes black so that they look cool to display everything I’m selling for this punk rock flea market I’m doing June 3rd- I think that’s the date. I haven’t been sleeping much and there’s so much to do because I’m moving again, trying to find more work, release an album, start a fitness company, stay in shape, paint, make
Jewelry, draw, write
Music and tours coming up and I’m preparing for the summer with my son and Kevin’s kids
well all the kids are “our” kids but Kelli and their son and daughter are coming here soon. I stare at the calendar because it’s such a relief finally YES can’t happen soon enough that we all
Get to be together.
It’s impossible to paint without the paint going everywhere and that’s not a complaint. Neat painters are mysterious it’s such a physical event. Since I’m leaving here I’m trying really hard to not get it on the walls and carpet so we get our security back which we already had to
Fight for. Due to traumatic circumstances a few months ago We miraculously pulled off getting enough $ with work, friends, music lovers support to get this apartment.6 months later the owner decides he’s selling it and is driving me nuts bringing strangers into our home to show it. It’s ON south street and nobody warned us it’s beyond loud as hell almost
Every night because of the bar across the street. Seriously I’m from NYC , I play loud music and talking beyond that it’s like some kind of new world apocalyptic display of mutated zombie “party” behavior, like
For
Instance
Someone’s car alarm will
Get set off from
The vibrations of the bass from another car blasting music and people will yell WOOOOO and stand around the car alarm doing a kinda dance while shouting just noises. Also there is a mouse situation but ignoring that stuff I actually liked it here and would’ve stayed but it’s clear they want us out. Then it became clear that they didn’t want to give us our security deposit back for reasons too boring to blog about but luckily like
Kevin isn’t really someone anyone wants to argue with- he stood up for us like
When the news was delivered to me an my 6 year old son it was told as if - sorry there is nothing we can do. Next day Kevin has a talk with them - all good Now. So we have to move- coming up with another round of first last one months security after just doing that on top
Of the regular cost of just moving is like
DAMN. Really?
It’s not impossible though. I am very motivated to prove myself to the people who doubted me and put my son an I in this situation to begin with. Luckily throughout everything that’s happened I have genuine love and family and bandmates now
and what really
Is more important than that?