"Music today don't have lyrics. It's just 2 sentences repeating"

Music in 1975:

Watching a video about the philosophical side of Gen Z humor because it's more fun than Sócrates

The dark side is basically,

Millennial: Nihilism without hope;

Gen X: Nihilism with hope.

I've never see an add that attract me more for the store than this.

"This is a philosophical community"

"Everybody here is about charity, ethics, and niceties"

Video about self improvement:

host repeat constantly that self-help is egoistical and only about egoism. Make it very clear that book is not self-help, because the book is the opposite of egoistical. Make it very clear she means egoistical as a bad thing.

Video about happiness:

Gen Y only want to get famous and rich. (We actually when a discrete confy live or unalive wtf she's talking?)

Dog will never make a effort for mental pleasure. (A pet dog don't walk in the hoods for hunting, he walks because it's fun, there's enrichment in the smell.)

Only humans have mind.

Why I have difficulty dealing with intellectual people

"So-and-so TEACH us that <something that 100% looks like an opinion>."

It's just me or the audio quality in Spotify free went down?

At first I suspected my earplugs went bad too soon, but in the PC headset also feels bad.

Following the Antidepressant saga

I realized a lil too late that keeping the thread when each post is too big was not a good ideia.

"Now we can start to work."

I informed my psychologist about all the details. Inclusive that I decided to stay in half pill, 25mg.

She informed me that a raise in the dosage will happen with time. What I was not happy but kinda expected.

But then she followed saying I'll use half pill for 2 weeks. ... ONLY TWO WEEKS?!?

I really don't want to upgrade too soon.

She went about the dangers of interrupting the medication and all and "the doctor prescript for you start so he's the one who will prescript during the process of stopping".

I always believed that antidepressant was a permanent commitment. "WHAT, DO YOU MEAN IT'S POSSIBLE TO STOP SOMEDAY?!?"

...

She makes that face of who said too much and give too much hope. And explained each case is individual.

She also said I have to build a routine. Yeah, I'm always trying! I assumed that'd be easier with the magic pills.

You see, I have no job and my classes are only one each other weekend. This week I tried purposely sleeping and waking up later so I can endure classed between 18h and 22h and don't blackout before arrive at home 23h45. This also affects my pill hour.

Remember that I was walking up so early I had to wait to take the pill 6am? I decided to take it a hour later each day and stop at 9h or 10h. But....

I went too hard in the go to bed later and yesterday and wake up almost noon. Too late to take the pill. So I went yesterday without it. To earlier in the treatment to feel abstinence.

AND THEN TODAY I DID THE SAME SHIT!!!!

I can't go another day without so I'm taking it past 11 anyway.

I swear I tried to go to bed 22h but got distracted. I mean, the Obsidian division in German is not easy. And when you get a mediate 2x XP potion you HAVE to use it.

You know what's the bad part of not wanting anymore to unalive when you life is a mess? It that your life is still a mess but now you have to figure out another way out.

At least now it seem POSSIBLE.

Will I get a job this year?